Alluring Infatuation

Taehyung

Taehyung.

I am being burden on everyone.

"hyung believe me I can do it" I tried to stop Jin hyung as he was taking me outside on a wheelchair. I am getting physiotherapy, many medicines but I can't walk still now. it's been five months from the accident.

Jungkook is still not back. he is suffering. y/n's suffering too. Aera is suffering too.

"hyung can be go to Jungkook's room instead of going out" I asked turning towards him and he halted.

"Y/n is not in so good condition as Jungkook is still not back and" he stopped thinking something very deep and I know what it is.

"Jungkook is not back and me I am alive, the person who was meant to be dead. right." I whispered.

"no taehyung-ah it's not like that" he shooked his head.

"maybe it is just like that" I whispered again. hyung was about to say something but sound of his phone cut him off. he picked it up and started talking and from the way he is talking I know it's Jimin.

"hyung I am going" I said as he was busy talking from past fifteen minutes and I think he didn't heard me.

soon I was in front of Jungkook's room. I was staring that door mindlessly. I came here but I don't have courage to go inside. I hate myself for being coward. I should go back.

I was about to go back when someone opened the door and it was y/n. she looked sick. I remember hoe beautiful she was looking at the birthday party. she is wearing a comfortable pajama and a hoodie which surely belongs to a man, that man must be Jungkook. she loves him. he is lucky.

I was lucky too. but I was blind cause of my obsession over hyejin. I loved her back when she was gone.

"are you here for spacing out" y/n's voice snapped me out of my trans.

she came behind me and turned my wheelchair and pushed me inside the room. Jungkook with so many Iv's attached to him.

"he- um he. when" I was unable to say a thing. "doctor came today and advised me to give up on him cause soon it will be six months of him laying down there" y/n said sitting next to him and caressing his head. she is more thin from before.

"what's wrong with me Tae, everyone abandons me. firstly mom, then dad, then you, then Jungkook and even your parents who said that I am there so called daughter." she said with some mixed emotion of pain and rage. she didn't even shed a single tear. and my parents, I know they blamed her for my condition but it was a heat of moment or maybe not.

"he loves you, he will come back. he is not an asshole like me" I whispered enough loud so she can hear me.

"right" she chuckled sarcastically. I know he loves her.

"I will go out for a moment, I feel hungry. can you stay here" y/n stated and I nodded.

I still get goosebumps from all the flashback I have.

// DAY OF ACCIDENT//

As soon as I saw that overloaded truck coming towards us, I tried to warn Jungkook but I was unable to say anything. he turned his head and he froze, he looked like he got paralyzed. I turned steering wheel on left side as truck was coming from right side. the driving side. and the truck hit our car in middle of car's back and that impact turned us upside down.

I was not blacked out I had my eyes barely opened. I saw Jungkook trying to reach out to me but I had no power to help him or tell him that I am alive. he blacked out and I panicked.

I was feeling immense pain in my back bone and leg but I knew I have to contact someone somehow. It's been three hours and we are still upside down. I heard Jungkook whimpering.

"hey, hey you got this wake- wake up please" I was practically begging. he opened his eyes. he seemed to be struggling with something.

I saw him take some deep breaths and he looked out of breathe. I noticed his seatbelt was strangling him. I tried to open it but I was unable to do so. Jungkook opened his seat belt himself. after opening that he was in more uncomfortable position.

as soon as his belt was open his phone felt down. it was vibrating. a picture of him, Aera and Y/n with happy face was glowing brightly. it was today's picture. a family picture.

I took the phone very difficultly and dialed 911 cause that will be best for us. I felt my lower limbs get hot like it was burning and soon they turned numb cause of all the moving I did.

I turned the call in video call cause I was unable to talk. the man on other side was trying hard to talk to me but soon everything started to get blurry, phone fell from my hand and my limbs were lifeless.

I looked at Jungkook and his eyes were glossy he was crying. "I love you y/n-ah" he was whispering same thing.

my head was dizzy and I was unable to do anything. I can't even see something.

//// FLASHBACK ENDS/////

I went a little near to Jungkook. "get up man, you are giving her hard time. not as I did but she is broken" I felt my cheeks getting wet.

"you was chanting you love her when we both were nearly dying and now you are not saying anything" I continued. "I gave her pain, everyone did. now you can't do this".

"I know I am wrong person to say this but you are being a bastard". I cursed him.

"brother get up and treat her right. you should be grateful of me that I gave up on her so you can have her" I was fully crying till now.

"you should be grateful that she hates me. I am the reason she loves you bitch" I whispered and burst out crying knowing that I gave her most of the pain of her life. I can't forgive myself. I want to kill myself but I am a coward. Jungkook wake up and kill me.

"g-grateful my ass, I-I will kill you" I darted my head up in utter shock and saw him crying, his eyes were rarely open.

I heard something fell down and saw Y/n and Jin hyung on the door way. y/n ran toward us and kissed Jungkook on his head and lips. I heard Jin hyung shout for doctor.

some doctors came in and they were checking on him and we were looking at them mindlessly. y/n was crying with happiness.

"I think it was worth not giving up on him" one of the doctor said and gave y/n a big smile and y/n burst out crying but they were tears of happiness.

"I checked him, he is all good but right now he will be sleeping cause of medicine and he will wake up in two or three hours" the doctors said smiling to y/n and y/n nodded furiously.

"he woke up after fucking five months now he have to sleep more? what a lazy man" I shooked my head and y/n glared at me.

"I-I was joking" I whispered and doctor laughed at me more like he was mocking me. I glared him back.

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ok, so one more chapter and the end. after the end of this book I will upload another one named Vengeance . officially I uploaded that book's first chapter and you guys can check it on my profile. thanks for reading.

and please, I beg you try that book cause I believe that's going to be better than this one. that book is gonna be an OT7 book, with fun, action and some mature fun too.

so please try it.