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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓-14: 𝑯𝒐𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒕𝒍𝒚, 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒎.

(𝗬/𝗻)'𝘀 𝗣𝗢𝗩:

Something would be way more embarrassing if I hadn't gone to my annoying senpai's place after what he done almost two times in a row at morning and that would be rude if I ignore him over a small thing, like the thing is he whispered into my ears and I melted for that, well, generally that's normal for him, though. So, the only option which was left was to be agreed was to go to his place since he called me over, I didn't know why and I could do nothing but wait for him until he fully got ready to leave.

I knock his front door with the back of my finger, but there wasn't any response. Maybe they were so soft to be heard, so I knocked it again, loudly this time.

"Sorry, I didn't hear you knocki....," I felt his door swing opened as I saw a tall figure stood in front of me, he was tall, so I refused to tilt up my head. But when I heard him stopped my stomach flipped. My confusion should be grown more if I wasn't look at him. And my soul left my body, the second I looked at his seductive ocean blue eyes and their gaze was just fall upon my slightly revealed thighs, thanked to the baby skirt.

Honestly saying, I never expected this sight of Gojo-senpai would be shown. And that gaze wasn't reluctant, and I was certain. He stared at me with so much hunger, so much passion filled in his eyes, at least I felt that way. Getting nervous isn't anything stupid for a girl who is single since....., well, ever in this state, when her sexy senpai was looking at you passionately.

I made my way in his apartment, wanting him to know that I didn't notice what his gaze did to me. But, as usual, I was stupid along with a face, which could be heated up red easily over small things, and I hated that most.

"Give me ten minutes. I just need a shower again," senpai said while he passed me, his hands were covering his mouth softly.

I wondered what he meant by "Again" and why he needed one "Again" and why he covered his mouth.

Gojo-senpai's apartment was double in size compared to mine. Ten minutes would be nothing if I roamed around. But instead of roaming, I went straight to his bedroom. That was a tidy white bedroom with a king size bed with a wall print hanging above it, a black couch which was happened to take place in front of the TV hanging on wall above the TV trolley, bed-side table lamp beside his bed and a white study table along with a chair in the right corner of the room, I had ever met.

Being curious, I ignored everything of his tidy rich bedroom and opened his closet, hoping for something would come to my hand, so I could tease him over or felt heartbroken instead.

His closet had nothing special that I could describe. That was quite normal compared to his whole apartement. There was three sets of his uniform, t-shirts, shirts and jeans. That's all. I was actually curious from childhood how a grown man's closet be like. Yuri and Izaki never let me open their closet since they locked it and the keys kept to them.

I sighed in disappointment, felt a little embarassed that I sneaked at senpai's bedroom and finding his stuffs to tease.

Something fell when I started to close the door of closet. It's diary, written "Gojo Satoru" on it's front page. Maybe I got something to tease him.

I instantly started to turn the pages over and over because I was pretty sure his "Ten minutes" was over at least five minutes ago.

I found a journal in the middle of the diary and hoped that I'll find more, but senpai's diary refused to make me excited. The rest of the page were also blank. I turned to the pages where he wrote his journal, stoped in a page and roamed my fingers on the picture softly, smiled with reassurance that he kept two best pictures of my life I ever captured, one with Izaki and Yuri, another with him. I started to read the only journal of his mostly blank diary and couldn't help my heart to stop aching what he wrote with so much feelings.

And when I finished reading my whole body dropped on his floppy bed, forbid myself to acknowledge how clearly and exactly he described my every single feeling, that they it was he, who brought me to dorm and I wrapped ny arms around his neck the whole time.

Well, regarding the fact that I was sad, so sad because I lost my best friends togather, senpai would never do that. What made him assult me? My mind was most likely blank like his diary and it's filled with questions or confusions, which I didn't know.

𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑖𝑑 ℎ𝑒 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑜? 𝑊𝑎𝑠 ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠? 𝑊𝑒𝑙𝑙, 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑑𝑖𝑎𝑟𝑦, ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑜𝑢𝑠. 𝐷𝑜𝑒𝑠 ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑤? 𝐻𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑚𝑒 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑝ℎ𝑦𝑠𝑖𝑐𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦? 𝐼𝑠 ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑚𝑒? 𝑊ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑑𝑎𝑦 ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑔𝑜𝑡 𝑎𝑛𝑦 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑 𝑜𝑛 ℎ𝑖𝑚𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓? 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑣𝑢𝑛𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒? 𝐻𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑠 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑡, 𝑡𝑜𝑑𝑎𝑦, 𝑡𝑜𝑜. 𝐴𝑚 𝐼 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑢𝑝𝑖𝑑?

I stood up and rushed to the hall hearing him exited from shower. I wanted to keep that journal to me, so did I. I shoved that in my bag quickly than I thought but my expressions were dumb enough for him to notice. I couldn't bring myself to look at him.

"(Y/n)? What happened?" Senpai concerned, like how he did all the time.

I looked at him, hoping for looking not the man I just got to know, rather the man I used to know, he was in his robe and God swear, he was looking damn freaking hot with his slight wet white hair, the special thank went to his concern filled his eyes. He's perfect.

"No-nothing."

He slid his hand over the couch behind my shoulder, caused my head crashed with his softly.

𝑇ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑙 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑠𝑡 𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑖𝑠 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑡 𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙. 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑠𝑘 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝐼'𝑚 𝑎𝑓𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑤. 𝐼'𝑚 𝑎𝑓𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑒𝑓𝑡 𝑠𝑖𝑥 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝑎𝑔𝑜 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑛𝑜𝑤. 𝐻𝑜𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑙𝑦, 𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑚, 𝐼 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ. 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠𝑛'𝑡 𝑐𝑒𝑟𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑠𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑛 𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑡ℎ𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑘𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑠𝑜 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ, 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑡𝑖𝑓𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝑜𝑤𝑛𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡 𝑜𝑟 𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑤𝑎𝑦.

"(Y/n)?" He shrugged, brought me to reality, "You okay?"

I looked at him, nodded ups and down, refusing to let him know about his bad sight which could be compared to a beast, I think.

He motioned himself to his bedroom and came back after not more than thirteen minutes wearing his uniform along with his covered eyes.

"Shall we?" Senpai winked at me and that reminded me I was zoned out and I was at his place and we had to leave.

"Yeah."

(𝗔/𝗻): 𝗛𝗲𝘆 𝗴𝘂𝘆𝘀𝘀𝘀𝘀, 𝗜'𝗺 𝗯𝗮𝗰𝗸. 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘀𝗼 𝗯𝘂𝘀𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝘆 𝗲𝘅𝗮𝗺𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗽𝗮𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗸𝘀, 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘄𝗮𝗶𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗺𝘂𝗰𝗵. 𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝗯𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗴𝘂𝗹𝗮𝗿 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗼𝗻. 𝗧𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗸𝘀 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘀𝘂𝗽𝗽𝗼𝗿𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴. 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘆𝗮'𝗹𝗹 𝗨𝘄𝗨