ALL MINE: a Lloyd Hansen story

Seven

Hansen.

What the actual fuck was I thinking?

Kissing Ayden was the last thing that should've happened on this trip. The absolute last thing. We were pushing it with the...the cuddling.

But come on.

This was too far.

I could tell that Ayden was still awake on the other side of the bed. Her feet were moving.

"Ayden." I whispered.

"What?"

"I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"Kissing you again."

She moved to rest her head on my chest. I tensed.

"This isn't smart." I said. She wrapped her arm over my abdomen and relaxed.

"Ayden I'm serious." I said.

"Shut up Hansen."

I looked down at her. She was cuddled up so perfectly. She seemed to fit my body like a glove.

I moved the blankets up on her more and laid back fully. She sat up and looked at me.

I didn't wanna look at her, but I couldn't tear my eyes away.

"I'm not mad about what you did." She said.

"Don't."

"I know it shouldn't happen, but I don't care if it does happen. I want it to happen, and you and I are really good at breaking rules. We always have been." She whispered.

"Ayden. Seriously."

She said nothing, but kissed me instead. It was only a few hours, but I missed her lips.

She carefully got onto my lap. I held her waist as she deepened the kiss. Holy mother of god I can't get hard because her body is right on my dick.

I had never felt this way about anyone. No one made me go absolutely insane like she did.

And no one made me feel like I was something I wasn't. Around her my guard was down. She made me vulnerable. I hate feeling vulnerable.

After a few seconds she pulled away and looked at me.

Her lips were plump. Her hands were on my chest.

"I've always wanted you Lloyd." She whispered. It was barely audible.

"You cannot fucking say that because I am trying so hard to hold back." I said sternly. "I have liked you for years and you have pushed me away. You can't like me now because you've seen my body or something I don't fucking know."

She smiled. "I know you've liked me for years. Anyone can see that Lloyd. Both CIA and your government services can see it. But the difference between you and me is that you suck at hiding it. I don't."

"Don't fucking play."

"I'm not." She said.

I sighed and looked away, she touched my cheek, moving my gaze back.

"I know that underneath that ugly ego that you have, there's a heart. I know that, and I love to see that. Lloyd there is no denying our tension. And I know that we're both going insane over it. So why not just clear the tension. Why not get that one fuck out of the way so we can go on with our lives."

"Because I think that if I try it once with you, I will never want to stop."

She smiled at me. "So then don't stop."

"Ayden. We need sleep."

"I want you lloyd."

"I want you just as much as you want me, but it's late." I said as I moved her loose hair behind her ear.

"Lloyd please." She whispered.

"I'm gonna show an overpowering amount of self control." I whispered as I moved her to lay on top of me. "But you can stay here a little while."

She sighed and rested her head in the crook of my neck. I wrapped the blankets over her.

"When will you just let your guard down?" She asked.

"Trust me Winters. You've knocked down the wall." I whispered.