Our Time • JJK / MYG

Chapter 4

Jungkook's POV

I couldn't sleep.

It felt weird sleeping in my old flat and not in my 'future' fancy bed. I didn't end up taking that girl I was dancing with home and it was too noisy as drunk people were outside and the flatmate in the room next to mine, aka Jimin's room, was noisy because he was fucking someone who couldn't keep quiet.

I was also majorly distracted by Yoongi taking my wife home.

But she's not my wife anymore... well more like 'right now'. She's not my wife 'right now'. 

But I guess she won't be in the future because she's not even my girlfriend or even a friend at this point. We would've been friends by now if I had done what I was supposed to last night. And Yoongi intervening would've definitely caused some type of butterfly effect.

I was a little nervous and anxious thinking about what happened between Siri and Yoongi last night. I don't know why because I've been telling myself this is what I wanted. A fresh start with no Siri. A different future. She's the key to it all.

But part of me needs to find out what happened between them last night.

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Jimin, Taehyung and I were at our usual diner for brunch. I remembered this was where Siri worked part time. Going by memory, I'm sure she'll be coming into work soon.

A little bell went off at the diner door and in came Yoongi looking all tired and grumpy, as per usual. He walked straight to our table and sat down opposite me and next to Taehyung.

Y: "Sorry I'm late. Was fuckin tired and didn't wanna get outta bed."

JM: "You never wanna get out of bed."

Yoongi gave Jimin the middle finger which made the rest of us chuckle.

V: "Saw you walk off with Siri last night. Were you spending the night with heeeer?" Taehyung wiggled his eyebrows up and down suggestively.

My heart started racing at the mention of her but I had to tell myself to be normal. This is just everyday conversation. I cannot give away that I'm the least bit interested in her just because she is my wife - correction, was my wife, I should say.

Y: "No, I just took her home like I said I would. Got food on the way and dropped her off."

Relief washed over me at hearing that. I felt my heart calming down already.

V: "That's it? No kiss? No pussy or head?"

Y: "Nope." He said popping the p. "Nothin happened. She's not one of those 'hit it then quit it' girls, Tae. She's different and is actually nice. You should know that. You've seen her in our music classes. She doesn't fawn over us like other girls do."

V: "I know, I was only joking, damn..."

JM: "Sounds to me like you've got a crush, Hyung."  

I looked wide eyed at Jimin because of what he said, then looked at Yoongi who shrugged as if he didn't care. But he always looks like he doesn't care so it's hard to tell his real feelings. Unless it's pure anger like what he showed last night to that guy that grabbed Siri. Or happiness when he looked at her and actually smiled at her...

Ding ding

The diner bell went off again and I saw Siri coming through with a big smile on her face.

"Jinnie Oppa! I'm here!" She said to the diner owner and our friend, Kim Seokjin. He's Taehyung's older brother actually.

"There's my favourite little helper! You're right on time!" Jin replied to her.

I noticed Yoongi turned his head to look behind himself at the sound of Siri's voice and I don't know why, but I was anxious again. Especially when he turned back around to us and had a small smile on his face.

There's nothing going on between them.

I shouldn't even be worrying because this is what you wanted - I told myself.

I was pulled out of my thoughts as Siri was now right next to me and Yoongi with a pad of paper and pen ready to take our orders.

"What can I get you guys?"

The guys and I ordered our food and she went away to process it. I noticed how her and Yoongi's eyes lingered that little bit longer on each other though...

About 20 minutes later, Siri brought out our food.

Siri: "Gave you a little extra bacon, Yoongi. For last night. And your meal is also on me." She said sheepishly as she blushed a bit.

I felt a little burn in my chest because I remembered she did something similar for me when I stopped the guy back then in our time.

Y: "You really didn't have to do that Siri but thank you."

Siri: "Don't worry about it. Enjoy your meals guys!"

She's so bubbly and... Happy... and lively... Different from the Siri in 'our' time...

This is what you wanted...

JM: "I think she likes you, Hyung. You probably have a good shot with her. You should ask her out."

I looked at Jimin wide eyed again. What the hell is he saying??

Yoongi only shrugged with a blank expression at Jimin's suggestion.

Fuck! Why can't he show some emotion on his face?! He's so damn hard to read...

I need to stop caring about this because Siri is no longer my concern. She is not my wife anymore. She is not my responsibility anymore. She means nothing to me anymore.

This is what you wanted...

I just need to think of the Siri I've been living with for the last few months that I wished to be away from. Remind myself that that  is who she becomes. That the future I have with her is not what I want anymore.

As long as I keep this in mind, then it should keep my emotions in check. And as long as I don't do the things I did back in this time period, then that future won't happen.

No more wife, single life.  No more wife, single life.  No more wife, single life.

This is what you wanted...

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