𝐌𝐢𝐝𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐓𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭𝐬

𝓾𝓷𝓻𝓮𝓺𝓾𝓲𝓽𝓮𝓭 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮

haunted by the idea of loving you
a bizarre feeling that I just knew
longing for something untrue
a sweet yet sore to the pit grew

then it came into the view
you are also the one who put me in blue
yet fighting the feeling wasn't able to win — my fondness can't simply outgrow

it lived with me, the nothingness
the whispers that I am unfit to your belongingness
too far regardless of the nearness

it came into my veins, the frightened of losing you
oh silly me!
still playing the game that I was never been included in

loving you was losing mine.

𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣𖥧𖤣𖥧𖡼.𖤣
🥀 the image above is from Pinterest
🥀 this is my inspired piece
🥀 12.30.2022