Y/N
'I Love you', I wish he had said those words, I craved for these simple three words. I don't even know how to react to Jungkook's confession it feels so foreign, it feels like my mind is ringing, I will destroy him too, he can't love me, he deserves someone better, whomever I loved, left me or hurt me or themselves.
"No you don't", something got into me, I pushed him apart and wobbled back, "listen Y/N, it's true I do", his voice sounded weak he was crying, I felt the urge to hug him, comfort him like I did whenever he had those nightmares in middle of the night. I kept denying it. he stood towering me, he got a hold on me, softly. it felt like I am going mad, I felt dizzy, I am gonna die, I am gonna faint, I may throw up. "I-I can't breath", I gasped for air, I felt my legs go limp and I forced my whole weight on Jungkook, he picked me up very easily like I weighed nothing, he pushed the door wide open, he ran somewhere, I knew it was corridor but it felt like I lost my direction knowledge, I saw Taehyung behind us with an unreadable expression. it felt like my breath stopped after looking at him. soon I was laid on a bed, I felt Jungkook hug me, whisper some kind of song very calmly, he drew some unknown patterns on my back, I tried pushing Jungkook away from me but soon I felt myself calming and I saw a doctor entering inside the room, he called a doctor but as much as I know it was a panic attack. Jungkook backed off from me and as soon as he left me my body missed him, his warmth. the doctor checked on me.
"it was a panic attack", the doctor said and backed off. I knew it, it's not the first time, it feels like someone is chocking you with plastic all around your face, it feels congested and painful. it hurts. everything hurts. I am always close to giving up but my girl Aera, she brings me back from every kind of hell. back then with Taehyung when I felt like dying, I got to know I am pregnant, when I was fed up with my own pregnancy and felt like dying Aera kicked for first time, I was happy, when I was dying on the street all alone silently that moment too it was Aera for whom I kept on living my useless and painful life and right now when I thought of dying I saw Aera's face and I found myself longing to live, live for my girl, My Aera. I will kill whole world if I have to but I will keep my Aera safe.
//Three Days Later//
Jeon Jungkook
I was scared for a moment when Y/N got that attack, I was scared for a moment that she will leave me too, like others. by the way I am so much fool, I thought it was a heart attack and she is going to die. she loves me? or not? she didn't replied. I am being selfish.
"oh Y/N you woke up, here I made your breakfast", I said examining her from head to toe, she didn't even bothered to reply, she walked pass by me towards sink to have some water, she turned back and she choked on her water, "You-", I walked to her and patted her back, "yeah I , I am here, I even told you but it felt like you was walking in your sleep", she looked at me and laughed whole heartedly, Is she ok? "I was scared" she laughed again, it feels like she's in good mood so I am gonna play along cause Y/N in good mood is a rare thing.
"how's Aera, is she fine?", I asked a sensitive thing to her, "she is all good, she was having some pain yesterday night so I will get her checked today", oh well, "got any plan for later?", "we are going to amusement park after hospital wanna join us", they should have some time alone so I guess, no, "you know what kook come with us she will like it", Y/N said while turning on stairs, "you should spend some time alone with her, I think", I told her even when I want to follow them. she stopped in track and turned back, "let's ask Aera about it, if she say a quality time with mom then you are free but if she says a quality time with family then, I Kang Y/N, your boss order you to follow us", Aera will always ask for a quality time with family. family? did she?. "are you coming to surprise my princess like you surprised me or not? hm?", I looked at her with all respect and love and nodded. "all right go ahead I will follow you", we both have so much in common including the crave for love and respect.
//HOURS LATER//
we went to amusement parks together many time, it's not first but I am more excited then usual. "should I drive?" I asked, "wanna go Seoul?", she said what?, "hm?", "I booked tickets for you, me and Aera and our luggage also, our meant mine and Aera's, grab some clothes for you too" she said in one go, "wait Y/N I thought you was asking me but no you gave me instructions what I have to do, ARE YOU SERIOUS ?", I was shook, "yeah Jeon" here comes official spirit, "so well Ma'am tell me why?", "it's a secret little one", she laughed, "I am older then you, I am taller then you little one", she laughed again, "male ego", A surprise? or a evil surprise? she scares me.
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Alluring Infatuation
Fanfiction"There's going to come a time when you learn to be heartless, only to protect yourself" ~~~~~~~ those who are here without reading the first part should read the first sequel of my book named "Abusive Husband" so read it first.
