And she was never free.

𝕤𝕝𝕖𝕖𝕡𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕨𝕚𝕥𝕙 𝕥𝕙𝕖 𝕗𝕚𝕤𝕙𝕖𝕤

sleeping with the fishes

i like that phrase 

 to be killed and the body hidden from others

i sit in my room 

dazed crying over him

a boy I loved with all my heart

all my soul

I still do

thought things are now different

I'm never enough

never was and never will be

[redacted] will say [redacted]

I will never be good enough for anyone

always too much or too little

I do so much thought

so much..

all go unnoticed

like the saying 

" u won't know its worth until you lose it "

you don't know how it is to have eyes

until you go blind

I hope when Im no more

at least the stray dogs wonder

where i am 

⋘ 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎... ⋙- with love [redacted]