Day 5 Jax's pov Here I have my lady on top of me kissing me. Her weight hardly on me. She's holding herself up. Why? I pull her down so she's on me fully. She stops kissing me "Jax" I ask her "what's wrong? Did I do something?" She mutters "my weight" I can guess who made her so insecure about it. She's not heavy. Or big either. Honestly if I didn't know she eats and see her do it I'd worry that she doesn't.
I make her look at me "baby you're not heavy. He's fucked up. He was wrong. And I'd never make you feel like shit for anything about yourself. You're perfect the way that you are princess" and I kiss her again and she relaxes into me. I go to flip her over but she stops me I look at her confused and she kisses my neck. She removed my shirt and I ask her "you sure?" As she kisses her way down my chest undoing my belt buckle. She stops "do you not want me to? I should've-" I stop her "what matters is if you want to darlin. You don't have to. I don't mind if you do. And I don't mind if ya don't" I sit up as she continues. I help her get me out of my jeans and boxers my cock springing free. She seems baffled by my size for a bit. She touches my cock grasping it in her hand starting a rhythm with her movements. I moan "oh fuck princess" she stops and takes me in her mouth and starts bobbing her head and I grip her hair cursing. No one's ever given me head this good. Her hand at my base moving twisting her wrist
She moans around me as I jerk my hips my cock at the back of her throat making her gag. I ask "you like that darlin?" She hums her approval and I grip her hair and fuck her mouth. My eye catches Wendy at the cracked door and she has her hand in her shorts. Gross. I tug her off and wipe the breathless tears from her face gently "you okay darlin?" She nods and I subtly look at the door letting her know. Hopefully she gets it. She smirks "I'm great" licking my cock from base to tip.
Going back to it and I grip her hair cursing "fuck" I start to fuck her mouth once more. I grunt "where?" She moans around me and I curse "fuck" and I cum. I pull out of her mouth and wipe her mouth clean as she swallows. She kisses me and I pin her below me She asks me "how was it?" I chuckle "best head ever princess now come here" and with that I strip her and return the favor. Making sure to stop and kiss every scar along the way and to leave my marks where I wish. She moans clutching my hair her legs over my bare shoulders her foot on my back. Fuck she's delicious. I slide two fingers inside of her when she cries out "more"
I crook them in a 'come here' motion while my tongue circles her clit and sucks at it and spelling my name. My free hand grasping her neck. "Jax!" She moans. Abel is asleep. Luckily lil dude is a heavy sleeper. And a good sleeper too. She orgasms and I force her to two more. I stop and suck my fingers clean with a wink her way.
I lay beside her, pulling her to lay on my chest stroking shapes into her back. I ask her "can we talk?" She nods with a smile "of course. What do you want to talk about?" I chuckle as patches joins us on the bed. Demanding her attention for a bit. "Us" I reply. She asks "what about us? Did I do something? Jax if I did-" I stop her "it's nothin bad princess promise. I wanna talk about this" referring to all of it. "Jax-" I cut her off hearing the worry still in her voice "I want us to go to the next level...I want you to live here with Abel and I. I can't imagine no longer waking up beside ya every mornin. And I don't want ya to return to your place. I want ya to change things here and make it your home." I wait for her response. "You really mean that?" She asks. I kiss her softly "I wouldn't say it if I wasnt serious darlin."
I tell her "I also would love it if you became my old lady and got my crow...officially anyway. I already see ya as my old lady. You can say no. Or ask me to wait. I don't mind waitin" she kisses me and I smile into it knowing she's on board. Completely. I can tell. Our visitor leaves. Finally. Hopefully she's gonna cut the shit and stop. She grins "yes"
Day 6
Charlottes pov
It's my first outing since I've come home. We pull into the clubhouse and I feel a weight lifted off my shoulders not being around Wendy and her glares and tries for Jax's attention and for 'her' spot as Abel's mother. He's mine. They both are. Happys also going to do my crow today. We get out and I go to take Abel and Jax smiles "I got him darlin" taking him out and I grab the diaper bag and we head inside. Gemma comes over and grins and hugs me and takes Abel from Jax. He takes my hand "ready?" I nod and ask him "where do you want it?"
He touches my side below my crop top. "That okay with you?" He asks and I nod and smile his way. Happy nods and shows me the drawing and I smile "it's perfect" and he nods and has me lay down and with that I get my crow. Jax is with me stroking my hand the whole time.
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Jax kisses me deeply as happy wraps it. He strokes my cheek "thank you" I grin "you're the one who asked. Thank you" "darlin. You never have to thank me for anything." He grins. And with that a party starts up. Jax keeps me on his lap and I kiss him and he pulls me closer. I grind against him and he pulls away and grins "darlin if ya don't stop I won't be able to" I reply in his ear "I don't want to stop" his eyes darken as I sit back to look at him "princess" he warns his eyes roaming as his hands stay on my lap and caressing my thighs gently I say in his ear once more "I'm ready Jax" I'm tired of letting my trauma hold me back from something good. Jax is good. Amazing actually. His eyes darken more and he stands with me on his lap and tosses me over his shoulder and I giggle as the guys hoot and holler for us.
