Alluring Infatuation

Again

Your POV

I was sitting in front of the man whom I never wanted to meet again. my first love. my past life. the man I loved, the man I lived for. Kim Taehyung. he indeed became a little more bulky from before, he looked healthy but not happy, I was happy, he can't be happy after what he did to me.

"I thought you gave up like a useless women and di-", "Mister Kim, if you don't want me to throw this warm hot chocolate on your damn face then you can continue to your bullshit", I cut his sarcasm, sarcastically.

"Sarcastic. huh.", I stared at him for some mere seconds feeling how much I missed him and how much Aera took from him, he was showing that he don't care and he was trying to be cold but his eyes was screaming a different story, he is having a difficult life. I didn't knew what the hell is wrong but something is wrong with him, I know he's a man who will never show you his insecurities, problems and pain, he knows how to keep his emotions to himself. he is stubborn.

"your, stubbornness, anger, smile, way of crying, which I saw only ones, your eyes, Aera got it all", I told him after a whole world war inside me for should I tell him or not, but the side of me which saying, 'tell him, he is her father' won and I told him, "It means she is the best person ever", "Still cocky", I said sarcastically smiling, "Kim Aera", he said totally ignoring me, "Kang Aera", I said correcting him, "she is still my daughter", "you lost your daughter the day you threw your pregnant wife out of your house" I said gulping the lump down my throat, which was there cause of those memories, the memories, they give me nightmares still now. I felt my eyes burning, remembering that day. a awkward silence engulfed us.

someone barged inside my office making both of us snap our head towards the intruder, I was ready to shout at that person but stopped after seeing that person, Jeon Jungkook. he was breathing heavily like he took stairs instead of elevator, he looked at me worry written over his face and he diverted his eyes towards taehyung, a single name left his mouth and I visibly froze on my place, "Aera", he looked at me, waiting for response, "w-what's wrong? Je-", "she's hospitalized". I stood and ran towards the door, my mind was black but I need to go to hospital, Aera, she is hospitalized. I ran out of the room but again went back for my car keys, I ran towards elevator but thought it will take more time and I ran towards staircase, while turning on staircase I saw Jungkook and Taehyung running behind me, having the same vulnerable expression as mine.

I reached to parking lot, I ran towards my car and stopped for a moment I turned back and saw taehyung and Jungkook still far away, "WHICH HOSPITAL" I shouted on my lung so he can listen to me, "CITY HOS-", before he was able to complete the name I sat inside my car and drove to city hospital, it's where Aera took birth, I know that hospital very well.

Taehyung's POV

I was getting ready to attend the meeting with Kang co., I wonder who is that lady, she, alone, without any help, took away the tender which was meant for me, my company, I can't believe it. I opened my cupboard and took out my neck-tie and a picture of my wife, I don't know where she is, I don't know where my daughter is, I wore my tie and went out, to the parking lot of the hotel.

I stood in front of Kang co.. To be honest, this building is more bigger then mine, the biggest building in Busan. as I entered inside the interior was luxurious and fabulous, it screamed, money. I realised I am nothing in front of this building's owner, this building is not as that Jeon had told me, he said 'the company I work in is small'. bro what should have happened if I was gonna call the owner to Seoul, in my building.

I spotted someone familiar, Jeon, he was standing near to receptionist . I paced towards him, "Hey, I am here to meet your owner", he looked at me from head to toe, "well, the owner of this place is not here yet, Mister Kim", he replied to me professionally, while bowing, "she's not punctual, huh?" I asked sarcastically, "Actually she got a little seven-years old girl and she is all alone and she don't have any maids cause she don't like to be called 'anyone's owner'" my sarcasm came back to me in a harder way, and I know I offended him by saying her, his owner. Male Ego. Wait, is he not gonna let me meet her? like it happens in movies and television, well fuck it. "You must be Mister Kim, well, Miss Kang was expecting you today. she called me in morning so you will be the first to meet her Mister Kim", the blond lady said from behind the counter and I nodded. Jungkook must had told her about me, cause I never did. "Sir you can sit there", the blond girl said again politely making me nod and I mumbled a small 'thank you' to her while rolling my eyes at Jungkook.

