The Courage to Love: The BraveHeart Series Book 2

Chapter 21 - Thema

After what my mother just told me, I was numb. I couldn’t believe my ears, but something in my soul told me that I was living a lie. And it all starts with that no-good, son of bitch Jacoby.

“So, what you’re saying is, Jacoby helped my father do this to me. Is that what you’re saying?” Those familiar feelings of rage began to take over me as I felt Nubia becoming more pissed off than I was.

“I knew that motherfucker was lying to me…” Nubia wanted to find Jacoby and finish doing what Daddy started.

“Your father marked me on our second meeting, and up until he started completely losing his mind, we were inseparable. Our three years together were beautiful, but I guess not beautiful enough to change his heart. I know for certain that he wasn’t messing around because he had other things on his mind. So, when he came at me with the whole son thing, I knew he was planning something diabolical.”

As mama continued talking, I tried to concentrate on the bomb-ass scalp massage I was getting after two chocolate sistas with tribal ruins portraying BraveHeart as their new home took my braids down. Something in me wanted to break down and cry, but Nubia stopped that shit before it could get started.

“Don’t do it, sis!!! Don’t waste anymore tears on them!!” I had to agree with her because I had a man that wanted and needed me waiting for me, and I wasn’t going to give Jacoby or my father another thought. I needed to move on and let someone else deal with that problem. The harsh reality was, I was so used to raining down hell, I didn’t know how to let someone else handle my problems.

“Cher, I know that forgiveness is new to you, but you must be willing to think about the future that’s ahead of you. You could have a beautiful life.” Mama didn’t say anything else about Daddy and Jacoby. She instead decided to continue enjoying her first spa experience. As one of the ladies in the room began on my mani-pedi, I looked over at Mama and she had her eyes closed with a content smile on her face. I decided that Mama was right, and I needed to focus on my special evening with the one really made for me: Quincy.

“I can’t wait to feel his arms around me.” Nubia cooed in my head, and I agreed with her silently.

After a few more minutes of washing and drying, one of the chocolate sistas pumped me up in the mirror as I saw how she slayed my bob. I haven’t seen my real hair in a while, and as I examined the length of my tresses, I knew that I was making the right decision to move on. Mama, on the other hand, got her some tribal braids done, and I was actually jealous of how gorgeous she looked. Mama’s skin glowed like the morning sun, and her smile was the light that brightened my heart. I never knew how much I needed and missed her until now.

“Oh, wow!! You two ladies look beautiful!!” said Jehlani as she walked into our private room with a wide smile on her face. Her hair was up in an elaborate 90s’ style updo with her amethyst eyes peeking out from under a swoop bang. She came up and gave me and Mama a half hug from behind and all three of us smiled at our reflections in the mirror. There was a sweet aura that passed between us three women, and my mind was put at ease that I was doing the right thing.

“Now, it’s time to shop until we drop!! The Den carries any and every brand that you can think of!! I want you ladies to get everything you’ll need! Spare no expense!!”

After we left The Beauty Mark, we drove to a deserted shopping center, and my confusion stirred in me as Jehlani parked her truck. Once we got to the door and I saw Jehlani type in a short code and press her finger against the keypad, I was not left disappointed once the huge double-steel doors opened to reveal a small check-in area. The cute, dark-skinned guy at the desk stood to his feet and bowed to acknowledge Jehlani. She simply touched his shoulder to make him stand upright and accepted the three tickets that’s needed to enter the Den. I was met with splendor when I saw the marble floors and skylights. There were expensive clothing and shoe stores in every direction, and I saw myself spending a lot of time in this place. Every person we passed, male or female, shopper or employee, stopped what they were doing to acknowledge Jehlani by bowing respectfully and kissing her hands, and I was even more humbled to be in her presence.

“Okay, ladies, the first stop is Gucci. Whatever you see that you like, please don’t hesitate to get it! This day is all on me!!”

“Oh yea, me and her will get along just fine!!” Nubia was used to catch-22’s and ultimatums. The fact that someone was willingly taking care of us was something new. This was the first time in twenty-two years that I didn’t owe anyone. Me and Mama stood in the entrance of the store and our eyes grew wide with excitement.

“I haven’t seen this many wonderful clothes in years!! I don’t even know where to begin!!” Mama squealed like an excited little girl and my heart was warmed. I began to hate Daddy all over again for fucking up what could’ve been a beautiful life. The three of us could’ve been so happy with each other.

“No worries, cher, the opportunity has risen again. It won’t be the life that I expected, but I have you back and that’s all that matters. Now, enough with the sadness and anger, it’s time to get cute!!!” Mama grabbed my hand and we walked into the store and shopped until we dropped.

