Austin butler stories

"He's my best friend"

                                 y/ns pov

A few months ago me and my best friend Austin and I got the call asking us to be in a huge movie starring Austin he was going to play Elvis and I was so proud this role was huge and was going to be bigger than any other project he's done before I've been friends with Austin forever we hang out all the time but there's just one problem I have more than just friend feelings for Austin I have romantic too which I shouldn't have I mean he has a girlfriend who also happens to be my friend

but I just can't help my feelings every time I see him smile my cheeks burn my heart flips I can't even breath but no matter how much I like him I'd never have the heart to break our friendship

I get a call from Austin "hey can I pick you up I got good news" he says "sure I'm not doing anything" I say as I get up and get ready

Austin pulls up to my house with a huge smile he gets out and opens my door and waits "wow this must be huge" I say he simply nods and shuts my door after I sit

we drive to a little cafe and once we are sat down I look to him as he takes my hand "are you ready for the news" he asks I nod with a smile "me and Diane are engaged I asked her last night an-" he says once the words come out his mouth the whole world slows and I swear I heard my heart shatter into pieces I see his mouth moving but I hear no words my face frozen with the fakest smile ever engaged why it's not fair why her I'm going to lose him "y/n" he's going to have kids and move i-i I don't know what to do "Y/N" I hear making me jump

"yeah" I answer the tone with my voice gone sounding completely grey "I asked if you'd be like kind of like my best man" he says with a smile "what no I can't" I say I look around hoping for a place to run anywhere it's raining that seems new even though its be raining all day I feel everyone's eyes on me and the space around me seems to get smaller

"what why" he asks I look at him and see the sadness in his eyes "cause I just can't" I say "did I do something " he asks "no I just-" I say as look  at him "you just what y/n" he says I stand up and look at him "cause I just can't okay see you later" I say as I try to walk away  but he catches my arm "no answer me" he says pleading with his eyes I feel tears come to my eyes as knot forms in my throat and my lip begins to quiver

"Cause I can't be at a wedding when the person I'm in love with is getting married to someone who is not me" I say he lets go of my arm and I just run out the door I run in the rain as I feel my tears rush down my face, I just lost my best friend

once I am home I see text messages from both Austin and Diane I ignore them as I call Baz "hey y/n how can I help you" he says "hey I need all the kissing scenes with Austin changed with a body double I still want to play Priscilla but I can't do anything like that  with him" I say "oh okay that's fine I see you heard the news" he says I bite my lip to quiet my cries "yes I did but I got to go bye" I say "bah bye my dear" he says

One month later

my alarm goes off and i get up to go to set once i arrive i do everything to avoide austin up till filming "Cut" i hear "SHORT BREAK EVERYONE I HAVE TO TAKE A CALL" Baz says i get up and as i do someone takes my hand i look and see its Austin my face drops and i feel all my blood leave my face "can we talk please" he ask i shake my head and walk away

as im walking away i bump into diane "oh hey y/n can i talk to you" she says smiling at me i freeze and all i think is run i run out of the studio to my trailer i tell security to make sure no one comes in and i sit on the couch and hug my knees and stare at the ceiling

what have i done what do i do i feel my breath become rapid as i think about the whole situation "AWW COMMON Y/N YOU CANT KEEP RUNING AWAY FROM ME PLEASE TALK TO ME" i hear austin yell and all i can do is roll over and cry

about an hour later security tells me they're ready for me on set i get to set and see everyone waiting for me "alright so i wasnt too happy with the last shot we got so lets do it again and elvis in precillas room in 3.2.1 ACTION" Baz says i turn to Austin whos eyes hold so much pain and i feel horrible once it gets to the kissing scene as austin moves in Baz yells cut i look at him "alright let's get the body double in" he says austin looks at me with confusion "body double" he says i nod and walk away

"y/n you cant be fucking serious" he says as he follows after me "its best from the both of us austin" i say as i continuing walking "austin we gotta shoot this scene" Baz says "in a second" austin yells back "how do you know whats best for me if youve been avoiding me " he says in retaliation "Austin just stop" i say but i have no where else to go "you cant just tell me you love me and keep runing i wont allow you to its not fair that you do this to me especially since you don't even know what I have to tell you" he says but i inturrpet him "THATS CAUSE I ALREADY KNOW WHAT YOURE GONNA SAY I KNOW AUSTIN I MESSED UP IM SORRY I CANT FIX IT I WISH I COULD TAKE IT BACK BUT I CANT NO FORGET IT FORGET ME FORGET ME EVEN BEING YOUR FRIEND FORGET IT CAUSE IM DONE " I yell as i push past him trying not to cry as I see everyone starring at us

after about two hours of filming we finally get a short break and i go to my trailer i hear a knock a little bit later "come in" i say i see austin and i immediately stand up "wait let me say somethings first" he says i nod and sit back down but as i sit down austin sits next to me he rubs his hands on his pants than takes my hands in his "I'm sorry I hurt you you are my best friend and I would never want to do that to you I want you to know Diane and I are no longer together cause we both realized it was best for both of us I asked her to marry me to prove I wasn't in love with you and that's nothing farther from the truth" he says

i sit there speachless i shake my head "I don't understand" I say to which he smiles "I know look i was happy with our friendship that i was scared if you didn't have those feelings back I'd lose you and Diane told me I'd have to tell you so to show her I proposed and it hurt knowing I couldn't be with you" he says "this is so much to process is that why Diane tried talking to me earlier" I ask he looks at me and nods

"You know we'll have to be very slow" I say as he nods "and this convo doesn't mean we're together you'll have to do a few things to get there " I say to which he smiles and nods "stop nodding and talk to me" I say "I can't I'm to happy" he says "and why's that" I ask "cause I got my best friend and the girl I love in one person and I have them back" he says

I roll my eyes "this is the most we have talked in a month" I say "I know we should ruin it" he says and I look at him confused but before I can say anything he kisses me

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Hey guys I really don't know how I feel about this one I'm just getting my ideas out cause I got super crazy ones coming soon I would love to hear about how you feel about it and as always I'll see you in the next story

                                                  ~Blu 💙