once i got to Nicks place he was outside waiting for me and jogged to my car when i parked. Nick opened my door and i jumped in his arms still crying. "its okay baby maybe he is just mad right now" he says trying to calm me down. "i came all the way out here for him Nick what am i gonna do now?" i tell him. "you can live with me" Nick says meaningfully. "b-but we just made it official isn't it t-too soon?" i asked holding eye contact with him. "no Bri it will be fine i want you to" he says as he wipes the tears from my eyes softly. before i could get another word out Nick picks me up and carrys me into the house and straight to his room. i couldn't help but laugh becuase of the faces he was making going up the stairs. "i can walk Nick" i say still laughing. "i know but i want to carry you" he says as we make it to his bedroom. he lightly sets me down on his bed places kisses all over my face. "okay! okay!" i yell and laugh at the same time. "i missed you baby" Nick says as he lays next to me "i missed you too Nicky" i respond with a smile. he pulls me into his chest and i suddenly feel really tired from all the crying, packing and flying i did today. "lets go to sleep?" Nick asks reading my mind. "yes please" i reply with a weak smile, my eyes already closed. "goodnight Bri" Nick says as he places a kiss on my head. "goodnight Nick" i say right before drifting off to sleep.
*next day*
i wake up to a empty spot where Nick used to be and i rub my eyes trying to wake up a ilttle more. before i could get out of bed to look for him, the bedroom door opens revealing Nick with a plate of pancakes, bacon, eggs, and potatos. "good morning beautiful" he says with a smile as he walks up to the bed. "aww Nick you didn't have to do this" i say as he hands me the plate of food. "of course i did" he said as he placed a kiss on my forhead. "thank you babe" i say as i start to eat. "is it good?" he asks after watching me take acouple bites. "yes amazing" i say with my mouth full causing Nick to chuckle. once i finish eating, i hear my phone go off so i grab it and check. its a email from the college i applied to. "whats wrong? what is it?" Nick says im guessing because read my face. "the college emailed me" i reply making Nick look over my shoulder to see. "everything is gonna be okay Bri you probably got in" Nick said reasuringly. "but what if i didn't" i say douting myself. "then we will figure it out" Nick says as he rubs my arm gentally. "okay" i say as i open the email.
Dear Ms. Gomez we regret to inform you that your aplication to the University Of California San Fransisco medical program has been declined. seeming it is already half way through this semester we beleive it would not be in the best intrest for you to join are Medical program with not a clear idea with what you want to do. thank you for your time and we hope to see a aplication from you next year.
a tear falls down my cheak and i quickly wipe it off. i think the main reason this hurt so much is because i don't know what i want to do with my life next. everything seemed so confusing with my future and it didn't help that me and Jimmy weren't talking. "did you get in?" Nick asks softly. "no i didn't" i say after a few moments. "aw baby im so sorry" he says as he wraps his arms around me. "everything is gonna work out" he adds "i just don't understand it" i say quietly. "understand what?" Nick asks. "what i did to deserve all of this. my life was amazing a month ago. i had my best friend, my life was normal. and now i don't have my best friend anymore, i can't do what ive been dreaming about ever since i was little, Jimmy wants nothing to do with me, and i don't know what the future holds for me anymore." i say with a few more tears running down my face. "Bri i know everything right now is crazy and really hectic but everything will work out on its own and im sorry that all this is happening" he says as he wipes my tears from my cheaks. we sit there in silence as he rubbed my back. "wanna take a bath?" Nick asks near a whisper. "yeah that would be nice" i reply with a light smile. Nick picks me up and carrys me to the bathroom, lightly setting me on the counter as he filled the big bath with warm water and bubbles. once the bath was filled nick walks up to me and begins to take off my clothes. "i can take my own clothes off Nick" i said laughing a little. "i know but just let me take care of you" he says gentally. once all mine and Nicks clothes were off Nick helps me in the bath and i sit inbetween his legs. he rubs my shoulders for a while and after holds me. "everything is gonna work out baby" he says still holding me. "thank you Nick" i say laying my head back on his chest. "for what?" he asks. "for saying with me" i say. "Brianna