why did I fall for her (wenclair)

Awkward

Wednesday's POV:

I messed up big time. Why would I say that the thing I wanted most was a mistake, especially to the person I love? She walks right past me and doesn't even notice me anymore. I tried to sit beside her, but she moved as soon as I did. I need to make this right. I slipped on my shoes and began walking to the shops. I purchased Enid's favorite flowers, candy, and wrote her a note. I'm going to make sure she knows I love her.

I had walked back to the dorms practicing what I was going to say. I felt nervous, but I knew I just had to take a deep breath and go out there and do it. I stood there for a moment. When I finally opened the door my heart dropped.

Enid's POV:

It has been really awkward between me and Wednesday. We have both been distant, and it hurts. I really like her and I finally felt like I had a chance, just for her to say that it was a mistake. The one thing I crave most right now is her touch. I want to talk to her and tell her how I feel, but I'm scared. I hate being alone right now. I want someone with me. As if someone was reading my mind somebody knocked on the door.

I got up to open it. It's Zach. "Hi Enid. Can we hang out today?" I nod my head, and let him in. He walks in and sits on my bed. Next thing I know is that I'm rambling about Wednesday. He nods his head as he listens. I begin to cry, realizing I might never get a chance with Wednesday. Zach puts his arm around me and says, "It's okay, Enid. I will always be here." I take a deep breath, trying to collect myself. Zach gives me a hug and tells me everything will be okay. "Enid it's ok, I'm here for you." He stands up wrapping me in his arms. I hug him back tightly wishing he was Wednesday.

Something in my mind triggers, and I am now sitting on his lap kissing him aggressively. His lips are dry, and not as soft as Wednesday's. He is not Wednesday. I try to pull away, but I can't. He is not Wednesday. Suddenly Wednesday opens the door. Me and her lock eyes, as the color drains from her face. She whips her head down, "I'm sorry for interrupting." I finally pull away.

Wednesday's POV:

"Where did you get that?" She asks me looking at the things in my hand. "I got it from Xavier." That's a lie. It's for you, Enid. I want to say. I walk over to my desk, throwing the flowers away, and stuffing the note and candy in my drawer. I feel my heart breaking into a million pieces. Tears threaten to leave my eyes, but I hold them back. She has already moved on, so I guess it's my turn.

I am a Admas I don't know why I'm feeling like this. I don't feel emotions. I turn around to see Enid still staring at me. I lock eyes with her one more time, before leaving. I'm going to see Xavier.

Enid's POV:

Why would Xavier get her that. She hates those flowers, she hates that candy. I would know that, because I pay attention to what Wednesday likes. I just want Zach out. I lock eyes with Wednesday before she leaves. I want her. I need her. I get up, and run out the door. I hear Zach yelling my name behind me.

"Wednesday!" I yell out. She turns around, but before anything comes out of her mouth I grab her by the waist, and pull her into a hug. "Enid." I hear her mumble. "Enid." This time it's not Wednesday, but Zach who is pulling me away from her. I saw that her arms were reaching out as if she were going to hug me back. She just watched me get pulled away, and I just watched her disappear.

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(Small update, but I was just figuring out what to write)