Attack on titan x reader one-shots

Unsaved. [suicidal!female!reader x Christa] (AU)

Lesbian? No. Bisexual? Yes, and then everyone judges!

Flashback

"You're too young, you'll change your mind in the near future," said your father as he walked away from the conversation.

"Sweetheart that's really weird," said you mother as she was doing her make-up.

"Ew disgusting what are you?" Said your brother.

End flashback

Why is everyone so judge mental? It just made you die inside each day.

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You say in class as you took occasional glances to the small blonde girl.

'She's always been perfect,' you think to yourself as you tap your pencil on your forearm.

"Hey, wassup," Eren said as he took a seat next to you.

"Hey," you muttered back not taking another glance.

"Hey guess what me and Levi solved everything!" His smile was incredibly bright and wide.

"Good for you. I'm going to be forever alone," you tugged at your hoodie sleeves and pulled them over your hands setting your pencil down.

"You should go and confess." Eren nudged your shoulder and you sent daggers at him mentally.

"Not doing so." You barked quietly and stared at the sleeves of your hoodie almost to the brink of tears, wiping them away violently with your sleeve.

"Don't do that," Eren suddenly grabbed at your sleeve accidentally revealing the many scars found on your wrists. "(Y/n)?" He questioned as you pulled away and ran out the door leaving everyone behind confused.

"Why does Eren always have a happy life, he gets accepted while I sit and weep to a girl I'm never going to be able to get!" You punched the mirror and say underneath the sinks cradling yourself.

"(Y/n)?" asked Christa as you heard the large bathroom door open.

....

"Please answer me." She finally spoke again as you crawled out from underneath the sinks.

"What." You muttered avoiding eye contact. You reached into your hoodie pockets to have the blades you always carried with you in hand.

"Is everything ok?" She asked as she reached for your sleeve.

You backed up a bit and slowly dug the blades into your wrists. You felt the blood rapidly leave your wrists as everything started to run away from your sight.

"(Y/n)!!!" Christa yelled as she saw you collapse onto the ground, immediately running off to get someone to help you.

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You lazily opened your eyes.

"What happened?" You shifted around slightly only to feel weight to the bottom of the sheets. You paid no attention to mind to that and decided to look around, balloons, and cards, even flowers and chocolates.

You wondered where you were for a moment before you realized the white sheets covering you, you clenched you fists tighter and noticed the pain from your wrist.

"That's right," you mumbled to yourself as you remembered what happened.

Finally letting your eyes set on the blonde you jerked up realizing who it was.

Accidentally waking up the small blonde, you freaked out, not being able to do anything you just continued staring.

She let out a few moans as she stretched and she rubbed her eyes with her fists and glanced up at you.

"You're finally awake?" She asked barely above a whisper. She stood up and reached for a bouquet of flowers, "these are for you," she gestured them to you.

"Thank you," you managed to mumble out as you noticed the small card dug into a stem of a flower with Christa's name on it.

Her innocent smile sent your mind blank and your heart racing, grabbing the card and reading it.

'Hey (y/n), Eren told me everything when it was almost a month you've been in the hospital.' Once you read that you mentally cursed Eren out.

"What did he tell you exactly?" You croaked, your throat dry.

"That you had a thing for me, and that you were being hated and bullied and abused as well as self harming." She twiddles her thumbs knowing you might blow up and tell her to leave.

"Oh" was all you managed to say.

"I love you too," Christa said bluntly.

"You what?" You were surprised and flustered and confused all at once.

"I love you, everyone knows Ymir is just a bodyguard best friend person. Y'know she just wants me to find the right person I have now." She smiled and grabbed your hand that was bandaged. "I thought you wouldn't come back."

You let your hand reach her face and settled your hand on her face.

"I'll always be here." You smiled weakly and leaned foreword to kiss her forehead.

"Thank you." She mumbled.

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Well hope you liked! I had this one half written for a long while and I needed to finish it so now here it is! Bop!