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"Who is she?! Sunoo,who the fuck is she?!" I stepped back at his screams,he threw the pictures onto the desk.
"Who is she? Why are you holding hands with her? Baby,we....we.....we....last night,we," he brushed his hair back taking a sigh of frustration
"She's my friend." I explained but before I could continue he shouted.
"Friend?! I was a friend too,what am I doing now?" He asked me,he sat down and used both his hands to wipe away his tears and sweat "Sunghoon,I'm homosexual." I stepped closer to him.
"So the next pictures I'm gonna get is of you and some dude?" He asked grabbing my wrist when I tried to touch his shoulder "Do I have to get better at sex? Do I have to express myself more? Do I...what do I have to do?" His voice became vulnerable as he started crying again. I'm use to his emotional outbreaks by now,he doesn't know how to handle them.
He doesn't even know what they are,untill I told him. He doesn't understand emotions because of the sick and corrupted world he's lived in.
I understand why he's so attached and emotional,his other relationships always ended with the person cheating or leaving him because he wasn't 'doing enough'. Sunghoon would cook breakfast,treat them to anything they wanted,listen to their hardships and help them find solutions,he was extremely clingy and affectionate sure but he was emotionally intelligent and eventhough he didn't understand his own,he was trying to help them navigate through it.
I was always envious of them,Especially Sae Dyeon. He was so lucky,Sunghoon never got over him untill I was sixteen and they dated for four years. Saedyeon wanted to get married but Sunghoon told him about me,He left and only connected Sunghoon when he needed a hookup.
After that,I never bothered Sunghoon with anything because he was still thinking about Saedyeon and grieving and I would be manipulating him into thinking I am the best person and he would want me immediately after that. I did not want that,now we're gonna became therapist Kim all over,I sat on his thigh "Relax...Relax." I brushed his hair back,he hugged me tightly.
He didn't want to let me go but he has to get to a meeting right now. "Calm down,Love...relaxation." he nodded,his face disappearing in my neck "I love you so much. Don't leave me,I NEED you in my life." I hugged hin closer with my arm around his neck "Don't go anywhere....please.....I'm begging you to stay...I'll get on my knees if that's what it takes.".
"Sunghoon,please..." He sounds so weak and vulnerable,he's so insecure and I had no idea about it "Don't go...." He mumbled,I nodded and hugged him with both arms. He cried into my neck,I hate seeing him this way. But if he is this way with me,it means he feels comfortable around me.
I am content with that.
"I'll tie you up again,and I won't let you leave." He mumbled,I sighed knowing he's only threatening me because he's scared. There was a knock on the door,a familiar voice echoed "Sir you're late for the meeting.".
I used a tissue and wiped his snot away,he put his best voice to say "Cancel it." Before he went back to me,he pecked my lips "Ramen?" He smiled and nodded.
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He held me closely eventhough I was between his legs "I want a real ceremony." I blurted out taking the noodles he offered me "I will,that was only our marriage certificate....so we are married in a way." I laughed still chewing the noodles "You're so cute." I leaned back into his chest "You're gonna hide away now?" I shook my head, pushing my lips together "Really?" I nodded,he pecked my lips and continued to eat his noodles.
"Can I visit Ni-ki with Jungwon." I asked him "Why do you need to ask?". "I was informing,I don't ask daddy." He chuckled as I folded my arms "Want more?" I nodded and bit the chopsticks when he offered them to me.
"Can I meet your friends?" He asked so suddenly,I nodded. I wanna. Inform them about my wedding anyways,so yeah he can meet them when I give them to the invitations. I still can't believe he thought I was dating Mai.
She reminds me of Eunchae a lot for some reason, they're both exactly like each other but Mai doesn't show it. I just wanted to spend more time with her because I know she has trouble making friends and she seems like a really cool person.
I've been keeping it a secret for three years now,and I can finally share it with my friends. It's awesome.
The wedding is coming!!! 🎉🤯
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CasualeTwo arranged marriages cause trouble between two rival mafias. In the middle of it all is Kim Sun-oo BOOK1 OF TRILOGY