Mama and Jehlani hyped up every outfit that I tried on, but when it was all said and done, my soul was pulled towards a silk honey yellow bohemian bodysuit that revealed my shoulders and calves. Mama fell in love with a bright yellow, drop shoulder summer dress that hugged her forty-year-old curves, and I prayed to the Goddess that I had a figure like that when I got older. As I looked at my Mama model her dress, I knew for certain that Daddy was a damn fool. When it was time to check out, I overheard the cashier give Jehlani the price and I damn near fell over when I heard the damage, but she didn’t blink or bat an eye as she took the black American Express card out of her purse and slid it. I’ve never seen one of those in person, and I hoped with all my might that being mated to Quincy granted me one. The next store we went to was Fendi, and both me and Mama chose some simple black heels to go with our outfit. I didn’t see Jehlani spend a penny on herself, and that showed me how big her heart was.

The sun was shining beautifully in the sky as we stopped for a light lunch, and Jehlani began revealing more of her beautiful humility. She told us about how she became to be Luna of BraveHeart, and my heart broke as she spoke about the passing of her parents, but it was lifted as she talked so sweetly about the love her and my cousin share. She whipped out some photos of their children, the Pride of BraveHeart is what she says they’ve been named, and I instantly fell in love with their cute faces. I couldn’t wait to play with them and shower them with love. After lunch, we were pulling back up to the manor, and I still couldn’t believe that I had a hand in desecrating this beautiful place. As we pulled up to the carport, I saw that Omegas were already standing at the front door waiting for us.

“Welcome back home, Luna Nafisa. The garden has been prepared as you requested, and Chef is waiting in the kitchen for you to finalize the final menu for tonight.” The oldest of the four Omegas walked around to open Jehlani’s door and greeted us as the other Omegas began grabbing our things out of the car. His face was full of wisdom, and I could look at him and tell that he’s seen a lot of things happen in this mansion; some good and some bad.

“Thank you, Diante’. Thank you for everything you do around here. I don’t know what BraveHeart would do with you.” Jehlani placed a sweet kiss on the man’s cheeks and his eyes sparkled like a new father’s.

“No need to thank me, Your Grace. I have had the pleasure of serving this family and being a part of this tribe for many, many years, and I wouldn’t have it any other way.” Jehlani touched his shoulder lovingly while he slipped in the front seat to park her car. While we journeyed into the mansion and headed in one direction, the Omegas that took our bags went another. I was nervous as I walked the halls, but Jehlani mind-linked me that there was nothing to be nervous about. As we walked the vast halls, Jehlani explained every picture that we passed, and a certain feeling of belonging passed through me as I learned about my familial Ancestors. When we walked up to my uncle’s portrait on the wall, the flood gates that held my tears at bay were opened, and the pain in my heart metastasized. I fell to the floor and wept while Jehlani and Mama tried their hardest to comfort me.

“I can’t believe I killed my uncle. How could I be so blind??!!” I screamed out in anger, and my heart broke more and more as I realized I helped my father further destroy our family.

“Thema, you cannot hold on to that hurt. It will just eat away at you until there is nothing left of you to give. You have to forgive yourself. If it makes you feel any better, the blame is no longer on you.” Jehlani’s soft voice filled my ears as she tried her hardest to calm me down. She then took me in her arms and held me while I felt her tears fall on me. It still amazed me that she, as a Luna, is so open and friendly with everyone. I thought the Luna always had her nose up in the air, but that was not the case with Jehlani. Just as I was about to begin another round of tears, a strong voice came from behind us that struck me like a large bell.

“Leave her be.” Jehlani moved back and I saw a short elderly woman headed towards us wearing a fancy gold and white, feather covered kaftan that swept the floor while using a massive walking stick with a large black wolf carved on the top to balance herself. The loud echo of the stick resonating through the halls showed how quiet we were as she headed our way. When she was close enough to me, she leaned in and smelled my essence.

“Hmph, something smells different about you, granddaughter.” Nubia stopped being shy for a second as she heard the elderly woman speak.

“Granddaughter??”

“Iyalawo, this is----”

“Chile, I know who this is!! Arise and wipe your tears, chile. Follow me.” Then she turned and started walking off in the direction she came. I looked at Jehlani and she assured me that everything was fine. I stood to my feet and slowly followed behind the elderly woman as the strong scent of sage bombarded my nose. The further we walked down the hall, the darker it became. I didn’t know what to expect or what was about to happen, but I was glad to be going through this experience.

“A lot has changed since the last time you were here, granddaughter.” She spoke while we walked into a dimly lit room that overflowed with spell books and half empty vials. She motioned for me to take a seat in one of the two wicker chairs that were present as she walked over to the bookcase and pulled out one book. The warmth of her presence made me start breaking down again.

“How can you call me your granddaughter with all the hell I’ve caused? I’m so ashamed.” I hung my head down low and bawled from my soul, but she walked over to me and picked my head by my chin. As I stared into her eyes, I felt the pain I caused her by killing my uncle, and my crying was now on the verge of being uncontrollable.

