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𝑪𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒕𝒆𝒓-15: 𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖

𝗦𝗮𝘁𝗼𝗿𝘂'𝘀 𝗣𝗢𝗩:

I locked my door behind me as (Y/n) started to walk through the hallway, seemed like she didn't even want to wait or want to care about my delay much. I followed her all the way to the elevator and when I pressed for ground floor my eyes stucked on her feature.

Well, I did spend almost fifteen minutes in my bedroom back then not just to change in my uniform but also arrange my closet which was happened to be so much messy by a goon who came to my apartment for me and by my invitation.

When I saw my closet wide opened, I chuckled, thinking she might be in search of something I hid from her and that might be a shock as well.

Indeed, that mess became a shock, but not for (Y/n), for me.

I desperately searched my only journal with only event written in that, but it's nowhere of my reach. And from that view, I was pretty much confident that my diary was keeping to (Y/n)

𝑆ℎ𝑖𝑡!!

I was acting so cool and pretended like nothing happened to me what she stole earlier from my place and not to mention that thing wasn't less important part of my life.

I looked at her face. That face would be sure so cute if she looked back at me with a smile on it. But right then, the face was not less than anything terrified. I could guess by her look that she read the whole event and now being super afraid to face me.

Any girl will be terrified if she get to know what her senpai wanted to do with her when she was vulnerable, totaly defenseless and shocked because her best friends died in an accident. And I was a scum back then. I thought she'll never know if I kiss her at her saddest moment right then, honestly.

Well, she was the one who stopped me back then. She saved herself.

𝐹𝑢𝑛𝑛𝑦, 𝑛𝑜?

I exited the elevator, so did (Y/n). She didn't even bother to look at me or she forgot that I was there with her who had no ball back then.

I wanted to break this unbearable and weird silence.

"(Y/n)? You okay?" She flinched when I put my hand on her shoulder. Instantly made a huge distance between me and her. Actually, she created a wall.

"M-mhmm~"

That response could make me melt anytime. But rather than melting I felt ashamed initially.

I told her if she wanted me to drop her at school, but she nodded negatively. So, I made my way at the school and thought about how to process to her with my feelings I was carrying for almost four years, as time passes by.

𝗧𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝘀𝗸𝗶𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗱:

Without any appointment with (Y/n) I met her in front of my apartment door.

But she was facing the door, didn't notice me coming through her. I saw her pulling the phone out of her skirt pocket, so I instantly hid beside the wall before she turned around.

And yes, I got a massage.

                                (𝑌/𝑛)
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(𝑌/𝑛):Where are you? You are not home yet.

𝑀𝑒: I'm on my way.

(𝑌/𝑛): How long?

𝑀𝑒: Fifteen minute, I guess.

(𝑌/𝑛): I'm waiting at your front door. Can you come faster?

𝑀𝑒: Anything urgent?