dont let me go <3 -matt sturniolo

the bridge.

(trigger warning)

its 11:15 and matt's been craving dominos. so he orders off of grub hub and it says it'll take about 30 minutes to get there.

for about 25 minutes, matt scrolls through instagram. he gets his notification that the pizza is here. he walks downstairs and opens the front door. as hes picking up the pizza, he notices letters that are next to it. there are three. one for matt. one for nick. and one for chris.

matt picks up the pizza and the letters and walks back inside. he sets the pizza on the counter and opens his letter. he reads through the first line, thenrealizes what it is. so he skims through it, noting that there is something that stands out, "the bridge and the flowers were so beautiful." the bridge is underlined.

maybe that's where she is.

as matt grabs his keys, he sprints out to the van. he's crying very hard and speeding to the bridge. he's almost there when he hears the train sirens.

shit. shit. shit.

he pulls up to the bridge and see chandler sitting there, about to stand up. she doesn't see the headlights.

the train is almost at the bridge. matt quickly runs over to chandler. but he's too late.

she jumped.

"CHANDLER!!" matt sobs.

he runs down the side of the bridge, pulling out his phone. he dials 911.

"911, what's your emergency?"

"um hello? i- i'm sitting with a girl, chandler winchester, and she just attempted su-suicide." he sees she is bleeding from the back of her head so he takes his shirt off and balls it up, placing it under her head.

"okay. can you tell me your location?"

"um i dont know."

"okay that's fine. we can just track your phone location. its okay."

"what should i do?"

"stay calm. is she breathing?"

he lowers his head to her mouth. "yes."

"okay. just stay on the phone with me and don't do anything."

"okay."

"can you tell me what happened?"

"well i got to this bridge like 5 mins ago and i saw her standing on the ledge of the bridge. i tried to grab her but i was too slow. a train went over top of her but nothing hit her extremely hard. she's bleeding from hitting her head on the ground but that's it. she's not scratched up or anything."

"okay. is she bleeding a lot?"

"yea. i already am putting pressure on the area with my shirt. i took it off when i saw her bleeding."

"okay. the ambulance is 2 minutes out. stay ont he phone with me okay."

"yes ma'am." matt is leaning over chandlers body with his hand behind her head, holding the blood.

"im so sorry chandler. i'm so sorry i didn't see anything." he picked her up, laying her head on his lap and holds her hand.

she's still breathing. the ambulance arrives, picking her up on a stretcher and rushing her to the truck. matt runs with them, telling them her name, she, address, and parents names. he gets in the ambulance with her.

as he is sitting with her in the truck, he holds her hand tight. "don't let me go , matt," chandler says. "don't let me go."

"i wont chandler. i won't" he tells chris and nick he is going to the hospital with chandler and that the van isn't home. as they arrive at the hospital, people get ready to take chandler inside. they all run inside and go to one of the closest rooms available.

laura, calvin, chris, and nick are sitting in the waiting room, patiently. matt runs with the doctors to chandlers room. he sits there with her as they hook her up to machines and clean her up.

matt stays out of everyone's way while they do what they need, but as he stands there, he hears a loud beep. he looks up at the doctors and they all look at the ground in hopelessness. one of them walks over to matt and says, "we're so sorry. we did everything we could."

"oh my god." matt starts sobbing. "no. that can't be true. no. no. that's not true. no." he runs over to her and lays his head on her chest. "i'm sorry. i'm so fucking sorry." the doctors escort him out to the waiting room where everyone else is waiting.

matt is sobbing uncontrollably while chris and nick run up to him. the doctor shakes his head. both of chandlers parents start bawling their eyes out.

"im sorry mrs. winchester," matt says in tears. 

"there's nothing you could've done, sweetheart."

everyone walks back to chandlers room and sits with her before the doctors take her away.

after a few hours, everyone goes home and try's to get some rest. nobody can sleep though. everyone wonders why she would every do such a thing.

the next week, her parents call the hospital and try to discuss funeral times.

authors note:

there will be one more chapter after this. thank you for reading my story. i love you all so much.

much love <33