dont let me go <3 -matt sturniolo

thoughts.

both chandler and nick wake up to nicks phone ringing. "it's chris," nick says.

"hey. where are you?" chris asks.

"oh i'm at chandlers. she wanted to talk to me last night and we fell asleep."

"oh okay. we are getting breakfast from sonic. u guys want anything?"

"um yeah just get me biscuits and gravy." nick turns to chandler, "you want anything from sonic?"

"no i'm good," chandler replied.

"she doesn't want anything," he tells chris.

"okay. matt and i are going to get everything ready then we will pick you up to get the food. i'll text you when we leave the house."

"okay."

chris hangs up. nick and chandler sit in silence for a little, until nick asks, "you wanna come back over? chris said he's gonna pick me up the go get the food."

"i dont know."

"you wanna go shopping? i can ask if we can go to the mall."

"um sure."

"okay." nick hugs chandler tightly. they sit there together for about 5 minutes u til nick gets chris's text. "chris and matt are on their way."

"okay," chandler says, getting up to change. she throws on jeans, a flower sweater, and her high tops. both chandler and nick walk into the kitchen where laura is sitting. "hey mom. i'm going back to their house. we are going to eat then going to the mall."

"okay sweetie. be safe."

"i will." nick and chandler walk outside to the van. they get in and matt drives off to sonic. after they get their food, they sit in the parking lot and eat.

"can we go to the mall after this?" nick asks matt.

"sure. i don't care," he responds.

they drive off the to mall when they finish eating. as soon as they get there, they do to h&m and look for clothes.

they go from store to store looking through clothes. when they are done at the mall, they all go back to the triplets house. they watch more movies together and just sit, enjoying each other's presence. later that night, matt and chandler go up to matt's bedroom.

"are you okay?" matt asks her.

"yeah, why?"

"i dont know. you just seem off lately."

"oh. yeah i'm fine."

"okay." they lay down together in matt's bed, his head on her chest. matt falls alseep but chandler can't. she is still thinking about those damn youtube comments. she lays there, staring at the ceiling and thinks for hours.

i'm not good enough for the triplets.
i'm so ugly.
nobody likes me.
i'm so fat.
i need to stop eating.
why are they still friends with me?
do they even like me?
are they just pretending?
i'm not even spending time with mom. she must think i'm the worst.
does matt even like me?
or is he pretending too.

so many thoughts are running through her head she begins to sweat. she holds matt tight, trying to calm down. and it works. soon, chandler falls alseep with her head ontop of matt's.

authors note:

sorry this chapter is short. i'm going to make one more chapter after this and then the story is done! i promise i'll update soon. thank you so much for 3.76k reads!

much love <33