She was my therapy
My number one fan.
She was always there to support my smallest dreams and ambitions.
I would push away every doubt that crept up my mind,
She was my earthly savior .
I loved her more than
I even loved my own mother.
My mind kept screaming at me,
That she was nothing but an illusion.
but my heart blocked me from listening.
She was all it needed.
The walls of love and trust I built
Began to crack and fall.
I began to see the real side.
I began to see what my mind had been saying for a long time
She used me,
Made a mockery of me
Lied to me
Betrayed me.
And even when I tried to stay away from her
My heart yearned for her ,
It was hard
Seeing her every single time brought back painful memories.
Before,
Whenever I saw her, my heartache was cured
But now, even a glimpse of her
Makes my heart ache.
I prayed to the lord,
That she would at least reach out
And cheer me up once again
But my prayers were only void
You are my happiness,she always said
but I could see her smiling every single time.
How could she be happy ??
When her reason for happiness is no longer there
Then I realized that she was a liar,
A spawn of satan.
It was clear that she only said those words
To keep me from seeing her true self.
Selfish,
Toxic,
She was nothing but
Selfish and Toxic
