~confession~

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y/n's pov

For 2 months now, me and Xavier have been BEST friends. We do everything together. Homework, painting, going for coffee at the weathervane. We always have so much fun together, I love it.

However, I can't help but feel like there's something more than friendship. From the start I've always thought he was extremely attractive, like excruciatingly gorgeous. But I think recently it's developed to something a bit more than just finding him hot.

He's been flirty, which I can't lie I enjoy, and he's very protective. There's been times where his comfort is the only thing I needed, and I honestly thing I've developed some attachment to him, and recently I've been thinking about that certain L word. Love.

Love is something I don't think I've ever felt for someone romantically, and no ones ever loved me back either. So it's hard to figure it out.

Me and Xavier were meeting at the lake behind his art shed tonight just to catch up and hang out like usual.

I got dressed into a multi-coloured jumper, some green jeans and my docs.

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I grab my headphones for the walk, and then set off.

I walk through the woods towards the lake and see Xavier sat on the little chairs we put there ages ago.

'Hey Xav' I say sitting down and taking off my headphones. 'Hey Y/n, how are you?' he asks. 'I'm good thank you, you?' I reply. 'I'm good' he says.

We carry on chatting for a while, until it gets cold, and we start to head back to his art shed to warm up a little.

As we're walking back, he keeps turning his head around to check behind us.

'You okay?' I ask him. 'Yeah yeah I'm good, think I'm just seeing things' he replies, looking puzzled.

A low growl is heard from behind us. We both spin our heads around in unison, to see the hyde itself stood 10 feet away from us.

'Y/n, run! Now!' he shouts, and we start to sprint ad fast as we can towards his shed.

I'm panicking, and stumbling all over the place. I trip on a twig and fall, and before Xavier can help me up, the hyde grips my leg, making a gash in my thigh.

'Shit, Y/n come on!' Xavier lifts me up carrying me on his back to the shed. We run in, and lock the door, and he bolts it up with anything he can find.

'Is it gone?' I whisper, panting. 'Yeah, I think so. Shit, is your leg okay?' he asks looking at my torn jeans and a long scratch across my thigh. 'Um, it should be fine, I've got a first aid kit at home I'll clean it up' I say.

'Okay, but I'll come help you, okay?' he says and I roll my eyes playfully and nod.

We sat in silence for a while until Xavier opened his mouth to speak, hesitating.

'Y/n look, there's something I need to tell you. I'm kinda shit scared to tell you this because I honestly don't know if it's gonna ruin everything between us, but it's driving me crazy, and unless I tell you I think I'm gonna go insane' he says, my heart beating a lot faster than before.

'Oh, okay. Well go on, I'm sure it's not gonna ruin anything Xav' I reply.

He stays silent, hesitating again.

'Xav, you're starting to scare me a little, what's going on?' I ask walking over to him, kneeling down in-front of him and grabbing his hands to hold him.

'Y/n, I...um...I think I'm in love with y- no in fact, I know I'm in love with you. Okay? And if you don't feel the same, that's fine I just, needed to get it off my chest you know?' he says.

At this point, my heart is literally beating out my chest, my mouth falling slightly agape in shock of what he had told me.

'Xavier I-' 'See look I fucked it up again! Shit Y/n look I'm sorry I just, I don't know' he says, angry.

'Xavier look at me. Now' he faces to look at me. 'I love you too Xavier. I love you so so much and it's been eating away at me too. I love you, Xav' I say holding his cheek.

'You love me too? Really?' he asks, shocked at my response.

'Yes really, of course I do. It's kinda hard not be' I say laughing. He smiles, looking down at my lips, me doing the same to his.

He gently grabs the side of my face, pulling me towards his. He leans into my mouth, his lips lightly touching mine. He was so gentle with me, but his kiss and touch had so much passion in it.

We pulled away, looking up at each other.

'I love you Y/n' he says.

'I love you, Xavier' I reply.

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