My Favorite Woman. (CG|LG WOMANXWOMAN)

16.

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Here you go, my babies. - mama bear 🐻

Nadine in the MM.

Nadine kept her head laid against Ashanti's knee, both of their eyes closed as their tears streamed down their face. Marisa sat against the bedroom door, her head in between her legs. It's been a while since they walked in on Ashanti breaking apart. Nadine knew not to take her words personally, instead sitting down on the ground and cuddling against the woman's legs as she silently cried.

Marisa watched the interaction, wanting nothing more than to embrace both women who she's grown to love. So she did, slowly crawling over from the door and sitting on the other side of Ashanti's legs, slowly placing her cheek against her cool skin. Ashanti slowly looked down at the two women. She swallowed hard, feeling herself grow emotional, but not because she was hurt.

No one has ever seen her like this before, and Nadine didn't run away even though she told her to. Marisa stayed too, the woman's long time friend that leaned against her skin shocking the older woman who felt comforted.

"I'm sorry.." Ashanti whispered, both Nadine and Marisa looking up at her.

"No, honey..you have nothing to be sorry for." Marisa breathed as she stood up. Nadine nodded in agreement, slowly crawling into the woman's lap.

"I just want to give up. I feel like everything I've ever worked for was for nothing. They just..fired me. Just like that. All because of Trina." Nadine tensed at the name of the woman that she remembered as a drunken mess. She looked up at Ashanti who just let out a shaky sigh.

"What do you want us to do for you? What do you need?" Nadine asked quietly as she caressed Ashanti's cheek. The tears streamed down her lovers face as she shrugged.

"I really don't know. I mean..I'm not broke. But my career..it's just gone. Taken away by some white man in a big chair. I'm tired, Nadine. I feel like I've been fighting my entire life for everything I want. I'm tired."

"Then stop fighting." Marisa whispered as she tucked a piece of hair behind Ashanti's ear. Nadine nodded abruptly as she swallowed back her own tears.

"Yes..maybe it's time to stop fighting. You don't need to survive anymore, mama. You don't..just tell us what you need." Nadine sniffed. Ashanti's lip quivered as she shook her head while staring down at the ground. Even through the smudged make-up, Nadine thought she was the most beautiful woman in the world.

"What I need right now..is a big glass of wine and an ice cream sundae." Ashanti chuckled. Nadine giggled before looking at Marisa who just smiled widely through her own tears.

"I know just the place..but let's clean this up first."

"Marisa..you're the best. I forgot about this place." Ashanti moaned as she bit into her slice of deep dish pizza. They were at one of the most famous restaurants in Chicago. They served the best pizza which Ashanti forgot about. She cut down on the junk food after finding out she was pre-diabetic when she was in her twenties, Marisa prepping healthier meals for her for the last few years. She lost a significant amount of weight, but still kept her healthy habits up to par. She didn't want to resort back especially because of stress.

"Of course. Nadine, are you enjoying your food?" Marisa asked as she stared at the younger woman who was bouncing in her seat while chewing on her pizza. She wasn't paying attention, Ashanti and Marisa smirking before continuing to finish their dinner. They ordered their ice cream sundaes, Ashanti and Nadine sharing one while Marisa ate from her own. It was a pleasant silence between the three of them, but it led to opportunity for Ashanti's thoughts to start swarming again.

"Come back.." Nadine whispered as she grabbed Ashanti's hand, breaking her from her thoughts. Ashanti smiled sadly, leaning in and pecking her cheek. They soon left the restaurant, Marisa and the two lovers parting ways. Ashanti was quiet the entire ride home in the Uber, staring out of the window while Nadine did the same. They were both exhausted, but it was an exhaustion that neither of them could sleep away.

They were now back home, Ashanti sitting in the bath, the lights low and the water steaming hot as the tears started to slip down her cheeks again. She wrapped her arms around herself, whimpering quietly as she tried to pull herself together.

"What do I do?" She whispered, her hand slipping down and caressing the hot water that was mixed with bath milk and rose petals. She wasn't sure what Nadine was up to, asking the young woman for some privacy once they got home. She didn't want Nadine to see her this way, but knew it was inevitable.

Nadine wrapped her towel around her body after getting out of the shower. She felt herself start to slip into little space. She was sad that her domme was sad and wasn't sure how to comfort her. So she got dressed in her nightgown, before walking to Ashanti's room and knocking on the door.

Ashanti looked up, the door opening and Nadine's eyes landing on her drained ones. She was fresh out of the bath, her black sheer nightgown and matching robe enhancing her natural beauty more than Nadine could handle. She was moisturizing her body, her eyes drifting away from Nadine's as she tried to hold herself together.

"Mama? You okay?" Nadine asked quietly as she walked over. Ashanti nodded, smiling at the name before crawling onto the bed and patting the side next to hers. Nadine smiled widely and ran over, climbing on the bed and wrapping her arms around Ashanti who held her little for dear life.

"Sleep with me tonight." Ashanti whispered as she kissed Nadine's shoulder while inhaling her fresh scent. Nadine sighed in pleasure, Ashanti's lips traveling up her neck as she nodded, moaning quietly as she bit down on her chin.

"Okay. Anything else?" Nadine asked. Ashanti nodded, looking up at Nadine who looked down at her while breathing heavily.

"You. I want you. Can mommy have you?" Ashanti whispered as she kissed her lips softly.

"Yes please."

Short..I know.