“Pick your head up, chile. None of this is your fault. Your father poisoned your mind with lies and deceit. You were a child that was given an unobtainable task. Although you have traits of your father in you, you have traits from your mother, too. Good will always outweigh the bad, my sweet granddaughter.” She stood over me and wiped the tears from my eyes as she began to lift my spirits. She sat down in the other chair and placed a large photo album in my hands, and when I opened the book, I was greeted by a picture of two young boys with identical smiles and faces.

“That picture was taken when your uncle and father were three years old. Ten years before the evil in your father was awoken.” My grandmother’s voice quavered as she looked at the picture and reminisced on the past.

“Your father was a sweet boy before his mind started playing tricks on him. I will never understand how or why he started messing with that dark magic mess, but one thing I do know is that man stopped being my son a long time ago. I still love him, but I will not tolerate him for one second. You, on the other hand, are my granddaughter, and I will never turn my back on you, chile.” While she spoke to me tenderly, my tears activated once more, but this time, they were from joy. She opened her arms wide, and I fell into them willingly. The feel of my face in her bosom was everything to me as I realized that this was her way of officially welcoming me into the family. For so long, I thought Daddy was all I had, but it turns out that I have a family that is worth loving.

“I want you to embrace everything that is about to come your way, chile. Allow your father’s hold to fall from your shoulders. His burdens are no longer your problem.” My grandmother helped me heal a wound that I didn’t know existed, and the longer I was in her presence, the more I began to let go.

My grandmother shared more of her memories with me for a little more until an Omega knocked on the door and told us that Luna Nafisa is requesting that I get ready for the garden party, which will be taking place in another hour. My grandmother lifted my head up by my chin once more in a way to tell me to keep my head held high.

As I was escorted to my guest room to begin my transformation, the butterflies in my stomach got stronger. I knew that my freedom would come the second Quincy’s beautiful canines sunk into my flesh. I also knew that I had to talk to Trent and Duke. So much has happened because of me, and I would never forgive myself if something happened to my family that I could’ve stopped. While I got dressed, I was forced to think about Jacoby and everything that Mama had told me earlier today.

“Ten years… I can’t believe I was so blind…” Nubia was hurt, and so was I. The one emotion I was taught to avoid was the one I fell victim to, but it wasn’t on my own accord. It was a filthy plan set up by the man that was supposed to protect me. What hurts even worse, Jacoby didn’t even love me enough to tell me the truth.

“That’s okay. All we have to do is talk to our cousins and they will know what to do. It’s time to do what is right.”

It wasn’t going to be easy. It’s damn near undoable. The deals I made were despicably made with even more despicable beings, and to tell them that the deal was off is like summoning my own death. For the first time in never, I was afraid of what could happen, and I thought about the war that was coming until I was escorted to the garden.

“Wow, Thema!! You look amazing!!!” Jehlani was the first to compliment me, but she was the one that was stealing the show. The suit she was wearing hugged her little body, and it amazed me that she carried triplets. Jehlani practically ran up and gave me a hug; her warmth was intoxicating. When we broke the hug, I looked around the garden and was humbled to be in such beautiful settings. Yellow chiffon draped the top and four posts of the gazebo, with sunflowers and yellow roses in every direction you looked. The table was set for a large group, but the delicate China place settings and crystal wine goblets added to the opulence of the table while the gold candelabras looked too expensive to touch.

It was funny to me that my father wasn’t a fancy man because he comes from such fancy backgrounds. The more I learn about his upbringing, the more I see him as a fool. He had the ideal life, and things could’ve possibly gone his way if he wasn’t so damn evil. I instantly deserted the thoughts of my father the moment my mother came into my sights.

“Mama!! You make aging worth looking forward to!!” I ran up to hug my mama and became drunk on the love that flowed through her.

“Well, I am the Original, but the Remix is so much better. You look beautiful, cher.” Mama kissed my cheeks and my eyes as she complimented me. Once Mama was done babying me, I was able to meet the guests of the party.

“Thema, these are my best friends, Amina and Clarissa, and this is Amina’s husband, Rodney.” Amina was wearing a gold hippie dress with ruffles and Clarissa was wearing some gold overalls. They both had the same ruins as Jehlani and gold jewelry that shined in the sun, but the looks on their faces showed confusion. I never thought in a million years I would finally be meeting the twins whose lives were ruined by my father. Then again, all of this seemed unbelievable once upon a time.

Silence passed between us because none of us knew what to say. I decided to be the one to speak first, because something in me felt I needed to apologize for everything they’ve been through, but Amina beat me to the punch.

“Well, if it isn’t the little hellraiser?! Should we be expecting any surprises at dinner??” I was taken back by her comment, but I couldn’t say that I blamed her. Her husband quickly covered her mouth and led her away to talk to her while everyone else was just as shocked as I was.

“I am so sorry, Thema!! I don’t know what’s gotten into my sister lately. You would think with me being the pregnant one, I’d be acting crazy!!” Clarissa looked embarrassed but her cheeks turned rosy when she mentioned her pregnancy.

