once me and nick are done getting ready we get in his truck and head to the address kittle sent us. "are you sure you wanna go? we can just go back home and cuddle while watching a movie" nick asks with a shrug. "no its fine it sounds like fun" i reply. "okay but whenever you wanna go home just tell me okay?" he asks looking at me seriously. "yeah i will" i answer as we pull up to a red light and i lean over and kiss nick. the drive was short and once we pull up i can tell that it was a club. they check are IDs and we get let in. the place was super packed so it took us 15 minutes to find george. "george!" i yell once i see him. "bri, nick you made it!" nick says walking over to us, stumbling. he wraps his arms around me. "hey" i say "you ready to party?!" george yells as he grabs the bottle of vodka off the table next to us. george pours the vodka down my throat and odviously over doing it. i take it and then pour some down nicks.
30 minutes later george has forced me to catch up to him and with every shot i took i made Bosa take one too. through out the night nick hasn't left my side and that made me feel okay to drink as much as i did with this many unknown people around. usually whenever i went to the club i would never over drink because of how many people with different intentions around could really not end up good if i didn't have control over myself but with nick, i felt protected and safe. shot after shot, i began to feel pretty drunk. "georgiee lets dance!" i yell as i grab his hand and begin to dance and he follows. he does some funny dance moves and makes me laugh as i try to copy them. after me and george have been dancing for around 20 minutes i forget about nick and begin to look around for him. i leave george and begin to walk- or atempt to walk, around the club while stumbling to find nick. i get back to are table and sit down without luck of finding him. i turn my head to the side and see nick making out with a girl at the bar. i feel my eyes sting as they fill with tears. i grab the bottle and pour more in my mouth. i get up and try to find the way out. george spots me on the way. "hey bri where are you going? are you okay?!" george yells over the music. "im gonna go home." i say as i wipe a tear off my cheak, and before kittle could respond, i walk away from him getting lost in the croud. finally i find the exit and stumble out of the club. once i get out i can finally breathe i hope it could sober me up but i was wrong. was everything just a game to nick? what even was i to him? did he even want me? i should have listened to jimmy when he said to stay away from him but my dumb ass didn't and now my heart felt more broken then before. did i diserve this? i mean every single person in my life has found a way to hurt me and leave so i must have diserved this. i begin to walk on the sidewalk with my thoughts as more tears ran down my face. i really liked nick. was the way that i felt kissing him not real? even after me seeing him kiss that other girl all i could think about was the feeling i felt once are lips connected for the first time. it felt like magic, it felt ment to be. but maybe i was the only one to feel that way... at this point i don't know where i am and i don't care. my heart felt empty. headlights begin to blind me as they pull over to the side of the road that i was on. "who the fuck is that?" i say to myself outloud. "get in the car bri" a man said.
authors note: this was honestly a little filler chapter so sorry that its a bit short and its unedited but i hope yall like it! who is the man telling bri to get in the car? is it nick? huhhh... guess you won't know tell i put out the next chapter😜. im going to start working on that right now so it will be out tomorrow! don't forget to vote guys it means alot! and comment or message me if you have any ideas for the book! thank you byeee <333
