Our Time • JJK / MYG

Chapter 21

Jungkook's POV  (will need wifi/data to play clips - clips don't belong to me, credit goes to the owners)

This morning Siri came over with Yoongi to give me my birthday present. It was a big box of banana milk. My heart sank because it's a stark contrast to the gift she gave me back in 'our' time.

There was no love involved in this gift. Just a friend giving another friend a thoughtful gift. But of course I acted really happy because we are meant to be friends and I did appreciate the effort she and Yoongi put into collecting all of them for me. But it can't compare to the song she wrote for me...

It's almost Yoongi's and Siri's turn at the concert and I've had a dreaded feeling all day and I don't know why. It's worse than that weird 'off' uncomfortable feeling I've been getting all week. It's been a constant feeling ever since Siri overheard my conversation with Jimin and Taehyung. 

All week I've slowly drifted back into the distant 'friend' I once was and only talked to Siri when I had to. I just didn't know what to do or how to act anymore. I didn't know what else I could do to get her to fall for me but I also didn't want to ruin my friendship with Yoongi.

I was so conflicted and angry at myself.

If only I hadn't missed making the connection with her on her birthday.

If only I hadn't gotten upset with her in 'our' time then I wouldn't even be in this time period!

"Up next! The lovely duo Min Yoongi and Serena Smith!"

Jimin, Taehyung and Hobi all cheered and clapped excitedly while I stared at the stage and clapped with half-arsed enthusiasm.

Yoongi and Siri came out holding hands together and bowed at the audience before they sat next to each other at the piano getting ready to play their song. 

(Combine both clips)

I watched with a heavy heart as those two played together. Their songs were beautiful. But not as good as the song Siri wrote and sang for me. Nothing would ever compare to that.

But I'm never gonna hear it again...

They would occasionally look at each other with what I almost thought was love and my heart almost couldn't take it.

They couldn't be in love already, could they?...

But Siri was in love with me around the same time too back in 'our' time...

No. I refuse to believe they are in love right now. Maybe I can still turn this around?

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Turns out, Yoongi is a musical genius and will always be one no matter the time period because he and Siri won first place. They were both ecstatic. Yoongi had the biggest smile I had ever seen on his face as he lifted Siri and spun her around and they kissed in front of hundreds of people, practically declaring their relationship loud and proud.

I felt a pain in my chest as I closed my eyes to prevent tears from forming. I clenched my jaw and fists to try control myself while swallowing the lump in my throat.

She's meant to be mine.

After the concert competition, Yoongi and Siri came over to us all proud while holding hands. Hobi ran up to Siri and hugged her tight, telling her how proud he was of her. Taehyung and Jimin also hugged her and I had to as well so I didn't seem like an ass.

JH: "I guess we'll all meet at the restaurant later for Jungkookie's birthday dinner and looks like for your win too!" Hoseok said excitedly.

JM: "Yeah man! Can't wait to celebrate! I knew you guys would win!"

Y: "I just gotta pop over to my grandparents cafe before I come over to pick you up. They wanted to know if we won and told me to pop by if we did. They must have a dessert prepared for us or something." He smiled softly at Siri.

Siri: "Aww your grandparents are so sweet!  Want me to come with you? I wanna see my little Suga!"

Yoongi smiled at her but shook his head no, "It's ok, I won't be too long. You get yourself ready for tonight" He kissed her forehead then her lips as she pouted. "Don't worry, we can visit the cats tomorrow if you like."

Her eyes lit up like fireworks and she nodded her head excitedly as she gave him a quick peck on the lips, "Yes please, my love!"

My heart dropped. 'My love'?...

I started panicking.  Are they in love already???

This can't be happening...

No!  I need to turn this around!

I need her to see she belongs with me!

We're each other's other half!   She's my light!  I'm meant to be her number one!

JH: "Aw! You two are so cute! Anyway, I gotta pick up a girl I'm bringing as a date for tonight so I'll see you guys later! I'll drop you home first Siri before I go get her."

That's it! That's my chance!

I'll go over to Siri's place while she's alone. Maybe kiss her and see if that pulls her to me? If some strange magic brought me back to this time, surely something like true love's kiss exists and will work???

I probably sound fucking crazy if I ever voiced these thoughts but I'm totally desperate right now.

I can't lose her.

I just can't.

I will get her back. 

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