Attack on titan x reader one-shots

Attack on Sad [reader x Eren]

Okay what I mean by sadstuck is, Mikasa is......well dead, Armin and Eren are in depression, Eren has it worse and next thing you know Eren is all cutting and stuff, it explains all of it.    

        You sat in the mess hall eating your potato soup and taking bites of the bread as you talked to your friends.

        "I don't know what to do I just hate the fact that there's little to no time for personal time for us." You murmured under your breath hoping no one heard your comment.

        "Are you gonna finish your food?" Sasha asked with pleading eyes to Ymir who's only eaten half of her food.

        "Knock yourself out," Ymir pushes the tray towards her and wraps an arm around Christa.

        "Well we can all give each other space instead of the usual this Sunday for our break." Christa beamed and smiled at you. You hid your face a little, she heard your rude comment and she's still so nice.

        "(Y/N)!" You jumped at the booming noise of your name, you turned to the source and saw Armin in tears.

        "Armin?" You suddenly got up from your seat and ran to him.

        "(Y/n), please let's talk somewhere else." You were scared about what happened, you were sad that Mikasa was eaten by the titan that ended up murdering your best friend (bf/n) by crushing them into a wall but you looked foreword.

        Armin was silent when you guys walked along the rather quiet halls, the only thing were occasional sniffles from Armin from him crying so much.

        "Are you okay?" You let your mind wander a bit and it wandered to Eren, you froze on the spot, you unintentionally shook as you thought of what could've happened to him. "Did something happen to Eren?" You couldn't even ask that question without your voice cracking.

        Armin didn't turn around but you could sense from him that you were right.

        "Where is he!?" You grabbed Armin and shook him a bit, he didn't make eye contact with you and you knew it had to do something with Eren.

        You let go and ran for Eren's room, tears were falling down your cheeks as if there was rain falling down your face. 

        You ran into the room and saw Eren with cuts running along his arms.

        "Why?" You asked silently, he turned to you and avoiding eye contact with you immediately as he had to face your streaming tears and trembling body.

        "I'm so sorry." He repeated those words over and over again as if those are the only words he knew.

        "I know you are, I am too." You went over to him still shaking. You wrapped your arms around him and fell apart. "I just wasn't there for you, I'm sorry."

        You couldn't stop yourself from hugging him, you couldn't imagine what it would be like if he had gone as well.

        You felt warm arms embrace your body.

        "You helped me, Armin and others when we were in utter terror, chaos, and sadness, but me and all the others weren't there to help you." He cuddled into the crook of your neck and sighed as he hugged you tighter. "I never told you because I always had the fear of being rejected, by the most beautiful, amazing, smart, strongest person I know...(y/n) I love you."

        There was silence as you processed what he just said through your clouded pitiful mind.

        "I love you too," You quickly muttered and pulled away from the hug. "Just don't please ever...EVER do this again." You held his hands tightly and looked at his arms filled with cuts and previous scars.

        "I promise."