Alluring Infatuation

Desertion

Third person Pov

"you are lying right?, Y/N I don't think it's the time for these stuffs", Jungkook said with eyes wide open, he felt his world go black and white, "it's true", he didn't wanted to hear this answer but he got that damn answer from the person for whom he was still living. Y/N, she was the sole reason he came back from death's embrace, Aera was another reason he wanted to live.

"Kookie look there's many thing you should know after this he-" Y/N said knowing the look in Jungkook's eyes, the look of betrayal. "let's talk after sometime, it's hard to digest Y/N-ah", Jungkook said walking away from them only to get stopped by Y/N's small hand clutching to his bulky hands, "promise?", Y/N said showing her pinky finger, exactly like Aera does, Jungkook nodded his head wiping his teary eyes. he walked away. Y/N kept looking at his back which disappeared soon. many people left her, her Mother, Yeonjun the only person who cared for her, her father practically abandoned her after her mom's death, love of her life, who never loved her. she bared all of that but not again, this time she will be losing the last person she have.

Y/N wiped her eyes and went inside the room where the reason of her life was lying with many IVs and tubes, the little girl looked paler then before her mother saw her in morning, her head was bandaged, the teacher said it was a minor accident but for sure it was not an minor accident, Y/N's daughter was hurt, she was unconscious. Aera's mother had many hardships while giving birth to her, the unbearable pain, the undefinable uneasiness and problems, it was not a small accident. whoever did this gave Y/N one more scar on her broken heart.

Y/N hold Aera's hand with her quivering one, as soon as her girls cold hand came in her hand's contact she breakdown, the tears she was holding in, the tears she never wanted to show her daughter came out when she was lying unconscious. "why you are crying, it's all cause of you, you left our daughter-", Taehyung looked over at Y/N when she pushed him away, "Our daughter? are you fucking serious? I swear Kim Taehyung, I accepted your soleless apologies but remember one thing, doesn't matters how many time you apology to me and let Aera be around you I will never let that happen. I've been telling you it's not our daughter, it's mine daughter", Y/N said while crying, "huh? I am not supposed to be around her? why? I am her father Y/N", he screamed at her and pushing her back harder, "NO YOU'RE NOT", she screamed back, Taehyung gripped her hand in a bruising hold, "then who I am huh? who I am for her?", he asked her while holding her in a bruising hold only to get detached by her forcefully.

Jungkook POV

Y/N's Husband, no! ex-husband. he's back, but why? will he take Aera away? he can't right. Y/N will never let him. right. she loves Aera a lot, she will die herself but never let anything happen to Aera right? she let her self respect die Infront of her own father for Aera's sake.

I can't let Y/N go, I can't let her leave me for a man whose name she never took in front of Aera or me, she can't leave me when I know I love her. I love her like hell, she can't leave me, if she left me I will die, just like the day when I met her, she and Aera gave me a new hope, a new life.

~Flashback~

I woke up as my alarm rang, not an alarm for a new morning, an alarm for a dark night, my last night, as I planned, I left my home and went to the bridge where I planned my last time, my last breath, I don't wanna live, I can't live anymore, it hurts like hell.

I stood at the railing of the bridge, I wanna die peacefully, I don't want to be any kind of discomfort for anyone. I turned back cause of the sound and saw a lady lying on the road covered with blood, her belly floated like it have a watermelon in it, sh-she is pregnant. she looked at me, her eyes blood red, her head bleeding, she mumbled something, I unconsciously stepped down of the railing and went near her, I heard her mumbling, her voice was dying but her soul wanted to live, not for herself for her child, she kept mumbling, "help me? I wanna live, I am pregnant", her words were dying every second. everything around me stopped, I froze, I felt like I am paralyzed.

the next thing I knew was standing Infront of a passing car to stop it, I didn't jumped Infront of it because I wanted to die, I jumped cause I wanted to save a person who wants to live and a kid who didn't even saw his or her mother.

I know there are many people who wants to die, every moment but they really don't wants to die, they are fooling themselves, they don't wanna die, they are last persons who wanna die, every time whenever I tried to die I found myself longing to live more, I saw that pain in her eyes, I know she was trying to die somehow but the death made her realise what she was asking for. What I was asking for? death? I was on same boat as her, she realised importance of her life, but I. do I even worth living?

"Sir you know her?", an elderly women in white asked while shaking me, "No- I mean yes", I told her hesitantly, "Relation?" she asked with one cocked eyebrow, "friends, we are friends" I told her, she seemed somehow convinced, "we have to do a operation, she have to go through a Cesarian delivery, you have to sign a form at reception", she told me, I stood up and went to reception, I completed all the formalities and went out for some time. I was feeling uneasy, I planned mine own death today and I am here saving someone I don't even know. I wanted to die and she was begging to live.

I went inside after good time and went towards the OT and found that previous doctor over there, she smiled at me and I reciprocated same, but with a fake smile, a nurse came back from her and handed me something covered in white towel, a baby, "it's a girl, a beautiful one", she said to me with a wide smile, I nodded and I saw that kids face. my all pain vanished in some mere moments, she was white like milk, she smiled at me. she smiled at me?, "m-miss can newborn kids smile?", I said roundly terrified, "yeah, those are reflex smile it will stop when she will turn two months older and eventually her real smile will also show when she will be two months older", she told me like a perfectionist. well she is.

~Flashback Ends~

I touched my eyes and found them teary. doesn't matter what happens I love Aera and Y/N that motherfucker can't take them away.

I ran towards Aera's room and busted the room door open and found that man holding Y/N in a bruising hold, and shouting at her. I retreated him harshly back from Y/N and punched him. I was seeing red, I pushed him again only to get stopped by Y/N, I looked down at her, I pushed that motherfucker out of the room and yelled at his face, "you are a complete stranger to Aera, and make sure to keep your hands away from Y/N", I closed the door and turned to Y/N, "you okay?", "did I hurted you?", I bombarded Y/N with many questions, I looked at her and the next thing I knew was she was directly looking at me, "I-I will leave this city, with Aera-", she looked at me, "I don't wanna live here", she said while crying. she is having a panic attack. I shushed her down. "you can't leave me here alone, not after when I know I love you, not when you are the reason I am living". A confession.

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Love at right time with wrong person but love with right person at wrong time.

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I am officially back, darlings.