If you really think about it, death is actually beautiful. There's nothing to be afraid about being free right? There's no trouble, no stress, no problems just freedom. Who doesn't want that?
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⚠ CONTAINS BLOOD ⚠︎
(Might be disturbing for some audiences)
(Please read with caution)
Once again all I see is darkness, hoping that I've actually died, done living this awful life. I mean of course I'll miss my friends and family but, well met again in another life anyway.
All that hope came crushing down as for the second time, I'm still alive. I laid there disappointed that I was still breathing, my heart still beating, stuck in this horrible teenage body. I look around to see no one here with me which is a relief. I shot up in panic looking around everywhere under the bed, in the bathroom, even in the hospital hallways. Where is that man? Where is he? Just thinking that he could be anywhere got me nervous. "I can't be left alone here, he might come back!" I whispered to myself as I grabbed a fist full of my hair bringing my knees up to my face rocking back and forth. Suddenly the room became dark and a dark purple light came on silence was in the air.
"W-What's going on?...." I whispered and banging was coming from the door making me fall back and I started trying to find the button to send nurses, doctors, hell anyone at this point! As I searched the wasn't one anywhere, they must put me in a room without one. The banging became louder and louder as I whined and hid under the bed. After a while it stopped, but I still laid there terrified that whomever that was, may still be there. "This is just a dream Adrien, or you're just going crazy. I mean you knew that it would happen one day." I chuckled to myself as I crawled from under the bed and walked towards the door and made sure that it was still locked. I sighed in relief that it was all over. See, all in your head. You are crazy. I shook my head and walked back to my bed and as soon as I sat down the banging started again but with blood curdling scream. I screamed and hid back under the bed, with tears running down my face covering my ears.
The screams sounded like someone was being murdered brutally, but there was more than one scream, it sounded like thousands right outside my door. I don't like this. I don't like this. I don't like this. I don't like this. I repeated over and over again in my head as I covered my ears as hard as I could with my small hands.
The door burst open and no one was there. I quickly covered my mouth trying not to make a noise and to muffle my crying. Outside the door was pitch black, you wouldn't be able to see a thing. Then after awhile a hand slammed into the door frame slowly showing its head to look in. I whimpered hoping that whatever that thing was never finds me. A deep low breath entered the room and so did the creature, a hard thump everytime it took a step walking into the bathroom looking for something. Is it looking for me? What the fuck is going on? "Please someone help me..." I whispered, but from what it seemed the creature heard me. He began to come towards the bed and I started to cry harder, making my hand push down harder onto mouth begging that it's enough to stay quiet. Sheets fell onto the floor as well as pillows and he went towards the open window looking out.
I sighed while looking behind me watching him just to make sure it stays there, unlike dumb people in horror movies, I even looked in front of me to make sure it wasn't there either. After about 10 minutes it walked away, but the lights remained off and the purple glow was still there. C'mon just opened your eyes, there's a reasonable explanation for this. You know this is all fake, all in your head. Why would you be seeing demons? I chuckled at the thought, "Yea, this is dumb." But deep down I knew I was in denial, this is real I just can't accept the fact that I can see demons and others can't so they think I'm crazy.
Then drips of some sort of liquid started falling from under the bed startling me for a moment. What is this? I sat there for awhile before turning to see what it was and the creature was right on top of me blood dripping from his mouth which was completely open making me see all of its teeth and sharp, long, tongue. I held my breath and tried to back away but I hit my head and see huge pieces of wood blocking all exits. That's when my Claustrophobia hit and I freaked out hitting and pushing with all my might begging to be let out to be able to move around. "Help!! Help!!" I screamed. "Please get me out!! I'm scared!!! Please!!" At this point I was banging, kicking and crying uncontrollably while trying to get away from this demon.
"DAD!! PLEASE!! SOMEONE! ANYONE!! HELP ME!!"
While I was screaming the demon started to try and bite my leg off and blood was pouring out of my leg as I screamed even louder and harder. I tried kicking it away but, it got a hold of my other leg and began to try and eat that one too. "STOP IT! JUST STOP!!!" I cried out and it stopped. "Y-You can understand me?" I asked between cries and it nodded. Then a huge surge of pain went through my head and I groaned holding onto my head, "What the fuck is going on!? I want all of this to stop! Just stop!!" I screamed closing my eyes as hard as I could hopeful of waking up from this terrible nightmare.
When I opened my eyes everything was back to normal as is nothing happened. I fucking knew it wasn't real. I never wanna experience that ever again. I need to go to those psycho hospitals or something. Just as I was about to crawl from under the bed I realized that I couldn't feel my legs and turned to look and see huge bite marks all over. Blood still spilling out, making me wanna throw up at the sight. Unfortunately I did just that, I threw up while trying to keep it all in.
Shit, I'm gonna die from blood loss. I mean I did wanna die but after what just happened I'm terrified. Is this what death is really like? A black abyss all alone surrounded by terrifying demons who haunt those who deserve? What did I do to deserve any of this? I don't want it to end like this.
"I-I'm scared of dying...."
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