Finding you

8

I can't sleep. I took more time off then needed and now tomorrow's been on my mind all day. What if I don't make friends? What if no one likes me? I really didn't want to start school once again.

I squeezed my eyes shut trying to think myself in a relaxed mode. Everything about my body hurt and not getting any sleep isn't helping it. Then there it is.

I pull my arm out from under my blanket slamming my hand on the snooze button. Its already 6:00am and I didn't get any sleep.

I laid in bed a while longer until the alarm went off once again, the time now being 6:20. I swing my legs out over my bed, stretching loudly. I slipped on my socks walking into the bathroom and starting my morning off.

I plugged my ipod into my ihome, looking through the my playlists while waiting for the water to warm up. I took my clothes off, untying my hair and getting into the shower. I did my normal routine as always shutting the water off after I finished rinsing myself off.

I turned on the air fan to the bathroom to air the humid air out. I opened my drawers pulling out a pair of undergarments and a matching bra. I slipped on a black tank top, walking over to my closet.

I put on my blue American eagle skinny jeans and a blue V-neck shirt. I looked in the mirror liking my outfit, I don't really think it would be necessary to dress up for my "first" day. I walked back into the bathroom taking my hair out of towel.

I combed out my hair, detangling it all the way. I pinned my bangs to the side leaving my natural hair down. Its hard to describe, I guess we could say I have natural beach waves.

After I finished doing my duties, I grabbed my makeup bag from the nightstand sitting on top of my bed. I applied my basics.. Foundation, primer, mascara, and my light pink lipstick. I looked in the mirror loving the way my makeup came out.

I slip on my white toms before grabbing my bag and walking downstairs. I set my bag down on the couch walking into the kitchen and kissing my mom on the cheek.

"Good morning" I greeted walking over to the fridge.
"Good morning" she replied taking a sip of her coffee.
"Hey mom, do we by chance have oatmeal?" I asked turning around.
"Uh if we do they should be right here" she showed me the door pulling out 3 different flavors.

I choose the cinnamon apple one, filling it up with hot water and placing it in the microwave. I leaned over the counter scrolling through my phone while my mom looking through the paper.

I sent Sammy a good morning snapchat of me being a goofball. I'm kind of relived that I'll see Sam at school, so I at least know one person. Sam told me he'd walk me to every class if he could, which I think is cute.

The microwave beeper went off so I grabbed my oatmeal and spoon taking a seat at the dining table. I stayed looking through my phone until I receive a snapchat from Sammy. It was a picture of his outfit asking me if it was alright.

He was dressed in light blue jeans, his white rvca shirt and red snapback. I took a picture of my oatmeal sending the caption "Hot😍".

"I have to get going Soph, you said sam was picking you up right?" My mom questioned grabbing her purse and keys.
"yeah he is. have a good day mom" I smiled as she walked over hugging me.

"If you need anything call me okay?" she reassured placing a kiss on my forehead. I nodded opening Sam's snapchat of his car telling me he's on his way. Once I finished my oatmeal I ran back upstairs to grab my wallet just incase. I threw it inside my bag looking up to see Sam pulling into my driveway.

"Hey cutie" he smiled as I closed the front door.
"Hey" I laughed planting a kiss on Sam's lips. He opened the door for me closing it once I was situated.