i will always be here " he responds. once we got out of the bath Nick wraps me in a towel and hands me a pair of shorts and a tee of his and i quickly slip it on. while i change, Nick turns a movie on and lays on the bed and once i get in the room he opens his arms and i get in the blankets with him. while watching the movie, Nick plays with my hair and i feel him stairing at me. "what" i say giggling. "your so gorgous" Nick says meaningfully making me blush. before i could say anything Nick smashes his lips on mine with pashion. i kiss him back giving the same energy. his lips begin to wonder down to my neck sucking on my sweet spot causing me to moan quietly. his lips come back to mine as he takes my shirt and pants off barely braking the kiss for a few seconds only leaving me in my bra and panties. his lips travel down my body and he stops once he gets inbetween my legs he looks up at me asking for permission and i nod. Nick starts kissing my inner thighs getting closer to my heat making my breathing speed up. while holding eye contact, he moves my panties to the side and begins to suck on my clit making my hips buck up and moans pour out of my mouth. Nick uses his other hand and inserts two fingers inside of me making me go crazy. he starts fingering me slowly but eventually goes faster. after a few minutes of this amazing combination he starts to flick his toung in ways i didn't know where possible causing a different feeling begin to form inside me "fuck Nick i think im gonna squirt" i yell as i throw my head back in pleasure. nick continues to flick his toung and finger me but now even faster making more cuss words fall out my mouth. i release all over Nicks face making him look up at me with a smirk. "that was amazing" Nick says making me laugh a little he comes back up to me and kisses me now with more agression. "you have no idea how bad i want to fuck you right now" Nick states a few inches away from my lips as he slowly grinds against me with his buldge. "show me" i say near a wisper. Nick doesn't waist anytime instently getting off the bed, pulling his pants down and taking his shirt off only leaving him in his boxers. i sit up and take my bra off throwing it across the room and after slowly pull Nicks boxers down teasing him slightly. "Bri no teasing right now" Nick said a bit agressively making me pull them off faster allowing him to spring up. Nick pushes me down on the bed and spreads my legs open lining himself inbetween them. without any warning Nick slams into me causing me to instantly scream from the pain that soon turned to pleasure after a few strokes. "ohh my god Nick!" i scream as he continues the same pace without slowing down. "your so fucking tight" Nick groans as he holds eye contact with me. i dig my nails into Nicks back trying to keep myself in place from how hard and fast he was fucking me. this time was different then the first maybe because we were not as emotionally open with eachother before like we are now. it felt as almost are souls were tied together and that made this so much more pleaserable then before. i know nick felt this way too by the way his eyes looked at me. after a few more minutes of Nick railing me, i feel his dick start to twitch inside of me at the same time the knot in my stomach begin to form. "Nick im gonna cum!" i yell followed by louder moans. "me too, hold it for me baby" Nick says going even faster then before sending me through the roof. "i can't much longer" i say as i feel the knot getting ready to explode. " okay cum!" Nick yells right when i feel his warm liquid pour inside of me making me have the most intense orgasm of my life. Nick strokes a few more times filling me up. after he pulls out Nick falls right beside me, both of us out of breath. after a few seconds of silence Nick disides to brake it. "Bri i think i love you"
Authors note: supp bitchesss im back with another chapterrrr and this one is fulll of emotions lol. deff a little more smutty then normal buttt anywho, i hope yall had a good spring brakeee unlucky for me i had to get my wisdom teeth out and i wanted to die all week but im still here lol. there might be grammer mistakes in here and honestly im sorry i am just too lazy to re read this shit again soo my fault<33 the niners are braking my heart this off season frl. jimmie ward signed with the texans like bffr. jimmy g signed with the raiders. i watched a video of him saying "raider nation" and i almost puked. mike mcglinchey signed with the broncos. butttt did yall see we got jovan hargrave added to are DL?!!! likeee are DL is fuckin crazyyy. but enough football talk i hope yall like the chapter plz vote and shit bc it took along time to write this lmao. comment any ideas u got byeee <33333
