And she was never free.

𝕒𝕞 𝕚 𝕥𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕙𝕒𝕣𝕕 𝕥𝕠 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖?

am I that hard to love?

I spent so much of my time on you

I spent all my energy on you

and yet you replaced me 

you don't know what it feels like to be replaced by every motherfucker 

who came into your life

it feels like someone ran a truck over your heart a hundred times

that's what being replaced feels like

now i live with the constant fear that 

when i wake up i will be replaced 

I don't know how else to believe it...

so I built a garden on my body

to

believe

its

real

sure it hurts

but what hurts more than these scars is watching someone who 

you cared about a lot replace you.

⋘ 𝑙𝑜𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑎... ⋙- with love [redacted]