Story Time With Ali

the special person

We all have a person who is so special to us, is so important
The 1 mf nobody could bear to lose (who u be thinking abt rn)

Well I still have mine for now
I changed his contact name to my Augustus, bcz this boy brought a part of me I had lost so long ago

But just like Augustus, he's leaving me after so little time together
Being pulled apart for reasons nobody could control

It's one of those things where Hazel was at her most relatable
The great and terrible 10 that u never wanted to use

The one u didn't even try to play off as something lower because the pain is that bad
It's the one time where u can't even deny the pain and u don't bother trying

Ik what my 10 is and its coming so soon
Too soon for me to handle

This is the one thing I never thought would ever happen, the one person I can't lose
I would watch the world burn before I could accept this tbh

Nothing seems as hard as trying to deal with the fact that I have to lose him, just not the way Hazel lost Augustus

Mine will live but hers did not
We both lost the person we never thought could have such a big effect on our lives

They came in so suddenly and left even quicker
It's not fair to anyone that their person
And my so extra godly special person
Is going away

It hurts when people leave yk
They're with u there 1 second, and gone the next
U will never know when yall r gonna run out of time, so savor every last fucking second with those ppl

The ppl u love
Don't take them for granted bcz ur gonna regret that shit real fucking quick
I promise u that

Listen to Megan Trainor and John legends like I'm gonna lose you
Everything will go into perspective after that (hopefully)

Alr yall have a good day/evening

Keep that special person close and never let go of them
Only God knows when ur gonna lose them