“Yes, please excuse Amina. I’ve been questioning her sanity lately, now I’m completely worried.” Jehlani responded as she looked in the direction of Amina and Rodney. Rodney was scolding her, and Amina was looking regretful. When they walked back, I could tell that whatever he told her made her change her attitude towards me.

“I’m sorry, Thema. Forgive me for being rude.” Amina said, almost forcefully.

“No, I deserved that. My father caused so much hell in your lives, and none of it was deserving. Not only did I amplify the pain my father caused, but I also added to it. I’m the one that should be apologizing to you.” My tears fell freely as I felt that once foreign emotion called love swelling around inside of me. Amina’s face softened and she brought me in for a long hug. The minute she touched me, I smelled the reason for her being so grouchy: she was also carrying a little one. I could tell she didn’t know, and since it wasn’t my place, I decided to keep the little secret to myself for now.

“Thema, thank you for that. It isn’t your fault what happened to us, and I will not treat you as such. I accept your apology and hope you can accept mine.” Before long, Clarissa and Jehlani had joined the hug, and all four of us were hugging each other and messing up our make-up.

“Ladies, please. Let’s not get ourselves all ugly before the rest of the men get here. It’s bad enough Rodney has to witness this.” Jehlani said with a chuckle as we wiped our tears.

“It’s okay, J. I’d rather y’all be hugging each other than fighting. I came to see what Tamika done whipped up, not to play referee.” Jehlani swatted at Rodney’s arm as he displayed a perfect smile. He smelled human, but he didn’t smell like the ones I’m used to. He was clean, muscular, and didn’t smell the least bit evil. I considered Amina one of the lucky ones.

As the emotions subsided and Jehlani began giving me and Mama the unofficial tour of the backyard, I sensed more than one familiar presence approaching from behind. Nubia instantly become more nervous than ever, and the moment of truth was presented earlier than expected.

“Who is this beautiful group of women?” A deep voice called out and all four of us women spun around on cue. Trent and Duke were dressed in matching yellow suits and matching black loafers. They both had a thick, curly bun on top of their head, neatly trimmed goatees, and pearly white smiles. Plainly put, my big cousins were panty-droppas, and I felt sorry for all the women that get showed up by their wives every single day.

Trent and Duke walked up on us women and made me feel small. Trent wasted no time placing his lips on Jehlani and Duke did the same with Clarissa. I melted from their display of love and couldn’t wait to see Quincy.

“As always, you look beautiful, my darling,” I heard Trent whisper to Jehlani, and I became even more ooey-gooey as I thought about my mate and the love we were going to make tonight. Jehlani saying my name broke me from my nasty thoughts.

“Thema, are you okay?” Jehlani looked concerned for me, and I couldn’t help but feel the same for myself.

“I’m fine, just a little nervous.” I chuckled sheepishly.

“Hello, little cousin. It’s nice to see you in the flesh and not in the remnants of wrath. You’ve been busy.” Trent spoke calmly. Jehlani shot him a glance that was unreadable to me, but his demeanor changed when he looked into her eyes.

“Don’t pay Trent any mind, Thema. He’s still uneasy about all that has happened, but we will not focus on that tonight. There will be a time and a place for that, but tonight is not it. Am I clear?” Jehlani spoke sternly as she looked at everyone in the circle, and everyone agreed without haste; even me and Mama.

“Welcome home, little cousin.” Duke rushed up to me and gave me a big bear hug, but his warmth made me break down in tears. I was forced to hug him tighter and feel his love.

“The past is the past, nothing is better than the present, and the future will be beautiful. I forgive you, little cousin.” Duke broke the hug to look at me and had tears in his eyes. All of this felt surreal, and I couldn’t believe that my family was being so open.

“Thank you,” I whispered to him, and he brought me back into his chest for another bear hug.

“That’s what I’m talking about!!” Jehlani spoke out as she walked up and rubbed Duke’s back. She then turned her attention to Mama.

“Ms. Shelah, this is my husband, Trent, the Alpha of BraveHeart, and his brother, Duke, the Beta of BraveHeart. You guys, this is Ms. Shelah Dupree, Thema’s mother.”

“Nah, she family, now!! She Auntie Shelah!!” Duke roared out as he gave my mother a big bear hug. This person in front of me is nothing like the Beta that is known in the wolf community for putting fear in the hearts of rogues.

“Duke, stop being extra.” Trent said and Duke looked at him and rolled his eyes.

“Anyway, it’s nice to meet you, Aunt Shelah. In due time, proper introductions will be made, but for now, I hope you enjoy your time here at BraveHeart Manor.” Mama cupped Duke’s face in her hands and kissed both cheeks.

“My apologies, Ms. Shelah. I meant no disrespect to you.” Trent walked up while still disregarding his previous statement to me. Mama looked between me and Trent and her face showed she knew something.

