His Nurse|| Jax Teller

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Jax's pov
The asshole still hasn't been found. There's a mass search for him. A warrant too. Not that he'll survive long enough to see it acted out. She doesn't know about the agreement made with the her father. He asked us not to. Her stitches are healing good but she tends to get tired and get headaches a lot from the concussion.

I put food in front of her and she smiles my way "eat up princess" having her here has been a dream. I don't know how I'm going to go back to being separated. I've grown used to waking beside her and having her here with me as I ready for my day. And coming home and she's here. It's way too soon to ask her to move in. She just started trusting me enough to sleep over at her place before this. I get the gist she wishes for this to be taken slowly. So I will. Despite me asking her out and to be mine quickly. She's been through a lot. I don't want anything I do or want to ask, to trigger her in any way.

I grin and ear and hand her her pills and she takes them. "I have to jet princess. Tig and happy should be here in a bit" I announce. I hate leaving her injured and vulnerable. But her father wants another meeting with us. "We're here Jax" happy announces. I nod and kiss her softly "call if anything happens" she nods "okay" I tell her stroking her cheek "I'm serious darlin. Anything. Call me" worried for her. I truly don't want to part from her while she's hurting like this but duty calls.

Her recovery hasn't been a easy one. It's been a month and she still has her terrible days where things are too much. But even then she's still taking her energy and seeing Abel. I appreciate the love she has for him but I don't want her to put seeing him over her own health. She was seeing him and her headache was so bad she fell asleep with her hands still in the cage. I found her there seeing as she didn't come back. And happy and tig weren't at the club or around. They were outside guarding the door as half sack who she's begun to adore took a piss break. I was worried. Honestly she looked dead. I woke her and she told me about the headache and how it made her pass out.

She's refused to get it checked. It's not the only time either. She nods "I know jax. You'll be the first person to hear about anything if it happens. Promise" her passing out has had me so fucking worried and scared to leave her side. There's only so much clay will allow even if he's come to love her too. They all love her but because she's not 'claimed' by having my crow she's not officially family. Though they don't say that to her. It'll crush her if they do. My mother, opie, tig and happy are the ones who claim her as part of us.

I give happy and tig a look and they nod. "Don't do too much darlin." She nods and kisses me "go before clay kicks your ass" "your faith in me wounds me princess" I joke. She rolls those pretty eyes of hers "I know you'd probably win but I don't want it coming to that. Especially not because of me. The club comes first. Go" she shoos me off. What? I shake my head "princess you think the club goes before you?" My hand on her thigh caressing gently. We've gotten heated with kissing but not as far as to say I know what she looks like naked. But I have felt her up. She froze and I stopped as promised. She's trying. Shes still got shit to work through with what happened and it's no rush to me. I want her to be okay, work through her trauma, and feel safe enough with me to want to give herself to me. "Doesn't it? Jax the club is your life and family. Of course it comes before me-" I cut her off "you don't think you're my life and family darlin? You are. You're the mother to our beautiful son. And the woman that is my everything. My life. I can't imagine it without you. Princess you come first" "doll he must really really like ya to say you come before the club, his patch, and bike" tig comments. I nod "he's right." She smiles blush lining her cheeks "so am I. Clay and the others will kick your ass if you're not there today and stay"

I kiss her again and mutter "if you start feeling woozy again. Promise me you'll go to st Thomas" "Jax I'm fine"she insists and I shake my head "passing out isn't fine darlin. Okay? Please just let me know" I beg. She kisses me softly and I pull her closer and curse to myself. I can kiss her all day if she'd let me. She breaks the kiss "now go. I'm going to be okay." I nod and with that I go.