Finding you

9

I was currently in the bathroom struggling to get my hair in a bun. After about 15 minutes I gave up and French braided it. My day already started off bad now let's see what else is in the way today.

I finished off my makeup throwing everything back in my drawers and heading downstairs. Jack was already up eating breakfast with Gilinsky, he always eats here..

"Good morning" I smiled trying to show some good emotion
"Morning. How is school so far?" Jack asked me. I turned away grabbing a bowl and slowly rolling my eyes.
"It's good. Sam helps me a lot so I'm not alone" I shrugged grabbing the lucky charms box from the fridge.

"You know he won't be there for long" Gilinsky mentioned. Everyone seems to know I'm having a bad day and are just trying to make it worse.

"Yes I know" I replied pouring my bowl of cereal and walking into the living room. I sat on the couch and pulled out my phone noticing I got a message from Sam.

Fr Sam❤️🙊 : Hey baby I'm not going to make it to school today ): I'm sorry

I rolled my eyes trying to stay calm. I'm probably just being more sensitive than I should be today.

To Sam❤️🙊 : Aw poo! Well my day just became worser than it already was ):

Fr Sam❤️🙊 : I didn't want to make your day worser💔 what's wrong babe?

To Sam❤️🙊 : Nothing babe it's just one of those days. I got to go and finish getting ready for school.

Fr Sam:❤️🙊 : Do you still need a ride? I can take you ..

To Sam❤️🙊 : No I'll just walk (: thanks tho babe. Byee☺️

I took the last couple of bites from my cereal and rinsed my bowl leaving it beside the sink. I ran upstairs quickly brushing to teeth while sliding my shoes on.

I looked in the mirror once more before throwing my bag over my shoulder and walking downstairs. I didn't bother to say bye to the guys so I just walked out closing the door behind me.

My school was only a 10 minute walk from my house which I guess was good. I slipped my earphones in pressing shuffle on my playlist. The song that came on was Heartbreak girl by 5SOS which I was currently obsessed with.

I started to move my head slowly to the beat quietly singing the words along to the song.

I dedicate this song to you,
The one who never sees the truth,
That I can take away your hurt, heartbreak girl.
Hold you tight straight through the day light,
I'm right here. When you gonna realize
That I'm your cure, heartbreak girl?

I bite my tongue but I wanna scream out, You could be with me now
But I end up telling you what you wanna hear,
But you're not ready and it's so frustrating
He treats you so bad and I'm so good to you it's not fair.

And when the phone call finally ends
You say, "I'll call you tomorrow at 10,"
And I'm stuck in the friend zone again and again,

Once I reached the schools campus, I rolled up my earphones putting them away.

"Sophia!" A familiar male voice called out. I looked ahead seeing Tyler sprinting up to me. I send him a smile as he sent one back, flipping his hair.

"Hey, you okay there?" I asked laughing as he was trying to catch a breath.
"Me? I'm fine" he replied chucking really lightly.

We began to walk together inside the school hanging in the halls until the bell rang. I looked around trying to find Zoey (a recently new friend made) but she was with Dave her boyfriend.