“It’s no problem, cher, and my apologies for saying, but don’t be a victim to pride like the other men in your family. You have a choice and a chance to make things right. Don’t be quick to lead with anger, cher.” Mama patted Trent on the cheek then walked off in the direction of the table.
“That’s what you get for being an asshole. Come on, man. Q should be pulling up in a minute.” Duke shoved Trent’s shoulder then kissed Clarissa on the cheek before walking off towards the front of the house. Trent’s gaze lingered on me for a moment, then he walked off without saying a word. He gently touched Jehlani’s shoulder as he walked in the direction of his brother. I was disappointed because that didn’t go as I’d hoped.

“Don’t worry about Trent. He’ll come around. Just give him some time.” Jehlani said to me as she draped an arm around my shoulder. Soon as she touched me, a calming aura passed through my mind and made me more flexible than twenty seconds ago.

“Don’t be nervous about Quincy, either. This night will be everything you’ve dreamed of.” Jehlani pulled me in the direction of the table and one of the Omega’s helped me sit beside Mama. I was still nervous, but Jehlani’s words helped me see that I still had a chance to show Trent how beneficial I can be. I just needed his trust and a chance.
Shortly after I took my seat, my uncle’s widow was escorted to the table and seated beside Jehlani. More introductions and apologies were given, and this time, I didn’t act stupid. Afeni explained to me that in order to move on from her husband’s death, she had to forgive me. Mama let some tears fall when she heard more of my dirty doings, and my shame caused me to almost retreat from the table, but Afeni refused to let me leave.

“We are family, and in these dark times, we need to be one. Whatever hatred I had for you no longer exists, Thema.” She brought me in for a hug and told me to start calling her Aunt Afeni. Talk about a turn of events. It shocked the hell out of me, too.

As the emotions being set free loosened the tension in the air, the person that I was most longing to see appeared finally. He looked more than handsome, and my body reacted to him the moment I saw.

“Damn…We get to spend the rest of our lives with him…” Nubia purred sweetly at the sight of our mate, and instantly prepared herself for a long night ahead once me and Quincy made eye contact.

It was like everyone around us had disappeared, and we were the only ones in attendance, but neither of us had the courage to say anything. Before I could find my nerve, Jehlani walked up and led Quincy in the direction of the flower maze. I calmed my breath and my excitement as I thought about my life changing forever after tonight.
Dinner started with some delicious appetizers that the Chef called ‘Sweet Potato Sliders’, which were small sweet potato patties that were mashed and deep-fried in olive oil and placed on handmade slider buns with fresh aioli, pickled cucumbers, and homemade radish slaw, then carefully placed in a casserole dish and doused in spicy garlic butter and baked to golden brown perfection in fifteen minutes. Each bite I took was orgasmic, and I was more than pleased that this was just the appetizer.

“You guys, the Chef and I got together and chose these vegan dishes that I hope is satisfactory to everyone. So, dig in and enjoy.” Jehlani was speaking as seven Omegas walked up and each placed an elaborate gold dinner tray on the table. Once Jehlani was sitting, on cue, they uncovered the food, bowed to the table, and backed away. My eyes grew wide, and my stomach growled with excitement as I took in all the delicious foods that looked prepared with love. Before we began digging in, the Chef walked up wearing a black chef’s uniform with the BraveHeart emblem on the sleeve and the front of the top. She had gorgeous dark skin with rosy cheeks and shapely lips that bore a wide smile. I could look at her and tell that she takes pride in every meal she cooks.

“Ladies and gentlemen, for twenty years, the royal family has trusted me with preparing their meals and as I walk into this new era of my career under the new Alpha and Luna of BraveHeart, it humbles me that my artistry is still trusted and highly recommended. Tonight, the Luna requested a healthier menu, and I implemented to the best of my ability. So, without further ado, let me make the introductions. This first dish is a vegan jackfruit rump roast that was slow roasted with a gorgeous vegetable medley in a sauce made from specially picked and freshly ground herbs and spices. Next up is my personal favorite, vegan coconut shrimp with a fresh butter rum sauce. It’s so damn good, I made two trays. The biggest dish is a yummy vegan cornbread dressing and homemade cranberry sauce, and lastly, some spicy jerk tuna rolls. For dessert, we have a vegan tiramisu cake and some good ole’ fashioned bread pudding. I hope you all enjoy eating this food as I enjoyed making it for you. Bon Appetit!!” After that, the only things heard were forks hitting plates. I guess Mama decided enough silence had passed because it was she that started the conversation.

“This food is delicious!! It’s a lot different from what I’m used to, but I could get used to eating like this.” Mama was talking as she finished her first plate. The table erupted in laughter as Mama started making her second plate, and this time, she showed no mercy. I’m sure being locked away for twenty years had a lot to do with that.

