Roberts pov-
It's Monday morning and I've never felt so guilty but so good I need her I want her but I shouldn't I'm married for Christ sake
"Hey hun I'm heading to set now I'll see you later" I say to Susan
"Don't forget your wallet" she says with a smile before placing a kiss on my lips
But it wasn't her I was thinking of when I kissed her it was y/n. What's going on with me am I going through a mid life crisis. I love my wife...? Right?
Shit I have to go I grab my keys and run out to the car to pick up y/n
The drive to her house I can't stop thinking about her kiss. Man I'm a awful husband I feel so ashamed but I don't regret it I feel guilty I need to make it up to Susan I'll watch the kids tonight and she can have a girls night
Great hopefully that will make me feel better. Feel less guilty, less shitty I mean how could I do that to her she's stunning, and smart, and- before I forget I text her to let her know about her "free night" and she seems excited so that's something I think to myself
Once I arrived at y/n house i got out of the car and went to her door to find it was open I walk in and hear her on the phone
"Sure I'm free tonight, it's a date" she says
A date are you fucking kidding me I'm fuming, how could she do this to me. I'm jealous shit I shouldn't be jealous I need to focus on my family, but I can't help myself I pin her to the wall by her hands
"Did our kiss mean nothing" I blurt out angry
"Well what did you expect Robert for me to wait around until you break off your marriage? until you get tired and want something new"
"My marriage has been falling about for the last 3 years you never seemed to care before that I didn't try and leave her" I says
"I get it you have kids, you have a family that's why I'm ending this for our sake, I'm no good for you, you have too much to lose" she says
"Why are you the one who gets to decide that"
"Because I'm the only one thinking straight"
"I want you to meet my kids" I says abruptly
"W-what?" She say confused
"Please y/n" I say
"Why, why do you want me to meet them?" She asks confused even more
How am I supposed to respond that I want to see her motherly side. That I need to be around her. That I want my kids to like her.
"I want- I want to see you be apart of my family" I says to her
"You said you love Susan and you want to focus on her get your mind straight, I can't keep up with all your mixed signals your jealous but you don't want me what the fuck do you want" she shouts at me
"I don't know y/n, can we just go to work I can't do this with you right now I don't want to, what do you want me to say I don't love Susan anymore I can't say that she changed my life"
"So was I just noth-" she says
"Stop I like you okay you're amazing but I have to stay anyway I have to save myself my marriage cause I'm falling for you and I can't betray her like that I owe her my life" I says
"Your scared your falling for me" she questions
"I'm scared I'm losing my wife, years I don't want to hurt her I don't want to make a mistake I don't want to hurt you I vowed to be faithful to her till death do us part"
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Susan Downey's best friend (Robert Downey jr love story)
FanfictionY/n a young makeup artist met her best friends Susan Downey on set five years ago and her husband Robert who she does not get along with. But when she takes her first steps into an acting career she is forced to work with Robert, the one person she...
