I once decided to turn cold,
To turn off the switch of emotions
that resided In my heart,
To feel absolutely nothing
But then I took a step back
And looked around me
The beautiful smiles of persona's that actually cared about me, although they were a handful of them
Love, my Achilles heel
It brings out the worst buried in my deep
Turn me to a creature
That feeds of validation and attention
I have become someone I loathe and judge
And now I loathe and judge myself
Cause I am disgusted in what I am
This new me is a monster
I miss her ,That 11 year old who was fearless and relentless,Who did not care about anyone's opinion and thoughts.Who only listened to that passionate voice that echoed in her head.
The mister in me would do anything to bring her back.
She was and will forever be my fortress.
Even if she is just a memory in my heart,
She will forever be H.E.R
