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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓-16: 𝑯𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒓𝒊𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒘𝒂𝒚

(𝗬/𝗻)' 𝗣𝗢𝗩:

I told him. I told him that I love him. I never thought in my mind, for even once that we'd kiss. That's my very and very first kiss and I felt it, I felt him, over me and all over me.

When he pressed our lips togather my mind went totally blank in thought that what I'd do just after listening he loves me. But his lips against me felt so much passionate, I was not an expert, though.

I shifted my eyes on my senpai, who's on top of me, watching me saying him "I love you."

His eyes were wide opened and I didn't know if he kiss me again or not. His lips were soft and that tasted like orange soda. I heard everyone says that first kiss tastes like lemon. But that was something I had been waiting for.

Senpai rolled onto his back and fell on his bed, chuckled slightly, then lifted his head on his hand.

"(Y/n), you tasted amazing. Like ice cream," he paused, then said me with a shocking expression. "Don't tell me you ate ice cream. And that would be totally wrong if you ate without me."

I felt dumb and embarassed at the same time. This man had no shame after all. He's shameless. How come he just kissed a girl and making a blunt joke out of nowhere!

I just looked at his blue eyes, didn't even bother to process those words through my mind what he said. My heart wasn't listening to me for half and hour.

"(Y/n)?"

I came back to reality as he called out by my name. Now, my name had been my new favorite word.

"I didn't... I didn't eat any ice cream."

He smiled at me, placed his hand behind my neck and pulled me closer to him. I let my ear press on his chest, and his heart was beating in a rythm.

𝐵𝑒𝑎𝑡, 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑡, 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑝.
𝐵𝑒𝑎𝑡, 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑡, 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑝.
𝐵𝑒𝑎𝑡, 𝑏𝑒𝑎𝑡, 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑝.

He pulled me out, "I need you to stay here today, (Y/n). Please."

My heart jumped and the first thought popped in my mind was "Is he planning to make love today?"

I looked at him with a confusing eyes, my palm was sweating on nervousness.

He chuckled at me, "Don't worry. I won't do anything this soon. Not before you prepare yourself properly for this."

I felt ashamed, maybe because he knew what on my mind all this time. I burried my face on his chest again.

He kissed my hair and lifted my chin up, then kissed my forehead and I shut my eyes in pleasure.

"Well, (Y/n). You're not talking much. Don't say my kiss just made you deaf. And why are you hiding? We'll sure make love, I'm saying, we'll take everything slowly." He said.

He sat up, then glanced me over his shoulder. I sat beside him, so much embarrased to make any eye contract. Suddenly I felt someone lifting me up. And after two second my new position changed to senpai's lap. He looked at me with his pretty eyes.

"Hey (Y/n)?" I avoided his gaze, maybe because he was smirking so much.

"Umhmm?"

"Hey~" I grasped and held onto his uniform as he whispered in my ear. "I wanna kiss you again, (Y/n). You're just made me hungry."

He lifted me up and made me fall on the bed again. My heart was beating so much because I knew how much nervous I was as he shifted himself on top of me.

"How could I hold myself back, (Y/n)? You're making me unresistable." I needed time to process, but before that I felt his lips again on mine, he slowly grabbed my hand and made the fingures of our hands lashed to each other. He pinned my hands with his on either side my head. His lips was claiming and this time he wanted to claim it again. But I felt he resisted himself.

I grasped, out of my breath. Senpai took my hands and kissed them, eyes focoused on me with a grin on his face.

"Stay here tonight, (Y/n)." He said, being on top of me. "I need you today."

I literally got shocked as those words was heard. He kissed on my cheeks, then on my chin, then trailed down my throat and my neck. I moaned. My breathing was heavy and I knew my heart forgot it's rythmic beat. I felt his heavy breathing against my neck as I tightened my grip on him.

He made me sit again, "Sorry, I carried away. I didn't meant to do that without your permission."

"Tha-that's okay."

"Are you sure? You weren't uncomfortable, right?" He rubbed my cheeks with his hands.

"A bi-bit," I didn't know why my voice was shaking, maybe because I wasn't well prepare of that. Or maybe because it's him.

He pulled me into a hug, the hug I wanted him to give me long ago not as a senpai, but as a man who loves me. I hugged him back, because I was afraid that I might lose him.

"You're shaking, (Y/n). Were you afraid?"

I shook my head

"You don't need to answer me. I know that better than you. You also need me tonight (Y/n)"

Yes, I need him to hold me forever.

𝗔/𝗻: 𝗛𝗮𝗽𝗽𝘆 𝗡𝗲𝘄 𝗬𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗴𝘂𝘆𝘀. 𝗙𝗶𝗿𝘀𝘁 𝗼𝗳 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗜'𝗺 𝘀𝗼 𝘀𝗼𝗿𝗿𝘆 𝗜 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝗽𝘂𝗯𝗹𝗶𝘀𝗵 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗽𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘀𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝘆𝘀. 𝗜 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗿𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗹𝘆 𝗯𝘂𝘀𝘆 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝘆 𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗰𝗹𝗮𝘀𝘀𝗲𝘀, 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗳𝗶𝘅 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺. 𝗕𝘂𝘁 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗼𝗻 𝗜'𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗿𝘆 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗿𝗲𝗴𝘂𝗹𝗮𝗿. 𝗟𝗲𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 𝗵𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝘂𝘆𝘀 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲 "𝗟𝗲𝗺𝗼𝗻 𝗣𝗮𝗿𝘁" 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁'𝘀 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘀𝗼𝗼𝗻. 𝗕𝘆𝗲𝗲𝗲𝗲𝗲;)