going to the university and getting a degree
something the society has imposed on me
I am uncertain ,
if that is what is best for me.
The idea of a new environment scares me
the fact that i would have to initiate conversations,
speak in a room full of human beings,
makes me uneasy..
sometimes,
i wish i didn't have to go to the university.
I am uncertain,
The university is like a place where only the strong survives
When i say strong, i don't mean physical strength.
only those with a strong and sound mind can survive.
Personally, I don't think I have the mental capacity for it.
A white lie, a bit of porridge, could ruin everything
but I pray that YHWH keeps me safe
I pray he guides me and helps me livel my dreams
