"when I was with you, I-I was scared of you", said the girl sitting in front of him "I cried everyday, every damn night, but you never cared, I was dying everyday, when I left you I was scared that you will try to find me, I was scared of everything and now when I was getting better, when I was trying to move on from you, from all the shits, you came back saying you want her. you want my kid? Taehyung-" she sobbed quietly and he noticed that she is crying. he never noticed her tears sooner, like today. "Taehyung, I am begging you, let me live, I may act all brave and strong but believe me I am not"
Taehyung POV
what am I doing? these all stuffs feel unreal. I didn't wanted her to beg me, I didn't wanted- I never wanted anything like this to happen. "I did a mistake letting others get into our matter, I let them take decisions for us, I was wrong. we both must had ended this shits all alone then no one was gonna suffer, not you, not me or Jin oppa or hobi oppa and unnie and Yeonjun too" I know. we must have done that. "how's Yeonjun?" I asked out of blue, she looked up at me with full disbelief and disappointment in her eyes. oh Jesus. "he died. he died seven years ago, I went to hospital after leaving your house but he was shifted from his room and when I asked doctor about him, they said he had a sudden cardiac arrest and he di-died" she said all the things with a straight face. she says she is not strong but the new y/n scares me. it feels like she died from inside and I am the one who killed her.
"y/n I know it's too late but please come back, I can't live like a shit anymore. everyone treats me like shit I-I Never loved you when you was here but I suffered when you left me and after I saw Aera it's hurting me even more", I said in one go knowing she will hate me more cause I want her back when she just said 'I am moving on' . I know I am a terrible man but- it hurts. everyday. "I love him, I think", y/n said after a long pause I darted my head towards her, "who?" she looked at me with tears filled in her eyes. she again took a long pause "Jungkook. he- he makes me feel loved, he makes me forget how shitty I am" I felt tears in my eyes "you are not shitty, you are the best person I've ever met in my life" I said reaching out to touch her hand she flinched but let me touch her hand. her hands were ice cold, whenever I used to do something bad with her I always felt coldness of her hands. I fucking ruined her. I am realising it so soon. haha
"I- it hurts, I am not gonna lie but it's good for you I guess but-" this time I took a pause cause I knew she will have a outburst of rage after she hears me "but can you tell Aera that I am her dad not him, not that man" she looked at me. she retreated her hands back. I was expecting a flying slap, or some sweet words. she have a great sweet word dictionary, everyone in my family heard her. guess what, I think I am being too dramatic.
"Don't be selfish again, my daughter she don't even know any shit which is going here, she is just seven I am not gonna ruin her" I said and chuckled "I think I need a therapy y/n, I am too selfish. I need someone who can tell me where I am wrong" she was looking at me like anyone looks at a homeless poor man. "anyway don't look at me like that-" I said wiping my tears and tried to change the topic "how you got the name kang ltd?" she looked at me with a questioning look and she nodded her head seconds later like she got me "after I left somehow my dad found me through a PI, the man I was believing was his PI and he asked me or I should say somehow forced me to come with him but I never believed him and at last he gave me the branch of Busan saying it was always mine and he left me alone" I looked at her questioning "the man you believed? and you believed your dad after all things?" she sighed "I never believed my dad after that I fired every single man who was working for my dad in that branch and the whom I believed-" she sighed again "he was a single dad, I was working in his café, he made me believe like I am the best man alive on this earth and stuff and being the dickhead I am I believed him. he was like a brother to me".
"taehyung-ah after all the shits, why we are talking like this?" I looked at her "that's shit." she said "I missed you" I said bluntly "that's bullshit".
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hey, so I am back again.
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Alluring Infatuation
Fanfiction"There's going to come a time when you learn to be heartless, only to protect yourself" ~~~~~~~ those who are here without reading the first part should read the first sequel of my book named "Abusive Husband" so read it first.