“I’m glad you like it. I’ve been trying to get the entire tribe to go vegan, but my husband and brother-in-law are so stubborn.” Jehlani replied while throwing daggers Trent’s way which caused Afeni to respond.

“You know what? After forty-seven years of eating meat, I never thought I would enjoy a vegan meal. Maybe you should give it a try, son. From the looks of things, you enjoyed it, as well.” Afeni pointed out Trent’s empty plate, and the table erupted in laughter again. Trent didn’t respond to his mother, he instead asked her to pass the roast, which caused everyone to laugh harder.

Once everyone had eaten all they could handle and the laughter died down, Trent and Jehlani stood from the table holding hands to deliver their final remarks before leaving the table.

“Before my lovely wife and I retire for the evening, I just want to say that this was a successful night with no bloodshed, and I would love to keep it that way.” I laughed with everyone else as I thought about the painful truth.

“I’m just kidding, but all jokes aside, I hope we can continue getting together as a family to mend what was almost broken. Thema, I’ve had help realizing that it’s more important to move on than it is to hold on to the past. I know that forgiving you is beneficial to the both of us, and I look forward to seeing how you plan on helping our family heal and succeed. On behalf of my wife and brother, I would like to extend to you the position of Delta.” Trent looked at me with the eyes of a friend.

Trent’s words had floored me. We haven’t spoken privately, but yet, he’s offering me a position in his tribe. This was beyond my expectations, and my hands flew up to my mouth to hide my surprise. Without warning, my tears began to fall because I was so happy that what I literally just asked for is what I’m receiving, trust and a chance. My joy overtook me, and I was forced to jump from my seat and run to hug Trent. I overlooked his rigidity and hugged him tighter. As I hugged him, he still didn’t move a muscle, but after a few seconds, I felt him wrap his arms around me lovingly. I sobbed harder as I began to feel his acceptance and was hit with the notion that now was the perfect time for me to tell him and Duke everything.

“Before I accept, could you, me, and Duke have a little chat? I have to get some things off of my chest and it can’t wait.” I broke the hug and looked at he, Jehlani and Duke with my request. I hoped my perseverance was on my face and was gratified when Trent and Duke pointed me in the direction of the flower maze. As we walked, I tried to work out what I was going to say to them and how I was going to say it.

“You’ve never bullshit anybody, so don’t start now. Just tell the truth.” Nubia said to me in my head, and I was more confident when we got to the stone bench that’s located two left turns away from the entrance. I took a seat, calmed my breath, and told it like it was.

“Shortly after the events that happened here two years ago, I began an alliance with three of the deadliest men alive. Rogue Alpha Simeon and Vladimir Prynochek were promised the opportunity to ravage everything you love and take on positions in the high ranks of our world that allows them to harass and pillage as they please. Sebastian Tomkins, leader of the Lycans has a hatred for you that is deeper than my father’s. I promised things that I now regret, and my soul won’t allow me to take anything from you without telling you the truth.”

“We appreciate you coming forth with this information, Thema. The time to worry about that will come, but for now, just focus on all the Moon Goddess has in store for you. Much was taken into consideration for this moment, and I must say, you would fit in perfectly here amongst our ranks. With a mind like yours, BraveHeart would go farther than I could ever imagined. So, what do you say, little cousin? Wanna bury the hatchet and try this family thing? We’re not too bad once you get to know us.” Trent opened his arms wide, and I fell into them as Duke joined the group hug. It felt good to feel love, not love that kills, but love that helps and heals. It was refreshing to think about things other than causing hell for others.

“I accept.” The voice I had now belonged to a woman that had answers, not a woman on a never-ending quest of hatred and catastrophe.

“Now, this is what’s up!! As Beta of BraveHeart, I make you Third-In-Command and Delta. You will help me and Q with training the women, and you will be in charge of the female Sentinels. Think you can handle the job?” Duke asked me with starry eyes. I couldn’t believe my luck. I didn’t get this much good news when I was in charge of the legion. Come to think of it, I haven’t received this much good news in my life…

“Hell yea!!” I gave Duke another hug, then the three of us took off walking back to the party. As we approached the table, it warmed my heart more that my mother had taken such a liking to Quincy. One parent’s blessing will do, and the parent that’s been left for dead and lied on is the one I’ll go with. I took a seat and sipped the white wine that was doing wonders on my nerves the more I sipped on it.

“Not only did my beautiful little cousin accept my offer to be Delta of the BraveHeart tribe, but she will also be the new Senior Vice President of International Affairs for BraveHeart Industries.” A round of boisterous applause erupted from the table as Trent spoke his proclamation, and I was further humbled.

“This is too much!! What’s gonna happen next?!” Nubia could no longer contain her excitement either.
“She has also decided to dedicate her life to the throne by claiming her title as Duchess of Ogboju.” Duke spoke proudly as more applause followed. All I could do was cry. Trent passed me a napkin to wipe my tears and told me that this was all deserving. I didn’t feel like I deserved anything, but I wasn’t going to question his judgement.

