Shu Sakamaki's Appetite

Reality

The bed was empty when you woke, but that wasn't the only thing troubling you.
What exactly had just happened?
It was so real, no way could this have been a dream! How cliché!
No, absolutely it was real, everything felt real, you could even still feel him whispering in your ear, his fangs in your neck and how it felt between your legs.
You spring up from the bed, immediately noticing how chilly it was in the room and the fact your were half naked.
You had fallen asleep with your nightdress on...
Confused you grab your dressing gown and stomp out into the hall.
You have questions and felt annoyed about being ignored and pushed about.
He may be the vampire king but he acts differently in your 'dreams'.
"Ahh, Bitch-chan! I see your dressed seductively. Were you heading to my room?" Laito turns as he closes his bedroom door, smirking while looking you up and down.
"Ah, you wish.." You mumble, stomping passed him to Shu's door.
"You know he won't like you disturbing him bitch-chan. Come to me.."
"Laito, please!" You put up your hand as a stop sign, "I have something important to ask!"
He shrugs, yet leans against the wall amused as you take a deep breath before knocking on Shu's door.
No answer.
He got to be in there at this time, so very slowly and quietly you push the door open.
He never locks his door, probably knowing the others would never dare disturb him.
This only heightened your fear, the thought that his brothers wouldn't mess with him yet here you are sneaking into his room.
All the confidence you had before was leaving you with every step you took, you could just make out his bed frame in the dark.
"Shu?....Shu?" You whisper into the darkness.
Nothing.
A voice in the back of your head tell you Shu would love this game. Especially because of how scared you are right now.
You'd give anything to be in his arms like you were in that dream. Or whatever it was.
You wanted that Shu.
"I can smell you from here woman." His voice is low and sleepy. "What do you think you're doing?"
"I..I have some questions! Were you in my room not long ago?" You spoke into the dark.
Silence for a while, until you feel him behind you, his breath on your neck.
"And if I were?"
"Then... did something happen between us?"
He chuckles, "Something happen? Absolutely not. Why would I waste my time on you? Lewed woman."
His breath tickles your ears but you feel nothing but cold rejection.
"We're you dreaming of me again?" He seems amused.
You say nothing, he already knows.
This was reality, this was the real Shu. The cold, unfeeling being that only cares about your blood.
You secretly pine for those comforting arms that held you when you needed it. Had you really dreamed up this Shu?
"You should leave, you're annoying me." You feel him move away from you.
"Shu.. my dream felt too real.."
He scoffs, "That's all it is woman, you just enjoy fantasising about me."
You sigh in a mix of hurt and frustration, you turn to leave.
"Don't disturb me again."
You wince at his hurtful words. "I won't."
"Keep your window open woman, you feel too hot."

You marched back for your room, holding back tears, frustrated from not understanding.
He says it was a dream, it was nothing.
You curl up on the bed. How could you have believed that Shu would give you such attention?
The worst part is, you're not sure if you've actually lost your mind or not.