why did I fall for her (wenclair)

Confession

-TW for some. Women abuse-

Enid's pov:

I felt bad for snapping at her but she just made me flustered. For Wednesday Addams she sure got physical. I wonder if being gone really changed her. Did she miss me? I looked at her still waiting for me to respond. I thought about it for a second retracing the memory.

-Flashback still enid's pov-
I can't do this anymore. I feel bad liked I played him. I really did like him but I don't know where the feelings have gone. Ever since Wednesday came along the feelings for Ajax are gone. Could that I mean I like her? Wednesday Addams? No way it has to be the new guy. I don't even like girls. I have to call him and tell him to come over. Saying my feelings over text would just make this situation more cruel. I picked up my phone. Looking at my sparkly, pink, cat phone case. I then dial his number. Each ring makes me more nervous.

"Hello?" I hear his tired voice over the phone. "Ajax.. I need to tell you something can.." I stop for a moment thinking about what I'm just about to do. "Can i what?" He says I hear the confusion in his voice. "Can you come over?" "Of course. Anything for you. I love you see you soon." He says as he hangs up the phone. His voice is so sweet. I really don't want to do this,but I can't force myself to like him anymore. Ever time we would kiss I felt uncomfortable. I didn't half way wolf out like I'm supposed to when I meet my soulmate. Only my claws came out. Then I heard a knock at the door. It was him. I sighed as I opened the door putting on my fact smile. "Hey babe!" He smiled. "Hey Ajax. Come over here I don't think your gonna like this." He looked confused but sat down on my bed. "So what did you have to tell me?" He said looking around the room then at me.

"Ajax I'm done pretending! I'm sorry that I lied to you. I really did love you but the feelings that I had are gone. I forced myself to think I still liked you but it's wrong. I'm wrong. I thought that it was you that I wanted. I don't know what I want. Ajax I hope you can forgive but I don't love you.." I said all at once holding his hand tightly. He looked at me speechless. "What?" He said confused. I didn't want to repeat everything I just said already regretting it. "Ajax I don't love you anymore.."

Ajax's pov:

I backed up letting go of her hand. The girl I loved lied to me. "Enid I.. I don't know what to say." I felt my anger rise. I stood up. "HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME!" I found my self yelling at her. The beautiful, kind girl I once loved lied to me. "ENID YOUR SO FUCKING SELFISH." I said lowering my voice. I sat next to her again grabbing her wrist tightly. "Did you even think about how I would feel. Did you even care. The first time you said you loved me. Did you every fucking mean it!" I looked at her. I don't know how I got this angry but she started to whine. "Ajax stop your hurting me!" She said now whimpering. I tightened my grip as she started to cry. "Ajax please! Stop!" She begged. This wasn't like me but it felt good. It felt refreshing. I felt alive.

"Keep begging. I wanna see you beg." I felt myself cry. I don't know why. I grabbed her wrist as hard as I can until she started to bleed. She cried the whole time. I slapped her as I wiped my tears. "Tell anyone about this I'll kill you." I kissed her neck softly. "You asshole!" She screamed at me as she kicked me hard in the stomach. This made me mad but I had enough fun for a day.

Enid's pov:
I looked at my wrist that were now bleeding and bruised. I put on a sweater to cover up my arms. I don't know what made him so mad. He was so sweet and then turned evil. He even kissed me on the neck. Gross. I started to hug the my melody plushie Wednesday gave me. "Leave now!" I said wiping my tears away. "Whatever." He said angrily leaving.

-flashback over still enid's pov-

"It was just a simple break up." I said finally answering Wednesday's question. "But I thought you were madly in love with him?" She asked me. "I thought so too." I said in a whisper but she still heard me. I started to rub my arms as it hurt badly. I felt Wednesday's eyes gaze to my wrist. I quickly put them behind my back. Maybe I shouldn't have done that because I'm sure by now she's suspicious.

Wednesday's pov:

I notice she keeps rubbing her arms. Why? By now she knows I'm looking at her and her arms. She hides them behind her back. "Show me your arms now." I say in a serious voice. "I don't have to." She said. Stubborn as always. By now I would have gave up but something about her behavior is weirding me out. I grabbed her arms as she whines. I let go to look at her in concern. "Enid what the fuck are you hiding from me!"

Enid's pov:

I hate when she yells at me. Sometimes it does scare me. "Wednesday I.. please stop yelling.." This is not how I wanted today to go. A few moment ago everything was ok. Until she asked that question. "Please just tell me." She says her voice now calm. I nod and slowly pull up my sleeves. I whine as a small touch hurts badly. I reval my arms to her as her face softened. She pulled me closer our faces inches apart. "Enid who did this to you." I hear her say. She said it almost in a whisper. "Huh?" "If Ajax fucking did this to I'll kill him!" She said not yelling but loud. She was really mad I could see it in her eyes. "Wednesday I.." I felt myself crying. Why do I suck at hiding things.

Wednesday's pov:

I'm gonna kill him. He's a dead man. " Wednesday please don't tell him he'll hurt me." I don't want to enid get hurt anymore so I nodded. I'm still gonna kill him. For now I have to take care of enid. I hugged her tightly not letting her go. This day really changed from bad to good. I already have a person needed to be killed. This day I'd great. "Come on enid let's get you cleaned up."

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'm sorry if this make you guys sad. I know it made me sad. This is an ok amount for me. I'll try every two days to write. 1175 words