I Don't Know What To Do Without You [Bertholdt x Titan!shifter!reader]

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You were laying in the field. Like usual.

Rustle

Who is it this time? Bitch face, Boulder, or the great wall?

You turned over and saw the tallest person to probably exist.

"Hello Berty" You sat up and smiled as he approached your slouching figure.

"I told you not to uh call me that please?" He sat down, as he did you noticed he wasn't sitting as far from you as usual.

"What do you want?" You asked and laid back down, closing your eyes as you were before.

"I know." Was the only thing he stated.

You froze. It was you, him, and those two words.

What does he mean he knows!? You had to play it off cool.

"I don't know what you're talking about." Mental high five.

"We've been recruits of this legion. How did I not know? Not until recently. You have a bad habit of talking to yourself." You could hear the shake in his voice and it wasn't helping him keep his composure in anyway but he was somehow still managing

"Again, I don't know what you're talking about." You were lying, he was talking about the straight up fact that you can transform into a titan, or maybe that thought you had the biggest soul crushing crush on him. For once you were scared and it wasn't for the reason the reason that he knows that you absolutely love him no matter what or who he is. (Hehehe)

"I'm one too" This caused you to open your eyes and stare at him. He wasn't looking at you. He was staring out onto the field avoiding eye contact with you as much as possible.

"I don't know what you're talking about." You were trying to play it off cool but you just couldn't keep anything steady anymore.

He looked down towards his feet and then over to you.

"I'm also a titan shifter (y/n). Don't try lying to me. It won't work. I know." He turned his body to face you now. You sat up and almost got up to leave but he pulled you back down on top of him.

"LET GO YOU DON'T KNOW ME." You shouted and pounded his chest as he showed no intention of letting go. You fell limp into his arms and tried your best not to cry. You've kept this secret for so long, and now that's gone. It's not like you did anything about it.

"I don't. But I want to." He held you a little looser after realizing you weren't going to fight back anymore. "I don't know what I'd do without you." He whispered and kissed your hair.

That was it.

You couldn't help yourself and started to bawl your eyes out. The hot tears escaping your (e/c) eyes. It felt like a never ending stream of pent up stress and depression that was finally being relieved from your body. The weight of so many things lifted from your body causing you to hug the young man back.

"I don't know what I am anymore, what I want; or who I am." You whispered silently.

"Well..." He paused for a moment before he spoke again. "No matter who, or what you are, or what you want. I'll be here all the way. Always here for you."

The tears started coming to an end as you realized that these were the feelings you were always having towards him.

"Thank you." You finally whimpered as this got silent.

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Well I needed to finish a chapter before you guys come to my house and threaten me if I didn't. Sorry that it's short. Agh. So here's another request completed. Like 4 more to go. Then request'll be open again:D
Anyways thanks for reading!
Love you guys:3 -FF

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