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I awoke and I was surrounded by medical equipment

I looked Ryan was sitting with Buddy

Your okay? Ryan asked me

I'm fine I said

Have you eaten anything today? The doctor asked me

Just PBJ at noon I said

You have very low blood sugar levels that extremely dangerous kid The doctor said

I'm sorry I said wiping the sweat off my brow

The doctor discharged me and order me to eat something

Nothing felt good I wanted to sleep

We stopped McDonald's and order a happy meal

I'm not hungry I said

You gotta eat something Ryan said

What if I don't care I said

Ryan pulled into the driveway and he left the car

I got out and I went to my room laying on my bed with Buddy

Why do I mess everything up? I said to myself

Knock knock Jessica said

Hey Jess I said

Your gonna bump on the lot all day Jessica said

I don't care I said

Did something happen? Jessica asked me

I passed out because I haven't eaten in a day I said

Ryan Jessica yelled

He already yelled at me but you know how I am I said

You never fainted like this Jessica said

I know it my anxiety I said

Screw anxiety it can't cripple your career ever. When on the Oscar stage getting that award you can't have anxiety attack Jessica said

I love it day and day out I can't help it taking medicine obviously doesn't help I said getting upset

What are going when you have to give acceptance speech Jessica said

I don't know when I get to it I get to it I said

Buddy and me followed Jessica downstairs

Eat Jessica said

There plate veggies and healthy stuff I practically puked

Why so difficult? Ryan asked me

I sat down and laid my head down in defeat

I'm not going anywhere I'm here for the long haul Ryan said

I can't breathe in such an suffocating world I said

How about we get healthy diet food and excise. You can workout with my personal trainer Ryan said

Okay it won't work I promise I said

Musician song write Abby Hunter had died to heart attack at 18 The news said

Turn that off Jessica said

Am I dying of heart attack I'm only 15 I said freaking out

Jessica checked my pulse

You need breath Jessica said

I could feel my heart beat in my ears

Ryan wrapped me up in blanket as I shivered sobbing and panicking all night it was another insomnia