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AIDAN GALLAGHER | AGE : 19
( ^ ) ANGST ( ! ) SONG BASED ( ~ ) AU TROPES!
FEM READER!
- au in which y/n and aidan break up and aidan writes a song in Spanish about it.
He writes it in Spanish because he learned Spanish for her so yeah I need to sob.
I'm dying on the inside and I need angst right now.
Translations in comments!
ENJOY!!
Dame un momento, por favor
Sigo pensando en tu bonito olor
"Are you sure you're even okay enough to play a gig tonight?" Trinity asked, she tuned her piano at the same time.
Aidan hummed a tune softly strumming the strings of his guitar, his green eyes scanning the wooden planks of the floor.
Aidan took a deep breath, strumming the strings on his guitar, tears nearly falling from his eyes.
"I'm okay." Aidan mumbled, not even believing his own words, he wanted to break into loud sobs, but it had been months. She probably doesn't think of him at all.
He needs to move on too.
Right?
Cuando tú mires mis ojos
¿Qué no ves que no duermo?
He's been running around with less than four hours of sleep each night, every single night singing the same song.
The song he sang over and over again, his heart aching in pain as he curled up in his bed sheets stifling sobs.
The pain he felt, it felt like something had been ripped from his heart, he couldn't stop thinking about her, every-time he came across a picture of her tears formed in his eyes.
His heart ached so hard and he'd break an in instant, it hurt so fucking bad, it felt like he was holding onto a broken record that wouldn't ever be fixed.
Aidan hadn't felt broken like this in ages, it felt so pointless to cry but the tears he sobbed were the last memories he really had left.
He could only remember and never ever make new ones. Does anyone even know how hard that must feel?
Mi cuerpo extraña a tu cuerpo
His lungs could no longer breathe her comforting scent, his heart no longer belonged to her.
He missed her warmth, he missed the hugs he'd get every-time he saw her, he wished he still had her in his reach. So when he replied with the words "I'm okay." He wanted more than anything to punch himself.
He wanted to pick up his guitar and smash it into tiny pieces, he wanted to curl up into a ball and cry until he was numb.
And the only thought he had was, "How is it possible to miss someone this much?" He wishes he was numb. He wish he couldn't care.
Like a vampire who has turned their humanity off.
"Aidan. I refuse to let you lie to me." Trinity spoke, pressing the keys on her piano to make sure they were tuned.
Aidan gulped rather loudly but continued to strum the keys, a new lyric left his lips, ignoring Trinity's comment for the longest.
"Y no se me sale de la mente en la forma en que bailabas"
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Bittersweet - aidan g. imagines
FanfictionImagines of Aidan and his characters! There will be non binary, female, and male imagines!! Maybe even some trans f to m, gfluid too!! I really am excited for this! Enjoy please I feel like this is something I'd update often because I have sm idea...
