Our Time • JJK / MYG

Chapter 12

Jungkook's POV

About a month has passed since Yoongi made the announcement of him and Siri being together and since then, Yoongi has been less grouchy and more smiley. It's weird.

While they have been keeping each other busy, I've been keeping myself busy with studying and making use of my single status.

Ahh the single life... I've managed to sleep with a few girls to relieve my sexual frustrations from 'our' time.

Part of me felt like I was cheating on Siri but I had to remind myself that she's not my wife anymore. She's not mine anymore.

This is what you wanted...

During my fucking around however, I came to understand what Siri meant when she said I was disgusting for trying to sleep with her when I was too drunk and smelled of cigarettes. There were a few times at parties where drunk girls who had been smoking, would try to flirt or kiss me and I was grossed out by them and their horrible breath. They made me realise that Siri was not wrong at all. 

Me snapping at her by saying she should be thankful I don't smell like a woman and basically implying that I would cheat on her made me feel like shit when I thought about it. I shouldn't have said that but my stupid drunk ass couldn't see past the fact that my own wife kept turning me down. But she had good reason to turn me down and I understand this now.

Another thing I noticed was that I found none of the girls I slept with that satisfying. One girl couldn't even make me cum when she was sucking me off because she couldn't take my cock deep enough. Boy was that disappointing.

I just felt like I was missing something when I was balls deep in them and I couldn't put my finger on what it was. I just felt empty afterwards...

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Siri is already doing that annoying thing she does by sending texts when she isn't around as well. I only know because Yoongi, Jimin and I are in the same Business classes and Yoongi leaves his phone on his desk to vibrate. I usually see it light up with her name as 'Baby girl' and a photo of them together looking all happy and shit on his screensaver.

"Have a good class! 😘"  "Hope you don't fall asleep! xx"   "Miss you xo"

I remember when we used to do that everyday. Until I found it annoying because it distracted me from work. I know that I could easily ignore the texts but I didn't want her wasting her time sending me such useless messages. Work was important as I was trying to get that promotion and I didn't want to feel obligated to reply to her and waste my precious work time.

JK: "Don't you find that annoying?" I asked Yoongi with a little irritation in my tone as I was reminded of my annoyance when she would send me similar texts in 'our' time.

Our class had just finished and I saw Siri's name and their photo pop up again as we were packing our notes to leave.

Y: "Why would I find it annoying?"

JK: "Because it's distracting? It's pointless?"

Y: "It's only a couple of messages, Kook." He raised an eyebrow at me in confusion like he couldn't understand why I was even annoyed with something so small and simple as a text.

Y: "How is it distracting when it takes just a few seconds of my time to read it and then reply with something that's also short and sweet?  It takes what- five, maybe seven seconds of my time? It's not like she sent a novel for me to read."

Well when he puts it that way... I guess a few seconds isn't that bad...

Y: "There are good distractions and there are bad distractions, Jungkook-ah. And it's only distracting if you let it distract you, which I didn't mind coz this class fuckin sucks. Seeing her messages brightens up my day and takes my mind off this boring class for a few seconds. And if anything, her texts keep me more awake."