Electrical Love

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You look yourself in the mirror as you pant. Your breathing is chaotic and your heartbeat is rapid.

You reach up and grab your head with both hand as you mumble "Shut up! Shut up shut up!"

You step back as you look up at the ceiling as he whine "Shut up!"

You then lean forward as you hunch over and pant "Please! Oh god just! Just be quiet! You are not real!"

You hear a voice in the back of your head. It's Diego. He's speaking. But he's different now.

Diego was no longer the submissive and scared person he sounded like. Now he's different.

You can't deny it anymore. Ever since you lost your power, you've been living the life you think you deserve

You shake your head as you stand up straight. "No! No no no no! No! Shut up!"

I've changed, y/n. I stopped seeing myself as a selfless and submissive little loser. I know who you are, you know who you are. You can't have this life. No matter how much you try to change you can never have it.

You walk back to the sink and grab it firmly. You look down at the drain as you pant. You begin to sweat as you see a ghost like figure.

You look up into the mirror as you see someone who looks just like you, but their eyes are now Glowing blue.

He whispers in your ear as he holds your shoulder

Loser.

Failure.

Killer.

Murderer.

Thief.

Liar.

You deserved to die all that time.

Your father beat you for a reason.

Your mother never loved you.

Your father Fucked you so you would learn.

You can't live a life. You can't. You don't have that luxury. The life you want is already long gone.

You shake your head "Diego. You aren't real. Shut up. Go away. Leave me alone. You've done nothing but plague my mind ever since we lost our powers."

Diego then laughed as he squeezed your shoulders tighter.

Penny is going to die. Because you will kill her. There's a reason you had no strength. No will. No power over you're own life. Because you destroy everything you touch! You don't deserve to love! To love!

You shake your head again as you turn the water on and get your hands wet. Then you splash water on your face as you furiously and vigorously wash your face.

Then after a moment you turn the water off as you stare down at the sink. Then you reach into your pocket and retrieve an orange prescription bottle of pills.

You stand up and tilt your head back as you dump a couple in your mouth as you chew them up and swallow them.

Then you gasp and look back into the sink.

"You aren't real. You are not a real person. Just a side effect of my stress. Stress that almost cost me my Wife. My life I have. I have a good job. A job I can get paid for. I have a good wife. One who genuinely cares. I have a second chance at the life I always dreamed of. You, Diego. Are just a voice that doesn't exist. I only acted like you did. Everytime I was you, I was just blacking out. Passing out from stress. That's all it was. There is no you. Only me"