His Nurse|| Jax Teller

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Jax's pov
I wait for her to get ready and hang out with patches. I hear her footsteps and see her in her lilac scrubs she seems to always wear no matter what. She looks exhausted "let's go" she says. I nod and say "can't they find someone else to cover? You have been pulling doubles all week" worried about her health. She smiles my way "they need me" I nod but say "you have to get sleep Darlin" she kisses my cheek "let's go" and we do. I note that same hummer I've seen twice today. There's a man driving. Why is he following her? She tenses behind me and I give her and a squeeze and take off. He follows us to the hospital and she gets off the bike. I do the same and kiss her softly "go save someone" she smiles "I'll try" and rushes off. I take my knife off my hip and approach the hummer and he speeds off. Fucker.

I go in and pay Abel a visit noting all the chaos. I see her though. Her gloves bloody as she straddles the guy holding the wound he has elsewhere. I go back outside for a smoke and pause seeing the car. He gets out. He comes over "got an extra one?" "Yeah" I say handing him one. He asks "so you're seeing Charlie?" "Yup" I answer shortly. "I didn't introduce myself I'm Zach Schaffer" he says. I shake his hand even though I already want to end this guy "jax. Jax teller" "I'm charlottes fiancé. Didn't think she'd cheat while I was away though" he replies. What? I don't buy this shit. There's a reason she looks over her shoulder, and seems afraid every time she sees his car. The hell did this guy do to her?

I say "really? She doesn't wear a ring and she definitely didn't mention you. If anything she saw your car and was afraid mind telling me what the fuck you did to my girl?" I glare. And add "and why you've been following her around" "I got into a little argument with her brother. Wanted to reconcile." He shrugs. I ask "you mean her brother that died?" What the hell really happened with her brother? She didn't say and she seemed guilty when answering and changed the subject.

"Glad that assholes gone. Now I can have my girl back without him bitching and trying to take her from me" he snaps, I reply "not your girl anymore...mine. And you're not reconciling shit. Stay the fuck away from her. I see you following her or hear word that she's seen you creeping around and the last thing we'll be having is a conversation"

I walk away and decide I'm going to wait for her to get out and make sure she gets home okay. And actually does go home. I find her curled up with blood on her hands I kneel beside her "Lottie?" "He died. All 3 of them...died." She says. I caress her face "that's not your fault" she chuckles "yeah it is." "Don't say that Lottie you can't guarantee a survival all the time you step into a surgery or even get a patient and you know this" I reply.

"I was sent to get drugs to help him and the surgery and I couldn't find them" she sniffles. "Darlin-" "I used them on Tig Jax. He got an infection on the table due to rust on the metal in his body and...he died. The other two needed another drug I used to help Tig and we were supposed to get a delivery today and didn't. They died." She sniffles. She adds "my choice killed 3 fathers, sons, and...it was my mess up that did it and I told the families and....I felt helpless all over again" wiping her tears.

"Lottie you couldn't have known the delivery wasn't going to come. You doing what you did for Tig saved us a lot of trouble and his life." I tell her gently "I could've used something different and not as strong on Tig and those men could still be here" she sniffles. I remind her "saying what if Won't bring them back Lottie. I know it sucks. But things happen for a reason. You don't actually know if they'd have survived or not. Cmon let's get you cleaned up" noting the blood elsewhere on her and her scrubs. She stands and leads me to a shower room and she grabs her other clothes and I want to tell her about Zach. But seeing her state it's not the time. She leaves and I hear the shower turn on and I say "I'm here if you need me Darlin" not wanting to leave her in her state. She says "okay" she eventually comes back out in other clothes and wet hair. I hug her to me "cmon Darlin let's get you home"