How J Hope Has Fallen

You're Beautiful Just As You Are

He reaches for your hand as another tear falls, and a sob escapes your throat. He scoots closer in front of you. He earnestly says, "Tell me." 

You remain too quiet for a few seconds, and he suddenly pulls back. He recalls how Jin has been treating you lately.

 "If one of the guys has hurt you in any way, I will beat the shit out of him!"

You shake your head. "They haven't done anything. I've just been ready to cry at the drop of a hat. Hobi has noticed and is preparing for my cycle to start by stocking up on chocolate and wine." 

You slightly laugh through your tears.

Yoongi doesn't fall for your quick change of subject. He holds your hand.

"I can tell something has been weighing heavily on you since you got back, but we have been so busy with the concert tour and media events that there never was a moment for me to speak to you privately."

You lower your head, "I have fought to get through it myself. I can't tell Hobi, and I can't stand to see Tae struggling to keep it a secret either, but I don't want Hobi to hurt like I have." 

You look at him with tears in your eyes, hoping he'll understand.

Concerned, he asks, "What's wrong? Are you ill?"

"No, but you remember when I went home for two weeks?"

 He nods, and you continue, "I had gone to the doctor two weeks before that because I wasn't feeling well. Remember when I was late coming to breakfast, and you all would kid me about spending too much time in front of the mirror?"

He softly laughs, "Yeah, but you're beautiful just as you are now. No makeup on, hair cutely messy." 

He tucks a few loose strands of hair behind your ear that had escaped your bun.

You halfheartedly smile at him. He apologizes for interrupting, but he was trying to lighten your sad mood. You wipe more tears on your sleeve. 

"Tae knew when my appointment was. He finished his photo shoot early and drove me to see the doctor because I was so sick."

You tell Yoongi that when you went to see the doctor, he did some blood work, and one was a pregnancy test, and it was positive. 

"Taetae was the first to know I was pregnant."

Yoongi's face lights up. "Really? Hobi will be so happy! Have you told him yet?" he looks at your stomach. "You're not even showing yet."

You lower your head as tears start to fall.

 "Did I say something wrong? Don't tell me you went home so you could..." 

You cut him off. "I wanted our baby more than anything. I would never do that!"

Yoongi pouts, "Why didn't you tell me?" Incredulously, he asks, "Hell, why didn't Tae tell me?" 

You say, "I asked Tae to keep it a secret because I wanted him to help me surprise Hobi and I wanted to surprise you too."