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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓-09: 𝑰𝒇 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒖𝒆𝒔, 𝑰 𝒎𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝒇𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒉𝒊𝒎.

(𝗬/𝗻)'𝘀 𝗣𝗢𝗩:

I drugged senpai along with me under a shelter since it's started to rain so hard.

𝐻𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑠 ℎ𝑢𝑔𝑒.

"I told you not to leave. Now see. It won't stop until 7 at least," I heard him mocking me.

"Well, that's because you teased me." I shrugged, standing on my toes, bringing my face close to him.

"Now you'll be the one who'll tease me if you don't let my hand go."

His words made me realize that my hand were holding his the whole time. I instantly let that go.

"Senpai?" Though I uttered but the inner me was finding some word for spilling.

"Hmm? What's it?" He turned to me, slightly removed his barely wet blindfold through his head.

"Am I so childish?" Yeah, I meant exactly what I said.

"What?" He chuckled. But that's for just two second.

I lowered my head, "You keep teasing me over and over, so does Ieiri senpai. I don't like it. I don't like you guys to see me as a child. I'm sorry that I reacted so much back then. Why you guys al......" Irruption from him.

"Because we really care about you. Yeah what I did at morning and back at the shop isn't right either. You're sure an adult, it's general to have issues with another person. I should ask for your permission first. I didn't meant to insult you. That's one of my habit. And I wish it never changed."

I looked up at his ocean blue eyes by hearing the last part. "Umhm," I shook my head left and right. "That's not it, senpai. I never mind. I was shocked, that's it." my voice kinda whispered.

"Shocked? Don't say you were single this whole time."

I nodded continuously.

"Hey, (Y/n), look it's raining so much. You hate rain, don't you?" He looked down at me, changing the subject.

"What I hate is lightning strike," I groaned.

"So, you don't hate rain? I thought you hate," he grinned at me by his eyes.

I didn't want him to know that why I hated rains. But unfortunately he knew. Izaki and Yuri used to play with me in rain. Whenever it started pouring they grabbed my hand and dragged me in.

"I don't like rain either," My eyes fell shut in sadness again and I could sense senpai muffled my hair, looked so spacing out.

"Yuri and Izaki?"

My eyes were so wide and his eyes encountered mine.

"I know, (Y/n). You're still feeling lonely without them." His hands slid to my shoulder, pulling me closer causing my other shoulder crashing on his chest. My cheeks got red unconsciously.

"I don't wanna talk about them. I still believe they left me, broke their last promise." I also remained calm, but mentally wanted to cry.

"Yeah. Terrible, right? You know what (Y/n)? I want you to enjoy rain again, you can, can't you?" Senpai moved his arms from my shoulder, loosed his grip around me.

"Senpai?"

"Hmm?"

"Everybody, who promised me, won't leave me, ultimately they left me, right?"

He's preparing to put his blindfold on but my words made him halt.

"(Y/n)!!"

"Sorry. They got me again."

"That's not your fault. (Y/n), I still think about them and I'm sure Ieiri also," he put his blindfold into his right pocket and pulled his glasses out.

"You also?"

"Yes."  His glasses were put over his eyes.

I took my eyes off from him, thinking in my mind about my feelings.

𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑎𝑠𝑘 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒, 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠. 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑖𝑓 ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑛 ℎ𝑢𝑔 𝑚𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒, 𝑖𝑓 𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑐𝑟𝑦 ℎ𝑜𝑙𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 ℎ𝑖𝑚, 𝑖𝑓 ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑤𝑜𝑚𝑎𝑛 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑣𝑒𝑠 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 ℎ𝑖𝑚. 𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑐ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑑, 𝑠𝑜 𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠. 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑖𝑓 𝑖𝑡'𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑢𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑒𝑛𝑝𝑎𝑖, 𝐼 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑖𝑚. 𝐼 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖𝑛 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑖𝑚. 𝐻𝑖𝑠 𝑡𝑜𝑢𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑠 𝑠𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑒. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝐼'𝑚 𝑎𝑓𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑑 𝐼 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑟𝑢𝑖𝑛 𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑟𝑒𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑖𝑝. 𝐼 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑡 ℎ𝑖𝑚 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟. 𝐼'𝑚 𝑎𝑓𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑑 ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑝𝑢𝑡 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑢𝑠. 𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡. 𝐻𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑠 𝑎 𝑘𝑜𝑢ℎ𝑎𝑖. 𝐼'𝑚 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑎 𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑑 𝑖𝑛 ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠. 𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑒𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝐼'𝑚 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑓𝑢𝑠𝑒𝑑. 𝐻𝑜𝑤 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑤𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑢𝑒?