And she was never free.

𝕠𝕧𝕖𝕣𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜𝕚𝕟𝕘

i disgust myself

i close my eyes

and hold my breath for as long as possible

i cry consistently and pathetically

for a full hour 

i wish i could just die

i overthink because

when i wake up

I'm afraid somebody else might take my place

this makes me want to scream on top of my lungs

it hurts but i won't tell you that

i love you too much to hurt you with my words

so i will never hurt you

even if that means i will hurt myself

⋘ 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎... ⋙- with love[redacted]