“If there is nothing else that needs to be shared with the table, my wife and I are off to our nightcap. I hope everyone has a great night because I know I am.” Trent pulled Jehlani close into him and she giggled flirtatiously as she told him to remain cordial in front of company. Once Trent and Jehlani had disappeared, everyone else had bid their goodnights. Shelah placed a motherly kiss on both me and Quincy’s cheeks before she walked off in the direction of the mansion, and the moment I’d been waiting on was finally taking place. I was mesmerized by this moment because it seemed like a dream. A few minutes passed before both of us decided to speak, and the nervous energy mingled with the sexual energy as Nubia begged to take over. I instead said what I felt.

“I’m still in disbelief that all of this is happening to me. My father spent so many years destroying my self-confidence while adding to my anger, and the only way I would feel free would be to lash out on innocent people. I must say, I enjoy this serenity.” As I spoke I took another look at him in his suit, and the yellow went beautifully with his gorgeous bronze skin. With a loving twinkle in his eye, he stood and walked around the table to where I was sitting and extended his hand to me.

“I was told that the flower maze is beautiful at this time of night. Care to join me for a little stroll?” I slid my soft hand in his without hesitation and the sexual energy further detonated. Nubia was adamant about taking over and shifting, and the color change of his eyes told me his wolf wanted the same thing Nubia did.

As we strolled through the maze, I could feel how nervous he was, and that caused my worries to disappear. I soon heard myself babbling on and on about my new positions and the incredible things I couldn’t wait to do now that I had a real job that’s meaningful and worth something. Quincy was too quiet for me, so I decided to let it slip that since I’m the Duchess, that makes him a royal now, too. My comment made him blush, and I was overtook with the future and what that meant for us as a couple.
As we walked, I felt that his wolf so desperately wanted to take over, which made Nubia whine loudly in my head. I didn’t want to seclude her, so I made a deal with her. Let me enjoy this night, and every night afterwards for a week would be hers. She agreed, but I knew the deal would fall through soon enough.

Quincy soon told me to take a seat, and once I did, several professionally wrapped gifts appeared on a grassy, flower-covered knoll that also magically appeared out of thin air beside the stone bench that we were seated on. I was once again bestowed with more love, but this time, it was from my mate. He took a seat by me and held my hands as he spoke.

“I know that life hasn’t been so sweet to you, but if you allow me to make you mine, the only tears you will cry from this point on, will be from immense pleasure.” He whispered his words to me softly, and my arousal was activated as he serenaded me with intimacy.

“For eighteen years, I watched my parents exude true love, and I now know that I’m meant to experience that pleasure with you and you alone. The first gift I have to give represents my heart.” The first box held a lovely heart necklace that was clustered in diamonds, and I had no choice but to fall in love with it. I’ve never been big on jewelry because of the man that raised me, but I was beginning to love my new life in more ways than one. He placed the delicate jewelry around my neck and caressed my cheek softly as he continued with his gift giving.

“The next gift is a guarantee ring.”

“A what??” I knew my face showed my confusion as he chuckled and answered my question.

“A guarantee ring, not to be confused with a promise ring. I’m not going to promise you anything, I guarantee it. I guarantee that you will never have to worry about feeling love or feeling safe. I will protect you with my life and my love for you will forever exist as long as you remain by my side.” He slowly opened the ring box, and my eyes took in the diamond on the ring as he slid it on my finger. My love for him continued to grow. If this was how it was with regular gifts, I can only imagine how grandiose he’ll be when he proposes.

“Oh, Quincy, this is gorgeous, but don’t you think this a bit much?”

“Nothing is too much for you, baby. My next couple of gifts represents how deep our love will grow and how bright it will shine.” He opened the other gifts and placed them on me one-by-one, and I couldn’t help but cry. I haven’t cried this much in all my life, but the joy that comes with showing my emotions is unsurpassed. I could no longer contain myself or my love for him. I jumped in his lap and began placing kisses all over his face while verbally expressing how much I loved him. To feel him in my arms once more was invigorating and too good to be true. His manly scent called to me, and the longer I sat in his lap, the harder his dick got underneath me. I quickly read his mind and he was just as ready for this moment as I was. I glared at him with hopes that he saw I could no longer ignore the feeling that’s radiating between us. No longer being able to contain her excitement, Nubia broke our deal by taking over. My canines protruded from my gums and my arousal erupted in my belly.

“Sorry, sis, but it’s my time to have some fun…” Nubia whispered while Quincy’s eyes began to change showing his wolf’s arrival. He began to softly caress my hips, and the feel of his hands pushed me further into ecstasy. I softly cooed in his ear as he placed his face in my neck and breathed in my perfume. His act of licking my shoulder caused my body to melt in his hands. I felt his dick getting harder as I gyrated my pelvis into his. I wanted him so bad, it hurt. He leaned in to kiss me, and I closed the space by placing my lips on his and accepting their softness. He nibbled on my lips as we exchanged intimate kisses, and I could tell that neither of us wanted the other to let go.

