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"Here." Sunghoon handed me the popcorn and the blanket. I smiled thankful as he sat down next to me.

Sunghoon started scrolling through the movies in the horror section, trying to search for one we haven't watched. I kept looking at the TV while eating the popcorn. "Don't eat it all, that was the last bag." He informed me, eyes fixed on the TV. "I'll get more then. Isn't there a store in your street?" He nodded, "I won't let you go alone though. It's dangerous." He smiled, I nodded.

After a time we had found a movie that caught both of our interests. Quietly we watched it until it came to the main part. "This was a bad idea. I'm a scaredy cat." Sunghoon whispered leaning more to me. I chuckled seeing him slowly close his eyes, "It's not that scary." We looked at each other as he shook his head. The next move was just his arm around my shoulders, pulling me towards his body.

"Let's protect each other." Sunghoon chuckled, leaning his head on mine.

"You know," The movie came nearly to it's end, and us still sitting in the same position "Jay and I always did things like this." I said in a low voice, not being sure if he's still awake. "After a long stressful day, we would get something to eat and just watch a movie. Most of the time horror." I smiled thinking about the old days.

"It was always so much fun, because always when I went to the bathroom then, he would scare me and I would always fall for it." My eyes started to get glassy, I tried laughing it off, "Then we would cuddle and fall asleep." – "When was this all?" Sunghoon now asked, whispering. "About half a year ago? Maybe before he fell out of love." I assumed, thinking. Sunghoon slowly approached my hand to hold, to give me some kind of comfort.

"I was about to hand him my life, I was about to make him the father of our children, I was about to do everything for him. But he-" I stopped myself from finishing the sentence. "He took the scissors, cut himself off and left you there hanging." Sunghoon finished the sentence. He leaned up and looked at me. "Thank you for today, really." I smiled at him, now getting up. "If you want, you can sleep on the bed. I don't want to steal your room." – "No, I'm okay. I'll just sleep here." He smiled reassured. "Thank you, good night."

I leaned on the closen door, letting everything out I had been holding in.
The pain that heavily filled my heart, the tears I held in, when he talked to me, the memories I now wanted to forget, and all the things that he did to tell me I wasn't good enough for him.

I wanted to know why actually. I wanted to know why he decided to cheat. Didn't you feel the guilt when you cheated the first time? Didn't you feel bad for me? I waited for you, no matter how long it took, every night, just to make sure you come home safely. I didn't even think that you just came from another home and not from work. I didn't think another girl had touched your lips, your hands, your face before I did every night.

I heard a knock, catching me off guard, "Eura, are you okay?" I nodded, realising he couldn't see it, "Yeah, I just have a runny nose, don't worry Sunghoon." I heard a little okay on the other side of the door before hearing him step away.

I wiped off my tears, splashed cold water on my face and tried to fall asleep without thinking about the person who would always be on the bed next to me.

"Sunghoon." I shook him a little, "Sunghoon, can I call someone?" – "Hm? Mhm." His eyes were half closed as he unlocked his phone "Thanks!" I had just woken up but I wanted to hear his voice. One last time, his morning voice. "Hello?" Jay answered. Once his voice was audible, Sunghoons eyes opened widely. He shook his head aggressively trying to catch his phone. I smiled happily, hearing that I had woken up Jay, "Hello? Someone able to talk?" He sighed. "Okay fine." He hung up. 

"Eura!" He called me as I screamed happily running into the room. "CAUGHT YOU!" Sunghoon held my arm making me fall a bit on him. "I will never give you my phone ever again." – "Good morning, Sunghoon." He let go off me. I took my bag and looked for the keys, "I'll get us things for breakfast, you should wake up." Sunghoon laughed as I left the house.

After I came back I started placing everything on the table when Sunghoon got our of the shower, "what did you buy?" – "A lot of varieties of pastries!" I smiled still being happy. "Why are you so happy?" He shook his head, "Feeling good?" I shrugged my shoulders, seeing him take a pastries from the plate.

"Where are you going tho?" My mouth was stuffed with a croissant as my eyes followed him wear his jacket. Sunghoons hair was still a bit wet when he dried it with a towel, "work? And you? Are you my housewife?" Sunghoon winked. "You wish." I laughed. "When are you going to be home? I bought something to drink!" I smiled showing the bottles of alcohol I bought earlier. "Nice try, but I gotta work tomorrow too." He told me, pinching my stuffed cheek "Well I'll see you tonight. Have fun, housewife." Sunghoon gave a last smile before leaving the house.

"I'm not your housewife." I mumbled packing up the pastries. So many but he isn't even going to eat them. I sighed and took a look into the kitchen, trying to figure out what I could make for lunch and dinner and what to buy.