I sat on the couch and saw many articles on the coffee table, for killing my time I took one from them but my eye catch attention towards another one, it had my picture on the top of it, it was new, it had today's publishing date and it had a bold heading 'kang co. beats Kim co.', it was an brutual hit to my ego and the publisher didn't even choosed a good picture. I opened the magazine in order to find the owner of kang corporation's name but it was not there, the media also addresses the owner as 'her' or 'Miss Kang' as it was written on third page. she is keeping her Id enclosed, but why? she is famous. is she ugly.

I was reading the magazine when a thing which felt like cotton ball came and hugged me, tightly, I froze and saw that little ball and found that it's Aera, the girl I met with Jungkook, she was wearing a coat made of fur so she felt like a cotton ball, I hugged her and surprisingly she climbed at my lap and kissed my check, I felt so gleeful, she is an angel. "Aera, don't disturb anyone like this", Jungkook said being pretty jealous, I saw jealousy in his eyes yesterday too. I looked at him but he turned and bowed towards another direction, I saw a women entering the building she was wearing a grey tuxedo and her brow hair were freely down, they were reaching down to here tail-bone, and I snapped out of my trans when Aera palmed my cheeks and made me look at her, "I want mc-fluffy" is she taking me as a waiter?, "Do you check every women like this?" the voice made me froze, I know this, I missed it, I snapped my head and saw the women I was longing for this morning, my women, I placed Aera next to me safely and stood up, I still tower her, but she was not like before, not vulnerable nor scared of me, she was looking at me confidentially but her eyes were having a cold expression which I never saw in them before.

I was unable to stop myself anymore, I hugged her tightly, maybe enough tight to stop her breathing, I missed her, I love her, I want her, I crave for her, every night and every day. I stopped when my internal voice screamed, 'she's not yours', I let her go again, she stepped back and again I let her step back, she made some distance between us and again I let her make some distance between us. it hurts. hurts like hell.

I bring back my cold professional face when I realised every one was looking at us weirdly and Jungkook was looking at us with mouth wide open and for my surprise Aera was clapping, "I like uncle tae", I suddenly felt like crying, my eyes got filled with tears and some left my eyes too, I bent down and hugged her, my girl, my daughter. "I love you too baby", I said controlling my emotions, I don't want to cry like a kid in front of my kid.

"Jungkook, will you drop her to school, I have to attend the meeting", y/n said looking at me and Aera, she was staring in my eyes, my soul, I darted my eyes away from her because she was reading me like a open book. Jungkook took Aera away from us and Aera cutely waved at us and now I felt jealous, I don't want any other man around my girl, specially Jungkook who calls himself her dad.

"you can wait in my office, I will come there in some minutes" y/n said knowing that I want some time alone for digesting this all.

I went to her office and my knees suddenly felt weak, I burst out crying, my hand went to my mouth unconsciously to muffle my voice, I felt so useless, I can't tell y/n and Aera how I missed them, how much I love them, how much I want them back.

"sometimes love means let that person go, and I am trying to let you go, let me be honest I never wanted you to be here, I always wish that you die and never comeback but look a stubborn person like you is here again, (y/n)-ah go away, leave us, leave me alone, these things will hurt you, now after this make sure that you don't die, always keep my word in your mind, you don't deserve us. you are worthless piece of shit, who firstly leaned on her father knowing he don't give a shit about her and then who leaned on her husband knowing he is having extra marital affair." mine own words echoed in my mind, it's only me who know how much pain I felt while saying this, I broke her again and again, I broke her the moment she was leaving me.

"I am coming inside", a voice said followed by two knocks and I know it's y/n, I remembered my word again and again to stop my emotions, "come inside, it's your own building little one", I said sarcastically.

"well I was giving you some space, because who knew the biggest, I should say the ex-biggest business man was crying in someone else's building" y/n said entering inside and organizing her stuffs perfectly, "I missed you" she froze for good two minutes but without giving any reaction she sat on her chair, behind a name plate saying 'CEO and founder, Kang Y/N' , she had a blank face, which I never saw when she was with me, "well, I am not giving the tender to you, Mister Kim", oh time to the things go official.

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