“I can’t wait a minute longer. Please mark me…” I looked deep into his beautiful eyes and moaned my request because I could no longer stand not wearing his mark. He pulled me closer into him and sunk his beautiful canines into my neck; officially making me his forever. I succumbed to the pain that was coursing through my body and allowed pleasure to pick me up and carry me away. I held on to Quincy for dear life as his possessive growls pushed me further into the pleasure zone. I closed my eyes and continued to fall victim to the sweet pain that my mate was causing.

When I opened my eyes, I saw that I was back in the fluffy bed that was home to Quincy’s wonderful scent. I sat up and my eyes took in the sight and smells that flowed throughout the candle-lit room. The ambiance was warm and inviting as the soft music coming from the stereo put me further in the mood. My hand went up to feel my neck, and the feel of Quincy’s teeth marks on my skin made me want him more than ever. I quickly got undressed and laid in the middle of the bed to patiently wait for my love, but each second that I waited was agonizing. I closed my eyes and allowed my imagination to flow free with what was about to happen, but before I could get too comfortable, I felt Quincy’s grip around my ankles. My eyes shot open, and his naked body and juicy dick looked beyond delicious. He was flawlessly sculpted in every way.
Without warning, Quincy pulled me closer to the edge of the bed by my ankles, then spread my legs apart. I was forced to squeal with excitement. I didn’t expect him to be rough, but I was in love with it. It wasn’t the kind of rough you should be worried about; it was the sensual kind that makes you want more. The look in his eyes showed that his wolf had been waiting for this moment and didn’t plan on showing me any mercy.

“Before I begin, you must know that I’ve never done this. I wanted you to be the only woman that felt my soul, so I waited for you. I apologize in advance if it isn’t what you’re used to, but I will spend eternity learning what pleases this beautiful body.” I was humbled by his remark and started feeling dirty for being adamant on giving Jacoby my virginity. Before I had a chance to respond, Quincy latched onto my clit like a hungry child latches to its mother’s breast. My body exploded as he slurped and sucked the juices that my body was producing from the immense pleasure.

“I KNEW HE WAS GONNA PUT IT DOWN!! JACOBY WHO???” Nubia responded as Quincy pinned my legs back and stared me in my eyes while he ate me tenderly. His lips felt so damn good on my body, and I knew it was Quincy that was supposed to make me feel this way, not Jacoby. I couldn’t tell he was a virgin by the way he was sucking on this pussy, but if he was trying to make me tap out, he damn sure succeeded. I came so many times, I lost count. I tried to lay on my stomach to catch my breath but was soon reminded by Quincy’s panty-dripping voice that he wasn’t done with me. He crawled his way up the bed and laid his body on mine. His dick grew harder against my ass while he gyrated his hips into me. He made me feel like silk as he caressed my naked flesh. He got on his knees and tapped my ass with his hardness as a signal to toot my ass up high and I did so without delay. I spread my ass cheeks wide to show Quincy what he was about to get into, and he responded by sliding his dick against my wetness. The sensation made both of us tremble with anticipation. Just when I was about to beg him to enter me, his thickness was being slid into my portal from behind, and I had to bite the sheets to keep from yelling out.

“Oh, my Goddess, baby. You feel so good against me.” Quincy whispered to me in my ear as he covered my body with his and continued getting used to his first piece of sweet rapture. I bit down harder on the covers to conceal my loud screams the very second he started slowly plowing into me. His girth was touching places even I didn’t know about, and my orgasms were uncontrollable.

I was speechless as Quincy stroked away my final thoughts of Jacoby and cemented his place into my body, mind, heart, and soul. I had forgotten about my sexual prowess as he lifted my ass and hips up off the bed, gripped my hips tight and began banging my g-spot like he was putting me in my place.

“All this hell you’ve been causing. I couldn’t wait to put this act right in your life and calm your little hot ass down.” Quincy said to me as he banged my body righteously. The smacking that our hips made resounded so loudly, they sounded painful.

“Talking all that shit about how your pussy wants me inside her. Well, now you ain’t got no choice but to take this dick.” Quincy said through clenched teeth as he put my bob in a ponytail and yanked it hard, making his dick go deeper inside of me. My pussy got wetter with every forceful stroke that he gave, and every orgasm was stronger than the last.

“No choice, baby. Make me take that big dick.” Nubia’s response made him slam his hips harder into mine as I took all of his inches. He spanked my ass as I threw it back on him, and he began slamming against my g-spot again when I slowed down.

“Nuh-uh, this dick been waiting on you to back up that smart ass mouth of yours. When I’m done with your little ass, you won’t even dream about doing the wrong thing.” I gasped at his words, but shock didn’t last too long as he pushed my head into the bed and continued giving me my act right.