Alluring Infatuation

Jungkook

Y/N

{ same time as previous part}

I was feeling numb. all numb. I was sitting in front of him. he was attached to all those Iv's and I was unable to do anything. I was thinking of the time we were with each other, smiling, crying, laughing and comforting each other.

I stood up from the chair as I was unable to see him here like this. I came out of Intensive Care Unit and sat on a bench right Infront of that room. I was staring at the door of the room blankly when Hobi Oppa came to me and he was apologizing while crying. It feels like I don't have any senses.

I stood up from my seat and Hobi Oppa did same. he hold my hand tightly in his and kept crying and apologizing.

"I-I am sorry" he was crying so badly.

I hugged him and felt my tight chest feeling more heavy and painful. I kept crying. he hugged me back and he was crying with me.

"I-I don't want to l-loose him, I-I love him" I made a sentence very difficultly through my tears and sobbing.

he kept patting my back soothingly.

"A-Aera" It was too late and I know she must be making fuss without me and Jungkook.

"I called mom and she told me Aera is sleeping after crying for almost a hour" I gulped the lump down of my throat after hearing Areum unnie. I nodded.

"I think you should go home I will take care here" I said feeling a different type of energy in me. I have to do this for Jungkook.

I have to do this for Aera. I am a mother, I can't give up. I have to be strong.

"no we are not leaving you" Oppa argued.

"Oppa I think you both should go, you can take care of our kids. Aera is familiar with you two, she will be good if you two are going to be there" I said holding his hand tightly.

he tried to argue more but I shook my head.

"I think Jin Oppa is going to be there and Mr. Kim and Mrs. Kim too" I continued "most importantly kids need you".

Oppa nodded and kissed my forehead. "I know you are strong but Y/n-ah be more strong for your kid and Jungkook" he said with a very soothing tone.

"I will" I nodded.

"come with me I will show you where Jin hyung is and I will tell him to take care of you too" Oppa said and I shook my head.

"I-I don't need any one to take care of me, Taehyung needs him more" I wish he is good too. whatever he did to me was wrong and he have to pay for all of that shit. but if he dies now, his mother, father and brother they all will be paying for his sins.

I want him to live and reflect every mistake he did.

Hobi Oppa walked ahead of me guiding me way and I followed him. Areum unnie stayed there near Jungkook if just in case of need.

I saw a familiar figure and it was Jimin, and near him there was Jin Oppa, I felt my chest tightening again just by looking at him. I felt some tears fell from my eyes but I wiped them down.

"where's Mr. and Mrs. Kim" Hobi Oppa said.

"I told them to leave" Jin Oppa stated looking at me.

they left without even seeing me. I felt a pang in my heart. I don't want them to think that this accident was also because of me. I needed them.

he came near to me and hugged me without saying anything. I was crying again and Jin Oppa was crying too. I felt safe in his arms as same as I felt in Jungkook's arm. Jungkook, hobi Oppa and Jin Oppa made me feel more safe then anyone else in this world. my father was even unable to make me feel safe, nor did the man I was married to.

"hyung me and Areum are leaving too, I am sorry for that but we have to go for kids" Oppa said with a apologetic face.

"it's right you should leave, me and Jimin will take care of everything. y/n can be there with Jungkook and I will be here with Taehyung and Jimin can make sure we both are doing great" he spoke like he had made all plan and Jimin kept nodding to his words without any queries.

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Two weeks later

it's been two week and now Jungkook is transferred to a normal ward. I was cleaning his face with a damp clothe. he seemed too pale.

I kissed him forehead.

"Jungkook-ah you know I am waiting for you, Aera is waiting for you" I said feeling tear well up in my eyes.

"I love you darling come back. you can take your time but not too much time, I will die from all the pain. come back. you are hearing me right? " I feel so useless.

I went out of the room and went towards Taehyung's room.

I saw from outside that Mr. and Mrs. Kim was there and they seemed happy.

"what are you doing here?" Jin oppa came from behind and I looked at him.

"he's awake" he said.

"that's good" I said, he looked at me with a different emotion but shrugged it.

"Hobi is bringing Kids today" he said and I nodded, it was my idea. I met Aera very rarely during this two month. I wanted her to meet Jungkook but kept her away till now cause he was in ICU and I didn't wanted to scare her.

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hey there, how you all are doing?

I hope you are doing great.

This book has come to its end, I will upload maybe one or two more parts and then THE END.

My another book "Vengeance" is coming soon so don't forget to give it a try.