Our Time • JJK / MYG

Chapter 7

A few days after Siri and Yoongi's 'first date'...

Jungkook's POV

It's weird... Ever since Siri's birthday, the day we were meant to have created a 'connection' together, I've had this weird feeling. I can't really explain it but it just feels like something is off. I'm anxious that maybe I've somehow fucked something else up for my future because I haven't done something I was supposed to have done.

I've been trying to push the feelings away and at the same time, push Siri out of my mind so I can enjoy the single life. Unluckily for me, I notice her all the time around campus. She just sticks out like a sore thumb to me out of everyone and it's rather annoying.

Today during lunch with the guys, I noticed Yoongi had come back from the cafeteria with some banana milk. I know he and the guys don't drink that so I assumed he got it for me.

JK: "Hyung, you didn't have to buy me banana milk but I'm definitely thankful." I said with a grin as I went to grab it. 

Surprisingly, Yoongi smacked my hand away and frowned at me, "Hajimaaa. It's not for you."

JK: "Aw! Then who's it for?? I'm the only one that drinks it."

Y: "The world doesn't revolve around you, Kook. It's for Siri."

I stiffened and my eyes widened at hearing that. 

Y: "I see her drinking it all the time and I have class with her next."

JM: "Aww, Hyung! You really do have a crush on her don't you?" His eye smile came out as he was being cheeky.

V: "He totally does! She's the only girl he actually talks to in our class" He said with a big boxy grin.

Y: "Not that it's any of your guy's business, but I have a feeling you guys won't stop pestering me about it, so, as a matter of fact, yes, I do. Except it's not just a crush. I actually like her. I even have a date with her this Saturday. Our second one, actually."

My eyes widened even more and my heart started racing a million miles per hour. That weird 'off' feeling I've been trying to push away has come back...

They've been on a date?? Since when??

JK: "When did you even have the first date?"

Y: "Last Friday." He said nonchalantly with a blank expression as he ate his lunch.

JM: "Ooo what did you two do? Was she good in bed? The quiet good girls tend to have a wild naughty bedroom side to them."

I felt a little twinge in my chest at that question and squinted my eyes at Jimin for a second for being a nosey bastard.

Yoongi shrugged his shoulders like he didn't care. "I asked her out when she was finishing up with work then we walked to my place. We both fell into that disgusting duck pond when I tried to save her scarf on the way. I cooked her dinner for our date and we played some music together."

V: "That's it?! No pussy or head, again?"

Y: "A gentleman doesn't kiss and tell, boys."

V: "Ohh! So you've kissed!"

Y: "I will neither confirm or deny that." 

Yoongi put more food in his mouth and continued with his blank expression except the corner of his mouth curved up the slightest, betraying him.

JM: "Yep!" Jimin banged his hand on the table then pointed to Yoongi, "You've definitely kissed!" He said proudly. "You're trying to hold in a smile!"

SNAP!

V: "Dude, you ok?" Taehyung said to me quietly, looking concerned and confused while Jimin was blabbering on at Yoongi who continued looking unbothered.

JK: "Yep. Why?"

V: "You just broke your chopsticks..."

I looked down to my hands and saw my chopsticks were in half. Whoops... Guess I didn't like hearing that Yoongi and my wife kissed. Or that they were going on a date. Their second date... Wait! I mean ex-wife! She is basically an ex-wife, isn't she?

Ugh! This stupid past and present tenses thing is going to fuck up my mind.

I need to get over her because this is what I wanted.

So what if she and Yoongi are dating? She is no longer mine and I am no longer hers. Which means she is no longer my problem. She will be Yoongi's problem now.

The single life is for me and will stay that way because it's better. I just need to remind myself of the Yoongi, Jimin and Taehyung in the future and how they enjoyed their single life. 

I think my subconscious has been holding onto the fact that Siri is my–I mean, was my wife. So with Siri and Yoongi getting together, that will help me get the strain of our future off my shoulders. Then I can really enjoy my single life!

Yeah! That's it!

I'll just let whatever happens between Siri and Yoongi happen. Like I thought before, she is no longer my problem and will be Yoongi's problem in the future.

This is what you wanted.

JK: "I'm happy for you anyway, Hyung. I hope things work out with her." I gave him a small smile.

Y: "I appreciate that, Kook. Thanks." 

No more wife, single life.  No more wife, single life.  No more wife, single life.

Yeah... this is what I want. I'm sure of it...

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